The Unhappy Thread

[Venus of the Desert Bloom]

I have had a horrible, horrible week. On Monday, I accidentally fell into my laptop resulting it being cracking half of the screen. It works fine.

So I plugged it into my home TV and, instead of normal color, everything was green on my TV screen. I forgot my video port was busted earlier.

So, Tuesday was OK.

Wendesday, I arrived home and tried to call my girlfriend but froze in terror to find out I didn`t have my iPhone. I looked everywhere and went back to the junior high school to see if it was there. It wasn`t. I retraced all of my steps from when I left the school on my bike and to when I got to my apartnment. Nothing. Even two of my friends helped me looked. So, I lost it. I have no diea where it is nor my apple email/ID.

I had to suspend my service and make a case report to the police. I then had to alert my Board of Education and schools. Later that night, I was looking for the damn phone when I bumped my kitchen table and knocked over 5 glasses which shattered on the floor. I thought I cleaned it all up. A hour later, I went to get a glass of water when I felt a sharp pain in my foot. I looked down to a puddle of blood coming from my foot. A finger nail sized peice of glass was stuck in my foot. I got it pulled out and my friends bandaged it up.

The next mourning, I went to the hospital, got it cleaned and stitched up and went to work becuase I ran out of vacation time/sick days.

So not only do I have to find and buy a car, I have to buy a laptop, and I have to buy a new iPhone if I cant find my current one. Which is around $400-700.

 

[PsychoIncarnate]

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart
Oh, Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday I'm in love

 

[Shorts]

Just awful Venus. That is awful

 

[Dooms]

...

Oh my god, Venus...

That has to be the WORST luck I have ever seen. I thought that things would get better, but holy **** @_@.

I really hope that things improve for you, Venus. You really deserve better days than these.

 

[Jasou]

That's horrible Venus , I hope things get better.

 

[Smooth Criminal]

Yikes, Venus. That's some ****ty luck. It's like Murphy's Law incarnate.

Hope things get better for you man, and soon.

Smooth Criminal

 

[Froggy]

I wanted to get a lot of work done since I didn't do a good job earlier in the week. But since I let my earphones at home today, I can't really see that happening.

One of my coworkers either stole my chair, or my chair suddenly got really uncomfortable(there was a char mess earlier this week in the office) I'm taking a chair back today.

 

[Claire Diviner]

Wow, Venus, that's really rough. And here I thought I was having a hard week. I hope you find your iPhone.

 

[Master Xanthan]

Holy crap, Venus, that is some awful luck. I hope things get better for you.

 

[Johnknight1]

I was gonna come in here and complain about how I'm sitting next to 4 heroin dealers in my college class, but man, Venus, I can't complain no more. Even if I am afraid that they'll put some drugs in the food I bring to class (and given my liver disorder, such an event would probably kill me).

What you described reminds me of a week I had in my senior year of high school... which now that many years worth of moons have passed, actually sounds funny...

Monday: My (then) girlfriend breaks up with me, and my relationship with her is not just over, but with her two best friends, both of whom I was very close to (the one was a male). The three of them avoided me, refused to talk to me, and zoned me out of their life. I didn't even do anything wrong and I didn't cause it. It made me feel isolated.

Tuesday: A power outage happened as a result of something blowing up. About a quarter of my town was without power until morning, so I was literally "in a dark place." I also had a midterm essay due the next day (that I had saved on my desktop), and I couldn't access my computer. So not just did I have to think about being single and how some of my friends were now avoiding me, but I was now thinking about how I could fail a class... in the dark. If I felt isolated before, I felt isolated then, especially with my phone broken!

Wednesday: A friend of mine (who shortly afterwards became a "former friend") who was unrelated to the friends I previously mentioned got kicked out of out of his parent's house for being found with drugs. Not just did he bug everyone for housing, he tried to convince them his parents were hallucinating. He also claimed it was about smoking cigars, but actually, as I later found out, he was into some hardcore drugs.

