@Leffen - I understand your perspective GREATLY now... Thanks, I really do appreciate that, and I NEEDED that... I can understand where you think I have the "lowtierhero" mindset/concept... I never did "intend" for it to be looked at that way, but I can understand why you see it that way... Trust me, it was never the goal/purpose... I just wanted to supposedly prove Yoshi's/Roy's viability, and I thought if I used a char, NOT YOSHI.. I wouldn't be legit, as a player, or as a Yoshi player... Don't get it twisted though, I DEFINETELY want to improve as an OVERALL player. (I just don't want to do it the way EVERYONE else does it) I want to find my own "unique way" sort of how I gave Axe's mindset ya know? also... I just never saw it from your perspective.. I fully understand what you mean now.... so thank you..
As for Apex, You are indeed also correct.. I did use some Yoshi... Stabbed in R2, and Blackchris in R1, and another I can't recall atm... I never "intended" or tried to deny, me not using Yoshi, just tried to justify that I used Roy more is all... Again sorry for the misunderstanding... I went 0-8 (I know i've never denied that)
Lastly, I had lost my set vs Eggm, and another player as is, at that point... I knew I wasn't making it to bracket anyway... I'm not saying the result would've been different, cuz IMO, it would've been the same, however, I would've had a more "defensive/play to win type mentality, (I understand this is hard to believe because I'm rarely seen playing that defensive style so I can also understand) rather than do the same ole normal "gimmicky" looking stuff I do, in the long run, I wouldn't have made it... Again, most of you know, Axe, and I like to make "entertaining" looking matches not boring looking ones (yes I understand the boring ones are the ones everyone can/will learn from etc..which is why I said, I COMPLETELY understand Leffen's PoV now, I get it)...
Also, yes indeed, stabbed beat me very badly... it wasn't double 3 stocks tho, I recall double 2 stocks, but it was definetely bad enough, The advice you gave him was "grand" I'm not going to john on anything, because nothing would be justified.. (I.E. I wasn't playing my best, but Stabbed wasn't playing his best.. Im not gonna make excuses... Losses happen...and it was a learning experience for me...
Thanks Leffen, I needed that, on the real, I actually hope to talk to you more now, now that I feel I can talk to you more about stuff.. (I've actually tried to congratulate you on a few tournies, but you don't reply to me/ignore me.. or something
Also, I'll take you up on that MM, if you would like... We have to finish our set from G2 anyway remember?
@Teh Icy - I am going to do my best at Apex...
, and again to everyone, I never intended to "fear" away from the "moment"... If you understood my upbringing... I've always had to "prove" something to people, and even after I do it... it meant nothing... just at times, it gets "tiring" proving something over and over again... I understand this is the smash community, and you MUST PROVE YOURSELF CONSISTENTLY, but I've just had IRL problems that involved me proving something for someone to acknowledge my existence... just for it to mean nothing, so perhaps my negative side gets the best of me there...so I do apologize, if it "appeared" I only wanted special treatment etc...
@purple - Again, I never said I DESTROYED weon, or Azen or anything... I simply beat them, (whether or not because they knew the MU, was gimmicky, whichever... remember when Axe hit the scene and beat Jman? noone said oh, "axe was gimmicky" it was obviously a MU, Jman didn't know.. but it didn't take away from his win either, so why is mine? again I don't understand... Also Weon DESTROYED my falco game 2... game 3 I went Yoshi, as with Game 1, and I was the victor.. simple as that.. As for Weon playing me afterwards? We played no games after that (besides random friendlies) Weon DID NOT play his best at all this tourney... I went and played and got bodied by Kirbykaze afterwards for a GOOD WHILE.. )
Thanks again, Im glad you opened up and said what you wanted/needed to say, now I understand why this concept of me, has taken place...
Thanks Leffen, Angel, Purple, everyone.... anyone, that's helped me understand... I WILL contribute more than I EVER have been before, and hope to help put Yoshi the right step forward..