oh man that **** was gay
i was actually just looking for that conversation jesse lol
massage chairs are dope, as are free dollars to use them from a homie
i'm not underrated, though, i'm just inconsistent
the whole reason why i responded with that conversation, though, is because i finally got the stupid idea out of my head that there was some hidden superpower i needed to activate, as an underrated/sandbaggy/something's-not-quite-right-or-else-i'd-be-****** player
and now i'm actually getting better again, so it's ****
my big wins:
jman at pound 4 pools
hax at gsg
beat lovage once on my birthday
taj at NSH
hugs in pools twice
getting close to lucky lol
big losses:
A TON!! much more bad than good
darrell ***** me last time we played, i haven't beaten macd, lovage, connor, or s2j for close to a year it feels like, shroomed has knocked me out of winners bracket literally like 6 tournaments in a row, and i'm constantly being out-performed by **** little kids like SFAT, pewpewu, etc
calling yourself "underrated" is an ego thing, IMO. you're giving yourself more credit than you deserve and taking credit away from the people who beat you.
i know where i stand, which is a good thing. without being tormented by a dumb idea like "i'm better than how i'm playing," i can actually cut the crap and keep getting better.
the best players almost never get called "underrated"