Thursday: Nothing major, except my two friends (who were dating each other) were having their weekly relationship issues, and, per usual, went to me (and 3 of my other friends) for help.

Friday: My parents separated. Yep. It went there.

Saturday: Helped my dad move out. The creepy neighbor across the way offered all kinds of awful advice. The neighbor was shortly afterwards evicted for not paying off his house, arrested for squatting his former property, arrested for having illegal narcotics in his house, and mysterious disappeared... or is imprisoned!

Sunday: Remember that story about how my girlfriend dumped me=??? Well, I found out her one best friend was a male, and she was now going out with him. This was like a serious slap in the face, because two of my good friends slapped me in the face, instead of doing this constructively and being sensitive to me actually existing.

After that, a lot of things happened. Her other best friend (the female one) was perplexed (especially since, well, she thought I was a step up from my now ex-girlfriend's current boyfriend). Fortunately, this same best friend of hers stopped "siding with her" against me and avoiding, and two of us have remained good friends ever since.

Oddly enough, not too many months after those two got together by throwing me out of the equation, they moved at nearly the same time; one moved to the Ottawa, the other to southern Texas! They decided to break up. I don't know what to say or do. So I just shrugged, laughed, and moved on.

I don't know why, but that terrible week for some reason makes me not stressed now. It's really weird.

 

[Zook]

I feel a deep, venomous jealousy towards people who read/have read a lot.

 

[PsychoIncarnate]

I've been very guilty of jealousy in the past, but it wasn't because of reading.

I do read a lot of material

 

[Claire Diviner]

I'm sure we've all been envious at some point for a variety of reasons.

 

[ShroudedOne]

I'm jealous of those who don't feel jealousy. I feel like it's a useless emotion, if there is such a thing.

 

[PsychoIncarnate]

It's because you desire something you can't have. At least that's where my jealousy comes from.

It seems everyone can get the thing I want but me. They even put less effort toward achieving it.

 

[Jasou]

It's because you desire something you can't have. At least that's where my jealousy comes from.

It seems everyone can get the thing I want but me. They even put less effort toward achieving it.

Yeah this is what made me feel jealousy when I was younger, but I kinda grew out of it. I don't get jealous of others much anymore because I think my life is fine the way it is... most of the time.

 

[PsychoIncarnate]

The thing is, the only thing I desire is usually considered part of growing up and "A right of passage".

I'm already adult and still haven't achieved it. I feel so far behind.

Everything else in my life I'm contempt with

 

[Dooms]

I've stopped getting jealous. It doesn't change anything at all, and I have no reason to be jealous. Plus getting jealous held me back in middle school and my freshman year of high school. Definitely not wanting to go back to that.

Of course I'm human, so naturally there are times where I wished I had something that others do, but that's not very often anymore. Like it's pretty rare now haha.

 

[Teran]

Jealousy is such a hard thing to curb because its so instinctive, but I dunno I guess finding contentment with your situation is pretty much the only way to stop it. Jealousy only really stems from dissatisfaction.

Captain Obvious reporting out.

 

[Chronodiver Lokii]

Really okay day at work turned really awful
And by really awful I mean it coulda been a lot worse. I just am really pissed right now which is really rare and I'm bad at emotions that aren't happy so now I'm just sitting in a dark room trying not to punch things or cry (because my makeup looks nice)

Really really hot day + bad air conditioning made me salty. Slow day was okay. Then suddenly 2 groups decide they want to eat sushi at 10 pm when we close at 1030
One table was quick, but they tipped below 15 percent by a decent chunk. The other table though.....'OH WE HAVE TIME' and then proceeds to stay until after closing. They tipped okay I guess.....but I stayed later than I should have and they asked us to turn off the fans despite it being over 80 degrees in the room. Did I mention floor staff wears pants and long sleeves?

And then I had no ride home because my sister took my car. Not the car I'm not insured under...no that would be too simple
She took the only car I have insurance for.

