I don't mean to bring up any negativity, but I owe this thread an apology.
Yesterday in the Newcomer General Discussion, I was being a complete douchebag. I saw that there was an argument brewing between some members from over there and some members from over here. I've hung out in that thread for a while so I understood where they were coming from, and I did my best to explain their side to the Geno supporters. But from there, I started going downhill.
Internally, I felt drained of this thread. Not because of anyone here specifically or because of Geno, but when a thread is specific to one small topic (such as a single character and speculation around them), the discussion becomes very formulaic and repetitive, especially when we're in a news drought.
While spending time in that thread before yesterday's **** show, I saw the way some people described Geno fans, and in my head I was thinking "well I've seen people in the Geno thread act in ways I disagree with before," so when the arguments began, I irrationally acted on impulse instead of thinking about all of the great people I've met here. While I don't believe I went as far as others, I think I played a part in demonizing this thread and I feel horrible about it because most of my friends on this site are from here, and some of the nicest people in this site are from here.
I also want to apologize specifically to
Fatmanonice
ForsakenM
.
Fatman, I believed I played a role in generating negative discussion about this thread and I'm sorry that you had to get involved. I really don't think you're a bad person regardless of what others think of you over there, or elsewhere on the internet. I stated over there that I was annoyed that people in this thread cling onto your words so closely, but I hope you know that nothing I shared was meant to specifically target you or incite any sort of harassment mob against you. I just got onto the site, and I noticed others
were harassing you and trying to drive you out of the thread which was very cruel and immature of them to do. I'm really sorry about everything, you've been nothing but kind to me so I hope that we can still be on friendly terms.
ForsakenM, I'm not sure if you ever got my DM, but I'm very sorry for portraying this thread in the negative light that I did. I'm thankful you called me out because without your post, I really don't think I would've realized how I was playing a big part in spinning a narrative about this thread. People like you and
AceAttorney9000
were doing the right thing by sticking to your guns and not giving in to the hostility, and I honestly wish I had done the same. I have a lot of friends here, and I let all of them down for taking a part in the generalizing. Like Fatman, I hope we aren't on bad terms now.
I really do not want to derail this thread into drama/negativity, but I'm sure a lot of you guys saw what I was saying yesterday and I just didn't feel right not saying something and instead ducking out like a ****. I'm going to take a break from this thread because I really don't think specific discussions threads are the place for me right now, and I'm sorry I used this one specifically to vent. I also don't believe I even deserve to be here right now, at least now for a while.
Even if others on the site want to continue to bash Geno as a choice, I'll continue rooting for him and lurking this thread in the shadows.