Quick update I feel is necessary for me personally.
Dear WNY Smashers,
I know it might seem like I've been sorta disconnected from the scene recently and I guess it's kinda true, but my motivation has not gone away, and I feel as though my Smash journey is really only beginning.
I have what most people would consider some pretty crazy views on life and the world, which is why it's difficult for me to explain to people sometimes. (Especially the "masses" who live their lives in complete reaction, and have stupidly strong convictions for no real reason other than the fact that they were derived from their childhood) But in short, I think life is one big experience, filled with multitudes of smaller, transitory experiences that shouldn't be judged as either good or bad, positive or negative. Rather, they should be reflected on, and the emotions felt in these transitory experiences should be analyzed and learned from in order to become better, stronger, smarter, in order to experience the emotion of "joy" as much as possible in our brief existence on this planet.
That's pretty deep, I know, but I set a goal to become the best player in the world at Melee, because Melee is my favorite thing to do at this point in my life, and I'm sure eventually I will leave it behind just as a child gets bored with his toys, but I don't feel that will be for a while. I still want to experience the feeling of being at the top of the mountain, and everything that comes along with it.
My Melee journey, in addition to me being obsessed and loving the game actually serves a huge purpose in my life. I do massive amounts of studying/research on my own. Most of my studies include the topics of people, culture, humanity, society and psychology, as I feel the most important aspect of succeeding in today's world is the ability to understand and deal with people effectively.
If you look at successful people in today's world, (well in general actually) from going from zero to hero, or from the bottom to top of any community or industry, psychologically, emotionally and mentally they all go through an identical process, which in short is just the process of going from low status to high status, and being able to psychologically deal with everything that comes with that. This is why it's almost always a curse more than a blessing to win the lottery, or to make it big in the music industry without a gradual progression to give your mind enough reference experiences along the way to learn from so that you can cope with everything that comes with it.
I know this probably sounds crazy to you guys, but I plan on making millions of dollars in the future, and knowing what I do about the way the world works, I want to be able to stand strong and think clearly and not be corrupted when I get to that point.
There's a point to all of this btw, just keep reading.
At this point in my life, my young 20's and possibly even to late 30's depending on how long I feel like enjoying this stage of my life, my first challenge is to break the "time = money" equation that most people have been led to believe is the proper way to acquire capital and spend their time.
I think I'm very close to making a lot of money with just a comparatively small amount of time invested, and once I get that first dose of success, I plan on replicating it over and over and spend the next 5-10 years of my life mastering this process while simultaneously travelling, seeing, experiencing and learning the world firsthand, (also accumulating massive wealth) and then after that I feel I'll be in a good position to make some crazy moves.
So that being said, that's where most of my time has gone to in addition to working on my health, but I still play Melee everyday at least for a little bit because my plan is that, in this first stage of my life to spend a lot of time travelling and playing Melee and hopefully rising to the top. I feel going through this process, I will learn a lot in addition to also being able to practice a lot of skills that will help me later on in my life in the process of going from low status to high status. And yes, the Melee community is very, very small compared to the rest of the world, but the concepts still apply regardless.
So I felt the need to post this to the rest of WNY because I've always had a weird connection with this region when it comes to Melee. I remember my second really big burst of motivation ever in Melee came from watching Neil lose to Plairnk in an old WNY tournament, and walk away smiling and happy and like nothing happened. I was like "How can he have no pride for the region he's supposed to be defending? People are comin in here and trashing us..." and since then I've always had WNY pride, even if I haven't always been able to defend the region or rep us as much as I've wanted to so far...But that part of my motivation is still there and it still keeps me playing, so to all of you WNY'ers that love Melee and even the Brawl players I don't really know or talk to that much, keep on playing and keep on attending whatever Smashfests you can. Melee's a crazy journey that, if you take seriously and go through everything you need to to get better at the game on a deep level, will actually teach you things that you'll most likely always use, conscious or subconsciously. Also, if anyone is awake right now, let's play
585-615-8756 - hit me up
-Jesse