So plans got ruined and I'm noW just sitting here, hoping my mom will drive me to see my friends so I can get hugs and be happy

/incoherent rant

 

[Holder of the Heel]

I don't feel jealousy either, but that is because I lack desire, and jealousy is a subset of that, so it passes over me. The only thing I desire really, and I know this is going to sound silly, but desire itself. I wish I found socializing with the masses, I wish sports were interesting to me, I wish getting a job and licence and acting like a productive member of society was something worth striving for. Though it could argued I don't truly desire those things, or else I'd have motivation. Perhaps I desire to desire to... nevermind.

This actually brings up a topic relevant to current situations that doesn't really make me feel unhappy (I think I always cop out and say that in here ) but could be considered a problem. From this lack of desire, I've gone a long streak of not really "liking" another person. The dependency that allowed for those fuzzy feelings has gone and passed as I have become quite the philosopher and pondered over all of my relationships hitherto and what relationships are. Thanks to deep thinking, now I don't find love much to think about. This brings me to my present state.

A week ago I attended a birthday party with a friend I haven't seen in a while, but she has been a somewhat vital part of my two years in Danville High School, being my ride to and from school a lot of the time, and being in a handful of my classes. She was perhaps the fifth or fourth person that came up to me when I moved here at school as well. I never really made any advances to her, I was either taken or "liking" someone else at the time, and she has had a few boyfriends that we'd take about and I'd give her advice. A lot of the appeal of me being a friend to her, I suspect, is that I was a guy who wouldn't lie to her about such things with ulterior motives and hit on her, as many many of her guy friends consistently did. So yeah, she is attractive, more attractive than anyone I have dated. Friendly as well, mix those two things together, guys will just be lining up to you. Everyone except me.

But back to the present. Prior to the birthday party, a guy friend of mine asked me about the idea of potentially dating her because he thought we'd go well together. I immediately rejected the idea and referenced what I have said up above. That quickly ended the conversation, and perhaps for the best, for someone coming to me about dating a girl thinking it'd go well was how the last one sparked and it's result was what finally pushed me to think about what relationships really are. But it came up again the night we slept over at her house, for he was there in the same room (she slept in her own bedroom alone as the guys who were over slept in her living room).

He asked us if we thought she was hitting on me. The other guy was quick and strong to say no (he was an ex boyfriend of hers, ironically), and I shrugged it off because I felt like that would be the best answer. Thinking about it, she was rather playful with me. And I remembered when I first came up through her driveway as she stood outside, seeing her for the first time in a while, and was reminded at how attractive she was (I quickly gave my gifts which resulted in hugs and "I love you"s). Did I like this girl to try and find out if she truly was? I thought she was attractive, check. We get along together, check. I could probably make it work, check. We both play games and watch anime. She works and drives, so my thoughts think that with her she might get me to do these things and teach me.

So here I am, thinking if I should try to hang out and get close, test the waters I guess. But there is no fuzzy feeling from the dependency of my old self, no gushing feelings, no spark. It just seems more like a compatibility thing and what I can take from it, reducing love to its most rational form, without all of the heated irrational bits that are typically associated with love. Is it wrong with me to try and enter this relationship knowing I lack this? Is this something I'll develop afterwards and that'll make it seem right?

I tend to make do with my own solutions, considering I dedicated my mind so much to this stuff, but I need to remind myself that I need to ask others simply so I'm not out of touch of what others think. I usually tend to go, "I would guess/assume that the majority of people would yada yada yada," and that is a bad habit for anyone who wants to seriously understand and think about these things. My conclusion was that you can't love and be rational at the same time. Literally thought the "love" out of my heart and stuffed some of my brain there instead. So again, is entering a social contract with someone with that mindset considered unfair by today's social standards? I am unwilling to sacrifice being level headed and rational for the sake of what was my Achilles' Heel in my youngling years. Love to me has become a simple respect for each human equally. Saying "I love you" would really mean that I entrust more of my life to you than others and understand we have promises in our social contract together, and these she would possess and no one else. So in a way, I am not inconsistent and irrational by loving her more than anyone else, but in another way, I "love" her more than everyone else.

