Recent content by NintendoMan07

So... I'm really abnormal. I just noticed tonight that I'd start pacing when I was on the phone and nervous. And then I get off the phone and I'm still pacing. Maybe it's because I couldn't make a decision about whether to stay or go. I REALLY need help on acting like a normal person...

... I learn something new every day. :urg:

Was last week like "Everyone-be-a-bald-faced-liar week" or something? I swear I don't know WHY I talk to people sometimes... Seriously though, is there SOMEONE out there that isn't constantly contradicting themselves? And this isn't directed at anyone in particular, but my faith in...

3 and half weeks of depression meds hasn't changed much. I'm still just... lacking in everything. Talent, competence, energy. And I soooooooooo hate this for the people I deal with, especially my parents, who care too much for me and all I can do is fail to meet every one of their...

So I didn't really have much of a Spring Break. It was more of a "Do whatever my parents want me to do." kind of week. Then again, if the week were actually handed over to me, I'd have the Wii with me and would be playing it with a side of doing whatever it is that sounds fun. But what do...

Thanks for the distinction, guys. Always wondered. On a side note, my stupidity struck again. My mom woke me up this morning (yeah, lame, but when you consider that I can't trust myself to do anything right, it's justified), so I got a bath, like usual, and then went back to sleep. Next time...

So I JUST picked up the depression meds today, and I kinda read everything over. I figure I'll take my first dose tonight, although that's just giving me enough time to chicken out on it. Seriously, I'm still nervous about taking it. Also I talked to a new counselor/psychologist (I need to...

Yeah, self-control will help a lot. I'm honestly in this position myself, and I KNOW I need to get a grip on things before I even start thinking about Smash or other videogames. Besides, the Smash communities aren't going to miss their members if they've got more rewarding stuff to do anyway...

EDIT: Figured it out. Thanks SWF.

Quite a combination of things: 1. "Playing to win". Sirlin's basic idea is more or less okay with me: "Do whatever it legally takes to win." I have no issue with chaingrabbing. I have no issue with there being a best character. I have no issue with the idea of being edgehogged. And so on...

If it makes you feel any better I'm taking an ATEC class as a CS major and I'm not really fitting in either. Anyway though... 8 years? Wow. I've had a cousin I think that was in college for a long time as well. I kinda feel bad now. :embarrass

I don't mean to sound offensive or anything, but... this sounds a LOT like me. TOO much like it. I know I've been a bit silly with the depressing stuff lately, so I guess I deserve a bit of mockery, if this IS one. But... I'm gonna go with the naive side and assume that this isn't, in which...

So... I figure I'll say my piece and if people want to jump me for any thing, feel free. Just be aware that I may not respond if I don't feel invested enough in this issue. First, I'll say this: Yeah, I'm pretty much a Nintendo fanboy. Not necessarily mindless, not too stubborn, but a fairly...

Glad to know at least someone gets it.

When everyone around me's looking at getting a job and I'm still struggling to show up to class, I start wondering how I even got here.