I recommend, Azua, that you don't get another pet. You'll just go through the exact same thing, eventually.
I reccommend you and 1042976304867 drop the "I'm traumatized and an emotionless freak" act because it was only cool in the 90s.
Seriously. Been there done that.
So you're saying I shouldn't have relationships with my family or my friends because they'll eventually die, too.
I shouldn't adopt an animal in dire need of help[like I did with the puppy] because it's not worth it, and it'll just die anyway.
Nevermind the fact that I gave him a chance to have a somewhat normal life with human and animal contact, as opposed to never learning how to walk or eat without being hand fed.
I shouldn't have went to visit my grandparents in the nursing home because it didn't matter, they were gonna die anyway. [Hey look, that's more than once]
Death and sadness are part of life. If you avoid relationships because they may end in death, you're a coward.