Any other philosopher's of love wanting to add their token of wisdom to this brief outline of where I am now? *looks at what was typed* This was an unexpectedly long and boring shpeal. Sorry! XD It is typically my belief to not say everything at once, largely because it is something I tend to do.

 

[Dooms]

Really okay day at work turned really awful
And by really awful I mean it coulda been a lot worse. I just am really pissed right now which is really rare and I'm bad at emotions that aren't happy so now I'm just sitting in a dark room trying not to punch things or cry (because my makeup looks nice)

Really really hot day + bad air conditioning made me salty. Slow day was okay. Then suddenly 2 groups decide they want to eat sushi at 10 pm when we close at 1030
One table was quick, but they tipped below 15 percent by a decent chunk. The other table though.....'OH WE HAVE TIME' and then proceeds to stay until after closing. They tipped okay I guess.....but I stayed later than I should have and they asked us to turn off the fans despite it being over 80 degrees in the room. Did I mention floor staff wears pants and long sleeves?

And then I had no ride home because my sister took my car. Not the car I'm not insured under...no that would be too simple
She took the only car I have insurance for.

So plans got ruined and I'm noW just sitting here, hoping my mom will drive me to see my friends so I can get hugs and be happy

/incoherent rant

People can be ****s sometimes :/. Not considerate at all. Unfortunate that you have to deal with these types of people ;-;. I'm guessing you couldn't kick them out at the closing time?

I know it's a little late, but I hope you got to hang out with your friends! ;-;

I don't feel jealousy either, but that is because I lack desire, and jealousy is a subset of that, so it passes over me. The only thing I desire really, and I know this is going to sound silly, but desire itself. I wish I found socializing with the masses, I wish sports were interesting to me, I wish getting a job and licence and acting like a productive member of society was something worth striving for. Though it could argued I don't truly desire those things, or else I'd have motivation. Perhaps I desire to desire to... nevermind.

This actually brings up a topic relevant to current situations that doesn't really make me feel unhappy (I think I always cop out and say that in here ) but could be considered a problem. From this lack of desire, I've gone a long streak of not really "liking" another person. The dependency that allowed for those fuzzy feelings has gone and passed as I have become quite the philosopher and pondered over all of my relationships hitherto and what relationships are. Thanks to deep thinking, now I don't find love much to think about. This brings me to my present state.

A week ago I attended a birthday party with a friend I haven't seen in a while, but she has been a somewhat vital part of my two years in Danville High School, being my ride to and from school a lot of the time, and being in a handful of my classes. She was perhaps the fifth or fourth person that came up to me when I moved here at school as well. I never really made any advances to her, I was either taken or "liking" someone else at the time, and she has had a few boyfriends that we'd take about and I'd give her advice. A lot of the appeal of me being a friend to her, I suspect, is that I was a guy who wouldn't lie to her about such things with ulterior motives and hit on her, as many many of her guy friends consistently did. So yeah, she is attractive, more attractive than anyone I have dated. Friendly as well, mix those two things together, guys will just be lining up to you. Everyone except me.

But back to the present. Prior to the birthday party, a guy friend of mine asked me about the idea of potentially dating her because he thought we'd go well together. I immediately rejected the idea and referenced what I have said up above. That quickly ended the conversation, and perhaps for the best, for someone coming to me about dating a girl thinking it'd go well was how the last one sparked and it's result was what finally pushed me to think about what relationships really are. But it came up again the night we slept over at her house, for he was there in the same room (she slept in her own bedroom alone as the guys who were over slept in her living room).

