Well, this is the internet, I figured you guys wouldn't care too much
Why would we not care? What thought process do you take in order to think that we wouldn't care for someone who committed suicide in front of your eyes? There's two layers. One, if the person being alright, and two you, the person who is part of the Ike community, let alone smashboards.
If you must know, It's bothered me a great deal to see not so much the blood, but the pure misery and hopelessness that this usually chirpy man was showing.
Hey, the post you should have made earlier.
But i thank the internet, because the desensitisation to gore meant that i was able to react considerably faster to the situation than a normal person and help the poor man, had i have been overcome with the shock of seeing him in such a state AND incredibly badly wounded at the same time, i might not have been able to act properly and he could have ended up dying.
Congrats, you listed an example about yourself when the majority of cases and research points to more negative behavior. Case and point being how a girl in a group, who often end up sexting, sending nudes, results in the boys of the group, ****** the girl, because they don't feel it's wrong DESPITE her protests.
I don't know if it's your desensitization to the internet, your overall immaturity level, a coping mechanism, or simply the fact you are anonymous on the internet that you can say something so stupid.
You might have used it as a coping mechanism, but I really doubt that. If you wanted to cope, you would have talked to someone about it, and were you to come on here, you would have been more mature about it.