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I'm sorry if you find it offensive. I didn't mean that comment in the Critique Topic in an offensive way, and it was not directed to anyone in particular, it was more of a "yay happy revival" post. Shoulda worded it better I guess
Sorry, just the way you worded it as not having any more sprites in TCPS sounded like you were happier about them being out of TCPS than the thread coming back.
I have not "bashed" anyone. I'm telling the truth from my perspective. If your girlfriend tells you that she likes your shirt, but your teacher tells you that he doesn't like your shirt, does that make him wrong OR right? Nope, just my opinion.
The way you worded it was just kind of...mean. You were kind of short with him, and just quickly seemed to pass his sprite off as bad. The only help you really gave was that you didn't like the flower and he should do less copy-paste. It's fine if you say "It's bad, here's why and here's how you can improve", but just saying it's bad and bluntly saying things which come off like "What the hell were you thinking?" just...came off to me as bashing.
Then again, it's the internet...so I could very well have misinterpreted your post.
Yes, I'm harsh. Yes, I'm TOO harsh. I'll fix that
It's just the way I was "brought up" to sprite. I know it's not the most effective, helpful, encouraging, self-prevailing, joyful, peaceful way of doing business, but it's the only way I know how. I can't just praise a sprite that I don't feel is "optimal" quality, because then it might just go to a spriter's head.
I know that's the way you were brought up spriting, and I don't mean to attack you since I know you're trying to work on it. I just picked up a lot of hostility towards SpelignFial -- again, I fail at interpretation and this is the internet, so it could be incorrect -- but it's what I picked up.
Also, I can understand not JUST complimenting them, but are you saying if a sprite isn't as good as it could be you won't compliment it at all? I think compliments are important. If there's something to compliment, that is. I'm not for patronizing, I think that's more counter-productive than anything. But if there's something to compliment, it helps to encourage someone. If you don't tell the person anything good time and again, they may think they're never going to improve and give up. This is coming from someone who's pessimistic enough to have done that a few times, but that's just my feeling.
I was brought up to congratulate and admire excellency. Yes, they are beginners, but how are they any different from us? We work with the same canvas and use the same tools (pretty much, right?) and we produce things that people feel are wonderful. What is stopping those who have just started? Lack of experience, yes, but also a lack/plethora of good and non-helpful
The difference is just that; experience. Would you trust someone straight out of medical school to perform open-heart surgery on you as much as someone who's been a doctor for 20 years? Unless you're an artist in general (like Spire is, and as such was able to pick up spriting very quickly), you're not going to have the same abilities going in. Without experience, you haven't perfected methods, you don't have a perfect eye for things, and you're not as familiar with the things you're working with. Your argument is compelling, and it's hard for me to say something exactly that will counter it, but it's because it seems common sense to me that someone who's just started out with spriting SHOULD NOT be expected to be as good. I think you're expecting too much.
You know how, many times in this shop, people have talked about scratching and how they're never going to get better at it unless they actually try it, including both you and me? This applies for spriting in general; practice makes perfect, and you can't expect Spire-quality work out of someone who just read a spriting tutorial and began spriting. That's just unfair to them. You don't have to give a different standard for how good their stuff has to be for it to be called "good", but you can't be upset because they're not scratching yet. Not only do they not have the skills yet, necessarily, but they may not have even thought about scratching.
