Venting, perhaps. Not like it will improve my situation.
First, you don't know my life. Oh, there must be friends I'm forgetting about, OF COURSE!
No.
My 'friends' consist of people I play smash with and see at tournaments. I don't mean this in a negative way, but that's all I do with them. A friend has many meanings, and it is different for everyone. For me, I only had one. Just one person who I considered a real friend. And with that taken away from me, I feel lost about everything else.
Same goes for here. Sure, I have 'friends,' but its nothing serious. I've never met any of you in person...it's all text. Being all over the country doesn't help, either.
I don't know why I'm still talking about my personal life here...what good will that do. Nothing else has been working, so why the hell not...