He asked us if we thought she was hitting on me. The other guy was quick and strong to say no (he was an ex boyfriend of hers, ironically), and I shrugged it off because I felt like that would be the best answer. Thinking about it, she was rather playful with me. And I remembered when I first came up through her driveway as she stood outside, seeing her for the first time in a while, and was reminded at how attractive she was (I quickly gave my gifts which resulted in hugs and "I love you"s). Did I like this girl to try and find out if she truly was? I thought she was attractive, check. We get along together, check. I could probably make it work, check. We both play games and watch anime. She works and drives, so my thoughts think that with her she might get me to do these things and teach me.

So here I am, thinking if I should try to hang out and get close, test the waters I guess. But there is no fuzzy feeling from the dependency of my old self, no gushing feelings, no spark. It just seems more like a compatibility thing and what I can take from it, reducing love to its most rational form, without all of the heated irrational bits that are typically associated with love. Is it wrong with me to try and enter this relationship knowing I lack this? Is this something I'll develop afterwards and that'll make it seem right?

I tend to make do with my own solutions, considering I dedicated my mind so much to this stuff, but I need to remind myself that I need to ask others simply so I'm not out of touch of what others thing. I usually tend to go, "I would guess/assume that the majority of people would yada yada yada," and that is a bad habit for anyone who wants to seriously understand and think about these things. My conclusion was that you can't love and be rational at the same time. Literally thought the "love" out of my heart and stuffed some of my brain there instead. So again, is entering a social contract with someone with that mindset considered unfair by today's social standards? I am unwilling to sacrifice being level headed and rational for the sake of what was my Achilles' Heel in my youngling years. Love to me has become a simple respect for each human equally. Saying "I love you" would really mean that I entrust more of my life to you than others and understand we have promises in our social contract together, and these she would possess and no one else. So in a way, I am not inconsistent and irrational by loving her more than anyone else, but in another way, I "love" her more than everyone else.

Any other philosopher's of love wanting to add their token of wisdom to this brief outline of where I am now? *looks at what was typed* This was an unexpectedly long and boring shpeal. Sorry! XD It is typically my belief to not say everything at once, largely because it is something I tend to do.

I don't know if it's "normal" or not, but I will say that I feel the same way and I'm sure many others do/will as well.

You described your friendship with this girl as close, yes? She's probably not hitting on you based on what you described. She's probably just happy to see you. If you get any vibes that she is, though, then be the friend you always were towards her and see how it goes. That's who she likes, yes? Worst case scenario you don't go out. Best case scenario you get a whole new relationship. Besides, even if you two don't date, she can still help you with your motivation. You two were close, so unless you shut yourself off from her emotionally, she knows how you think a little bit. I'm sure that if dating didn't work and you two got in a really close friendship, she'd be more than willing to give you tips and advice.

Now, about the relationship itself. Get close to her before any relationship starts. You HAVE to. Once a relationship starts forming, you have to be straight forward with her. Tell her how you feel about relationships. If she figures this out later on, it could backfire, and it would be unfair to hide something like this from her.

The "fuzzy feeling"... It depends honestly. Based on what you're saying, it seems like you don't really know if you like her in this way or not. There are a lot of things that can decide that for you. Once again it would go back to hanging out with her. The feeling that you really like her would develop (or not, depending on what happens when you hang out & how you feel about it) through that. This is the first time you've seen her in a while, right?

The reality of it is that if your mindset changes, you will probably gain feelings if you truly like this girl (as more than a friend of course). There are events that change how people think, and hanging out with this girl enough could very well be the events that change your thoughts on this. Feelings, good or bad, will probably develop from hanging out with her. It's honestly the best thing you can do right now.

Sorry if I repeat a lot of things or if I sound like an idiot xD. Just going off of my own personal experiences/what I've been taught. From one person that lacks desire to the other, I understand what you're going through, and I hope that in the end you're as happy as can be! ^_^.

 

[Vinylic.]

There's been a lot going in my mind today.

I don't have a job, I need to get a drivers license, And I need it at some point for the orientation on Wednesday. My mom can't pay for it as she doesn't have money at the moment, nor does she have a job. My sister said she'll help me and she'll also find a job, but she hasn't done anything yet. Of course though, she's gonna be in 12th grade next school year, so Idk.

