Ok, I think its time I became a man. (**** took me 23 years eh?) Real talk. I don't suck as a Peach main. I am one of the best there is. And Deep down. I still say I am one of the top Peach players on this planet. ****, I could highly be the best there is.
Yet my tourny results are ****, garbage, crappy. Why? Well remember when I said I have some mental block? That is not the reason. I know too much with this character, match up and smash in general. i obviously know what the hell to do. So it is no mental block or me being rusty. or me needed a break.
The problem is that I am.I guess you can say, not hyped? I don't know how to explain this, But I feel like my mood when I play matters. Most of the time in matches I am annoyed, tired (rarely though) or upset about something. For some reason with this game now I can not get into the zone like I use too. The ONLY time I actually play well is when I am in the zone. I start doing crazy ****.
Reason I can do this in friendlies is cause I like to just mess around in matches doing random **** and showing off a lil. So I have no fear or just don't give a damm. And that just gets my mind active. Then al these mindgames and random play offs just come in.
Yesterdays tourny was the second sign of this. I played my first tourny match and just went in. My second match, I lost game one barely but I was on some ****. Game 2 I won, then before game three something happened which lead to me getting upset. From there, I went back to playing the basic Peach style people gone seen for years and know how to beat. I was not thinking much. And it went on with my losers match me just getting *****. That person even said to me what happen, I usually don't play against him like that and he got away with alot of stuff. I just told him I was upset with what happen in winners and lost the will to play him.
My first sign of this though was melee. I was playing melee alone on thursday. Practicing some ******** creative combos on fox. Friday I go to a smashfest and I brought melee. I played it with my friend who plays fox. Every combos that I practiced overnite I did it to his fox. I was able to just think and used what I praticed easy. I was so inside the game. So many mindgames and fast reactions kicking in and I unleashed it all quickly one by one.
Yet if I practice stuff in brawl, and play people, I dont used what I practice. I just play basic. So really, I still got it, I could place high in tournys no problem like I use too. I just can't seem to get hyped. I been trying to think , what was it back then just just made me wanna beast. Something to fire me up.
I just need something to get this fire burning. I aint dumb, at all. Im a beast. Im wanna the most random creative peach players on this planet. Im just out of gas. And just noticed. i will say though, going at it with Niko really got me going to beasting in tournies. Cause no matter what. I refused to have that dude better than me and I had to prove to him that I ***** harder. Stupid rivary. But I know there was more to it then that.
Damm, I just need something to get me going. I don't know what though.