I've been sitting here for like, three hours now trying to compose a message to someone, and all I can piece together is two sentences. Of course I'm so dead-set on composing this message because I'm going to feel nervous until I do, except I know that it's going to grow exponentially once I send the message in anticipation for a response.
My life is actually perfectly amazing in every other aspect. It's just that in this one situation, with this one person, all of my logic and optimism gets thrown out the window, but I need to feel okay in this one situation or I feel like **** in the rest of my life.
I wish everything would fix itself at one time just once. ._. Sooo tired of having everything be great but having a sudden sinking feeling in my stomach when I remember the one thing that isn't.