I hate going outside because......I am very frightened/uneasy by new environments, new people, rooms without windows etc...but I really enjoy nature.
So sometimes I have an inner conflict of wanting to going outside v.s. the fear of random crowds of people and such, I feel very awkward outside of my home.
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I time the trains when I have to go out so I don't have to go in a crowded (train) car.
..I'm fat and I hate pushing pass people, I always make sure I say "excuse me" but I don't have a very loud voice....I can always feel whoever I pushed by staring at me, it makes me uncomfortable. ahhh.
I have painc attacks sometimes triggered by absolutely nothing, I usually can keep it under control but I sometimes end up coughing like I'm having some sort of asthma attack.
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Staring at me is one of the worst things a person can do to me.
I really enjoy reading about people.

Ya'll are interesting.
I also had a weird sudden urge to say something about myself..I ended up writing more than I meant to.. I am usually a mysterious poster, heh.