evening kiddos how's it going? GOOD? ****ING GREATNQJEW1BOB. k4srsnow.
I'm quitting. Now obviously you'll be seeing me still...since well i kinda live at the main smash hub of houston but that's all that'll will happen just being seen. When you see me i'll still be the same ol pj but i'll only play singles/doubles upon request or if im bored.
Reasons.
All goals accomplished. I only had 2 goals when i came into the scene
1. Be recognized as a top player of my character
2. Win a tournament with at least 3+ people that could beat me in attendance. I won the corpus christi tournament beating ill,sync and xyro all of which had beaten me the last time we played in tournament.
I've accomplished both of these goals. Winning a doubles tournament would also be up there and i havent been able to do that yet(me and pwii have taken out big names in teams though) so it's still on the table if pwii wants to go for it ill stay playing only in doubles though.
No one to compete against.
I considered jerm not a rival but like an older brother who i wanted to get better than and show everyone that i to can be that kind of tl, i felt this way when competing with all the toonlinks. We're like a gigantic family of brothers who argue and bicker and try to best one another, but in the end we're still a family. I used to skype with kingtoon, mjg and near a ****load we would talk about tournaments every time one of us came back from asking one another to critique ect. I also aimed jash,chip and jerm alot always pestering them asking for advice and eventually all of this got me to where i am now, but somewhere along the way i lost contact with them all save mjg and jerm who i see alot and talk to alot still. Nevermind all that though just felt like getting it out of the way anyways my first and continuous rival was one of the rare people i consider a true brother Lcancel the olimar main from michigan. I always strived to get better so that when we finally met offline (he was my wifi buddy) in tournament we could see who was better but i ****ed that up royally at pound, after losing to mew2king i just lost all motivation to try and get out of pools and just gave lcancel the win sad ending to an amazing 3 years of training for that moment. I think about that moment alot and im sorry i took that experience away from him makes depressed when i do. From then on i continued to train so i could get better competing against while regularly talking to all the tls and it was fun, but now what is it?
Everything is nothing.
Literally it's 2012 and no one in texas can beat dojo,razer,gnes or trela. I just think personally that it isn't worth it the time and effort that it would require to catch up to these 4 would require you to no life it (just practice and not do **** else) For months and i mean that literally and even after all that if you put that training into a bad character then the time you spent was wasted this game is very char dependent and if your char is bad then top level players will abuse that aspect to the fullest. Basically what im saying is if any of you want to catch up with gnes,razer,dojo and trela( ill put pwii in here because he's beaten players like vinnie,anti atomsk ect) be prepared to give up your whole life it's gonna take that kind of dedication if you're ready to lose everything for a game that's gonna mean nothing by all means go ahead if you aren't go do something productive that can help you improve your life. dojo,trela,gnes and razer make money and enjoy the game that's the reason i believe they play and the rest of us obviously play for those same two reasons+ we want to become one of the best have our names up there and be feared in tournament but if you havent done that yet if people still see your name and are like "lol random" then maybe you should reevaluate your decision to keep playing.
idk i guess this is just me doing random rambling or something i really dont know...i like just have no reason to play this game anymore aside to make money or maybe it'' be fun..hell at pound i got first in my pool, i made it to round 2 pools at apex which is actually a big feat since most players couldn't even make it through round 1 pools, ive played of the best the best hell ive played m2k 3 times in tournament lol, ive won a tournament and ima top player of my char honestly i stopped caring who i lost to a long time ago i only wanted to beat our top 4 like dont matter if i lose to ganonslayer666 because even if i beat him i play trela next and i lose....and when i think about it players aren't even getting better we're just having less people come to tournaments so naturally people will place higher.
Sorry if i jumped around alot hope everyone can understand what i mean by this stuff.
some random thoughts.
I really miss playing all the people i would play with on skype urbanmenace, umby tutu meekspeedy lcancel kingtoon tkbro malcolm nappy...... near moe misa ninjalink umby milesg2g (sorry if i forgot anyone) but i drifted away from them and stopped going on skype i cant recall why.. its prob my fault that some of them stopped playing simply because i left
I really miss playing illmatic and jerm they were my fav people to play against but jerm quit and ill stopped caring so there was no one else to compete with.
No one cares if you made 30 dollars at a "my grandmas bday is here so we held a tournament for her'" if you arent raking in the big bucks like our top 4 then sit down.
if people aren't talking about you and how well you played when you come back from out of state sit down.
it's 2012 if you aren't a top player of your char sit the **** down.
I guess that's all i have to say ive been writing this for an hour now...really sleepy prob lacks mad amounts of punctuation but w/e
I really do miss the old days when hobos were super hype oos came thru and bodied or got bodied now hobos look like someone gathered a bunch of *****s from the bustop to come play brawl we should change the hobo series name whenever allan officially stops running it so this sinking ship doesn't die in someone else's hands remembered as it was not as it is.
if i do enter singles it'll be for ****s and giggles but ill give you all i got left if we play.
I dont really care who this offends its what i believe to be the truth if you dont like it eat a big ol bowl of blueberry frosted mini ****s.
im still wondering how denti and illmatic got unbanned for posting porn but i couldn't be even tho im th only one out of everyone who didn't make alts or anything just went straight to thread and posted asking to be unbanned.... favoritism in mods i guess......... people are so disgusting with how they treat others lol.
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shadow1pj out-
btw p4 is asleep he'll find out when he wakes uup lol apologies sir i just needed to post this while it was fresh in my mind.