I remember when I first got into spriting. I started out just placing the sprites on a background making random scenes (this was with Metroid Fusion sprites, in case anyone cares). That was fascinating and really fun for me. Eventually, though, while looking for backgrounds, I stumbled upon InSONICnia, the sprite comic, and saw everything done with that comic. That inspired me to start editing sprites. Once I learned how to recolor, I was, again, fascinated. Nowadays a recolor is all of 6 clicks and a few drags away. But back then, I was amazed and considered recoloring an entire sheet of Knuckles sprites, from Sonic Battle, to be quite a feat. Although it was definitely devalued once I found the massive shortcut for recoloring an entire sheet in all of 10 steps total. Then I started browsing the forums on The Mystical Forest Zone, the site hosting InSONICnia. I saw people talking about how simple recolors are and everything, and it wasn't a feat at all. So I moved on to actually editing. I came up with rough drafts of my Firus sprites, with merely Hyper Sonic's spikes attached to some Shadow sprites' heads, with the body recolored red instead of black. Eventually I furthered their quality, but not until later. I also attempted an all-custom fan character. That worked for about five seconds before I realized I needed some sort of a base and used base parts from a tutorial and edited them to make the sprite (I'd show you the sprites, but I don't have access to them at the moment. Just trust me, they suck.), which still only got me about 8 sprites before I stopped working on it and haven't continued my work on it since. And that was about 2 years ago. Then eventually I discovered Pokemon Fusions, and somehow learned how to do them.
Looking at my first sprite (the top-left most sprite on the large sheet of all of my sprites prior to the shop located in my Archives), it looks like crap with the flower attached to the head the way it is (the flower looks a little awkward on Heatran, but I think SpelignFial did a better job than I did with it on Meganium), and I didn't even edit out the piece of Sceptile's hand over part of the tail. It took me years and years to get to the point I am in spriting. So for someone to jump even straight to recoloring and then fusing seems large to me. Maybe the problem is that I just suck(ed), but I'm STILL not consistently doing a lot of scratching so I don't see why we should expect any more of BRAND NEW spriters. I should start scratching too, but every time I try it still looks like crap. I suppose at least I'm getting a
little better, but not by much. Hell, at the rate I am in comparison to some of the non-shop members, even (like A_Man, for example) I'm not even sure I really belong in the sprite shop.
/long, boring, useless rant-story
So, I'm sorry everyone if I've been mean, please excuse it as a ill-reputable behavior of mine. I don't MEAN to be mean, but...I've seen some "things" go down for the people who are like "hey guys, look at my Mewtarzariozardchuarticunopuff. dont it be awesome-tastic?!!". When frankly, it looks like trash. I'm not saying your guys...guys's sprites (epic grammar fail) sprites look bad, but they can be much....much better, and I want to SEE that "better". Did you see how I praised A-Man when his sprites improved DRAMATICALLY over time? THATS the kind of dilligence that will snap me out of this "evil sprite dictator Mr. Meta-Kirby" mode, and you guys are getting there!
I can understand the encouragement to get better there...and I know that the goal of being better is something great to strive for, I just can't help feeling like in their position, I'd end up dropping spriting. Which could just be me, since I fail at life and self-esteem.
Yes, I'm the lowly 5th member of the **** shop, and I don't have much "say" or whatever, but dammit, I was one of the ONLY people posting new sprites for a while there! It was making me really, really angry. I know your situation Firus, and now, I can only hope you can overcome your procrastination and lack of self-motivation, but it is getting a little old now (and I'm sure you feel the same way, I don't Mean this in a bad way, I'm just stating that it isn't a reason to shun responsibility). We've had to close the shop...what? 3 times in the past 2 months?! WTF?! You gotta be kidding me, guys.
I don't mean offense by this, but I think I'm just going to be open and honest about this...
I kind of wish you'd stop bringing this up. I know none of us have been as active as us, and I know it's not always just life interfering, it's also that we sometimes have other things we want to do before spriting, but still. I was the presiding spriter for the first two months or so the shop was open, and I remember sometimes wishing Spire, Bowser, and Mewter would help out some more because I was getting three or so sprites done a day while they were much less active. But I didn't say anything because I understood that not everyone had so little of a life as to work as much as I did (not saying this is true for you at all, but I seriously didn't have much of a life at the beginning of the shop's life...at all...). I'm not saying this as if I felt I was an angel and you should be doing the same, it's just...a lot of times, to me, it feels like you're rubbing it in. I'm sure you're not, but with your constant hints about how you're the only one working it feels like you're holding it over us, and I would LIKE to be as active as you are. I really would. But work comes first, and after enough work and stress I would much rather relax on my couch, talking with my friends on Xbox Live than sprite. I burned myself out on spriting by working as much as I did at the beginning of the shop. I think the only way I can truly get that fire and passion back is by taking a long enough break from spriting, but if I take a long enough break it would probably kill, or severely hurt, the shop, and I really don't want that.