I fear for the moment that I have to take care myself and deal with income at some point.
I'm not even confident to start off good for college and such. I had it coming, but I didn't knew I had it coming hard.

At least, I took care of fafsa, I guess.

 

[Holder of the Heel]

Thank you Masquerain. :3 Appreciate the voice of another to pull my head out from the clouds, and the way you put it makes it all seem rather simple. “He that strives to touch a star often stumbles on a simple straw.”

Should have perhaps mentioned that the ex boyfriend she broke up with was simply because they would be better off as friends, so that is perhaps reassuring that even if I go that route, she is mature enough to not let that ruin anything (I have almost no friends, I would prefer to have some to be able to reach out to haha). Thankies again! Goodnight and sweet dreams Smashers.

 

[Dooms]

Thank you Masquerain. :3 Appreciate the voice of another to pull my head out from the clouds, and the way you put it makes it all seem rather simple. “He that strives to touch a star often stumbles on a simple straw.”

Should have perhaps mentioned that the ex boyfriend she broke up with was simply because they would be better off as friends, so that is perhaps reassuring that even if I go that route, she is mature enough to not let that ruin anything (I have almost no friends, I would prefer to have some to be able to reach out to haha). Thankies again! Goodnight and sweet dreams Smashers.

^_^. Since she's mature, I'm sure it'll go well for you regardless! Enjoy yourself and sleep well! . If you ever need someone to rant/talk to, you can always VM/PM me and I'll try my best to help! : D.

 

[Reizilla]

There's been a lot going in my mind today.

I don't have a job, I need to get a drivers license, And I need it at some point for the orientation on Wednesday. My mom can't pay for it as she doesn't have money at the moment, nor does she have a job. My sister said she'll help me and she'll also find a job, but she hasn't done anything yet. Of course though, she's gonna be in 12th grade next school year, so Idk.

I fear for the moment that I have to take care myself and deal with income at some point.
I'm not even confident to start off good for college and such. I had it coming, but I didn't knew I had it coming hard.

At least, I took care of fafsa, I guess.

You need a driver's license for your college orientation? O_o That sounds odd. I assume you mean some kind of ID (even though that's still kind of odd), in which case you don't have a high school picture ID?

If your situation is as bad as you make it seem, financial aid should be able to help you out a lot. Even then, you should really look into getting a job. Correct me if I'm wrong, but you do yard work? Upgrade to a part time job, or even a full time job. Don't be ashamed to work fast food or something else. We all have to start somewhere and do what we have to do to get by. It's gonna be tough of course, so good luck!

 

[PsychoIncarnate]

You shouldn't need a license for orientation. If you aren't able to get a license, a state issued ID is the exact same thing according to ALL official documentation (Except while driving of course)

-

Also I've never loved anyone so I have no idea how you are suppose to feel HofH

My guess how your suppose to feel is a fondness for their company mixed with comfortable, sexual interest

 

[Vinylic.]

You need a driver's license for your college orientation? O_o That sounds odd. I assume you mean some kind of ID (even though that's still kind of odd), in which case you don't have a high school picture ID?

If your situation is as bad as you make it seem, financial aid should be able to help you out a lot. Even then, you should really look into getting a job. Correct me if I'm wrong, but you do yard work? Upgrade to a part time job, or even a full time job. Don't be ashamed to work fast food or something else. We all have to start somewhere and do what we have to do to get by. It's gonna be tough of course, so good luck!

He orientation requires a state ID or a driver's license. I have to aim for a driver's license first and pass the exams to get it. If I get a state ID or fail the drivers test, I have to pay to do the test again.

At least, that's how I think of it.

And I got fired from yard work, which is why i'm looking for another job at the moment.

 

[Venus of the Desert Bloom]

One of my elementary school students turned in my phone to the police station! I got a call on my homephone from the police saying they had it. So I filled out my information and papers and got back my phone! I then reactivated the account at a SoftBank store, my service provider.

