To be fully honest.... been contemplating if I should delete my account(probably for the final time) a lot recently.
Nothing bad happened, I'm not involved in any drama(hell, compared to the **** I was in 2018-2019 I've pretty much turned right around and am on good speaking terms with practically everyone in the social thread, of specific note
Wademan94
Dutch Raikuna
Pokelego999
Hex D. Jess
Shroob
Lamperouge
&
Noipoi
) but it just feels like I have less and less motivation to visit this site and every time I do I feel... idk, like I'm not really adding anything to the conversation?
I think the biggest factor that has made me not do it yet is that, to some degree, this site is quite nostalgic for me. I may have been a asshole, but that doesn't mean I did have small slivers of fun here and there(the social thread hunger games, the social thread inlore & the countless cringe stuff we did, me shilling Wizard101 and Undertale for most of Ultimates DLC cycle, etc) that I don't know if I wanna throw that all away again necessarily. (this is... what? my third account? 4th? I've genuinly lost count.)
on the flip side, in the wake of semi-recent developments in my day-to-day life(meeting a bf, building a discord server from scratch off the back of a 9k member community, staffing another server with 35k members, worrying about adult things like finances and saving up to go places, etc) I simply just don't have the time investment needed anymore, nor the drive to continue frequenting this board to any reasonable degree. So I guess ya'll can consider this my "I'm not leaving for real but expect me to basically become nonexistent here" post?