I know I really don't have a legitimate excuse. My procrastination and **** clearly isn't going away anytime soon, as annoying as it is, so I just have to adapt. And I know that everyone else is stressed out too, and it doesn't completely stop everyone else. Nonetheless, I've felt completely overwhelmed for the last few months and...when I'm not working like crazy, I feel like I need to fully relax or I'm just going to explode.
If it's any consolation, I've started the Charmander/Squirtle Evolution line, but I'm not going to post up the sprites until I've finished the entire thing.
Also, the shop has only been closed once during the past two months. I know it seems like more, but it hasn't been any more.
Yes, I'm using this post as a venting post. I'm probably sounding like some **** with his head up his ***, but bear with me.
No, it's fine. I know how much you need to rant sometimes, I could use a rant myself but I really don't know where to start...
...I don't have anything else to say. I've said ALL that is on my mind. Please don't take this as an angry response. I'm not a snobby, arrogant, mean, or spiteful person, and I really wish I didn't portray myself like that ;__; It shouldn't be this way! I hate when I stir up this **** controversy. God ****, guys, I'm sorry as hell.
~Your Pal Meta~
It's fine, I'm kind of sorry I brought it up in the first place now. I've just had a
reaally crappy week and I'm about to have an equally crappy weekend. Isn't life grand.
MK has started me spriting from the very beginning. He was always extremely helpful and guiding. When one of my sprites was good, he said it was good and why. When one of them was bad, he said it was bad, I saw what I did wrong, fixed it, and moved on. Just a few days ago I messed up big time on a sprite. He said it was horrible.
"Oh noez?! Not every single one of my sprites are perfect in every way and someone is saying something other than "they're awesome"? WAAAAAAA."
NO.
I looked at it and realized it was bad. I moved on. End of story. I did a new sprite, it was better. Sometimes you have to realize that you'll get critique that isn't always what you want to hear. But a sprite's a sprite. The day will go on.
You know, some people find "YOU SUCK! GET BETTER!" encouraging, but I don't see the appeal in it. What MK says does have some merit to offer, but you seem to think that without being told how much you suck you're just going to get worse. I don't see why you need to be insulted to get better. It seems like there should be another way.
You shouldn't get rewarded for doing something your supposed to do. You don't get rewarded when you wake up on time and get an "A" on your worksheet. You're SUPPOSED to do that. No one's going to reward you for doing something that you're supposed to do. They're going to tell you what's wrong with it because it's already implied that you've done something right, they don't need to point it out. So no getting a cookie and a pat on the
I think that by starting spriting, attempting spriting, and getting more than a Jigglyoclefairyman, you are doing more than "what you're supposed to do". That attitude just pisses me off. You're just "supposed" to pick up spriting and do well? Any less sucks, any more is bonus but anywhere on the line is just your duty? Ugh.
Not to mention that you don't have to reward someone or pat them on the back to not insult them. No one said that you should get a cookie for making an okay sprite. But, believe it or not, being told what you did RIGHT helps too. If someone tells you that it's good that you...say, scratched a part so it's to scale with the sprite you're fusing it with, you know to keep up that habit. Not to mention that encouragement is good. The good isn't "implied". As a beginning spriter you can't know what the hell you did right unless someone tells you. Everything doesn't have to be about what was wrong.
This isn't directed at what you do, MK, this is based on the concept he's presented. Just to avoid misunderstanding.
...Wow, wall o' text.