just to be arrogant and honest, no one's marth is even REMOTELY close to mine when I am confident and playing good. Like, not even REMOTELY close. This past weekend I used marth against Jman and won right after he beat hbk 3-0, right after hbk beat Hax. Then in crews I 0-deathed a fox I think taking 0 damage twice, beat renos sheik on dreamland with no gimps then 1 stock of mine vs 4 stock of haxs i took him to last stock 40%. I'm pretty sure my confidence is the thing that holds me back when I fight people I'm scared of. And it really, really holds me back =/
with that said, after Apex I will no longer take the game seriously anymore. I'll be at tournaments from time to time and when I get rides, but I am leaving smash behind me. Partially cuz I'm getting older but also because they're trying to ban my character in brawl for the gayest reasons with this bull**** called Unity and the game is about to be split up now. In general, smash won't be great income anymore.
so goodbye after apex, at least to the real me