pidge i can almost guarantee i know exactly how you feel
a girl that i loved for two years, and lived with for a while, exactly one week and a day ago had a change of heart for one of her childhood friends and asked me to leave
i loved her with every atom of my being. built my life around her. she motivated me to do every single thing ive done for the past two years, and that's gone now. i am the reason she has made a lot of the positive changes in her life. she convinced me that she loved me the same way: told me she adored me, thought we were made for each other, wanted kids with me, promised never to give up on the relationship.
threw all that out the ****ing window and completely destroyed me over something she felt for a friend when she was drunk, because she is severely emotionally damaged
i feel broken