However, sadly, my computer died without me backing up information.

And while not a bad thing, I'm hosting a dinner party for my girlfriend's friends. I prepared several dishes and cleaned up the place. Right now, they are gossiping and talking about girly tjings. I'm just chiming in every now and then. At least I'm buzzed

 

[Pyra]

Yesterday, I drove to my friend's neighborhood to hang out with her. We were going to watch a DVD in the van, because she told me I wasn't allowed in her house, and she was too scared to go to mine.

So I parked in her neighborhood. Some guy came out of a house in front of where I parked, and because the neighborhood is sketchy, I got nervous. Big ol' mustache and everything (excuse me for judging, I was nervous). He came out to the car but I freaked out and drove away. I was trying to find another place to park and ended up driving around a lot of times.

Needless to say, he called the cops on me.

Cops didn't come until I was in the back of the van with my friend. Mind you, we were just eating food and watching Aladdin.

I realize how bad it looked, yes. It's all my fault that day was ruined, but eh. I could have been smarter about it, but apparently I looked like a paedophile.

I'm still too paranoid to see her again. ._.

 

[PsychoIncarnate]

Yesterday, I drove to my friend's neighborhood to hang out with her. We were going to watch a DVD in the van, because she told me I wasn't allowed in her house, and she was too scared to go to mine.

So I parked in her neighborhood. Some guy came out of a house in front of where I parked, and because the neighborhood is sketchy, I got nervous. Big ol' mustache and everything (excuse me for judging, I was nervous). He came out to the car but I freaked out and drove away. I was trying to find another place to park and ended up driving around a lot of times.

Needless to say, he called the cops on me.

Cops didn't come until I was in the back of the van with my friend. Mind you, we were just eating food and watching Aladdin.

I realize how bad it looked, yes. It's all my fault that day was ruined, but eh. I could have been smarter about it, but apparently I looked like a paedophile.

I'm still too paranoid to see her again. ._.

What, is she under age?

 

[Pyra]

What, is she under age?

I'm 16. She's within 2 years of my age.
But I was called the cops on before she was even with me.

Yes, I know, I'm a terrible person. ._.
I just wanted to watch Aladdin with my best friend ._.

 

[Holder of the Heel]

Psycho, I've been in love before. It sucks. Seriously, there is nothing in the world better at making you have **** for brains. Feeling dependent on another for happiness sucks, and the type of time you spend with that person becomes almost meaningless when it likely ends (probability is not in your favor), any decisions made for the sake of the relationship becomes wasted effort/time/money. The most I've taken from it is lessons to not let it happen again, which just makes it seem worse.

 

[Jasou]

Psycho, I've been in love before. It sucks. Seriously, there is nothing in the world better at making you have **** for brains. Feeling dependent on another for happiness sucks, and the type of time you spend with that person becomes almost meaningless when it likely ends (probability is not in your favor), any decisions made for the sake of the relationship becomes wasted effort/time/money. The most I've taken from it is lessons to not let it happen again, which just makes it seem worse.

Ik this feeling.

 

[Reizilla]

Text talk and unnecessary abbreviations are the most annoying thing in the world.

 

[Holder of the Heel]

What may be worse than that is when people are very talkative in person, but over texts and messages, they barely make a sentence each time.

 

[Pyra]

What may be worse than that is when people are very talkative in person, but over texts and messages, they barely make a sentence each time.

It's the exact opposite for me. I talk too much through text, but in person I'm too shy to say things

 

[Reizilla]

It's the exact opposite for me. I talk too much through text, but in person I'm too shy to say things

I'm like this...

What may be worse than that is when people are very talkative in person, but over texts and messages, they barely make a sentence each time.

...and this... sooooo much this.

 

[Teran]

I never shut up in person once I get going.

 

[Jasou]

I just never know what to talk about with most people. I can talk a lot though if i'm with my friends.