I understand.
Please, allow me to explain, and by no means am I trying to gain sympathy, its just in my defence:
I am not sure if you have visited the falcon board, or followed its progress over the past like year and a half, but that place changes one, lol.
At one point I was the only one keeping the board active, by discoveries, summaries and a guide. At that time this forum was what I saw as a place where I was respected and treated like that. Little did I know the actuality of the reality that is the internet.
I hadnt been confronted with anything like the internet and how superficial it is. And, though I am alot more knowledgeable about the scene behind all the sub forums, I still dont understand it all.
Then, at a certain point the falcon board took a turn. The respect turned to condescending posts, as more people became active.
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