The Unhappy Thread

[Froggy]

Thanks for the encouraging words everyone. I wasn't thinking of killing myself, I just get so fed up with life sometimes. Am I the only one who wouldn't mind if a gunman were to kill me, or if some other quick painless death were to somehow happen to me?

I manage to find excuses not to tell my landlord about the bleached out carpet yet. I tried knocking on his door to get it over with today, but he was already gone(which is unusual). So when I go home today, the first thing I'll do is show him the carpet. Once again though he may already see it while I'm away and give me hell for it.

 

[pickle962]

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My sentiments exactly.

I am amazing at English, yet I must upgrade my math to the highest level to even have the opportunity to get a Bachelors of Arts degree. I love P.E and considered something like Kinesiology, yet you need Chemistry and Physics. FOR GYM. You don't even need a gym course for a gym related career path, so long as you have been on one sports team for like, one semester. I also am quite efficient at Biology. I wanted to consider Marine Biology. Buuuut....I need chemistry, physics, highest degree of math, along with Biology.

I ******* hate our education system! We have probably lost so many great minds due to this flawed educational system. Fml.

This and that^ Correct me if im wrong, but dont some schools in certain parts in this world have this system where after a certain point during a students school years, they start givings students classed suited towards subjects where they do well in or something like that?

 

[Froggy]

Well I just told/showed my landlord the bleached carpet and I'm probably gonna get my notice to leave. He went back into his room, doesn't wanna talk right now. It sucks but it's just completely unavoidable now.

 

[#HBC | J]

I hope you don't get evicted Froggy. =/ I really wish you had more good luck/happiness.

 

[Froggy]

I hope you don't get evicted Froggy. =/ I really wish you had more good luck/happiness.

Thanks, I hope I don't get evicted too.

I can't blame this on luck so much as my own ignorance. I simply did not know that you do not bleach carpets. Growing up with a maid to clean around the house makes it so you don't need to learn certain things. It just sucks that this is the way I had to learn this lesson.

 

[Dooms]

Am I the only one who wouldn't mind if a gunman were to kill me, or if some other quick painless death were to somehow happen to him?

Hell no man lol. I feel bad for saying it, but I wish for that every day haha. You're definitely not alone with that, although it probably won't happen anytime soon. Might as well live life to the fullest while you're here, right? .

I hope your landlord doesn't decide to be a ***** by the way. **** happens, but stay strong until he actually does something haha.

 

[Jasou]

I think you need to find something you enjoy doing in your life then or at least people to be around that you enjoy being around. Life is more important then that, you just need to find purpose.

"Tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called present." (my favorite quote)

 

[Pachinkosam]

A wise man said today is history and tomorrow is a mystery.

 

[Venus of the Desert Bloom]

So I went to the doctor to see what I have. I decided to go to the General Hospital instead of the private clinic I go to. WAAAY too many old people at the private clinic. Plus the doctor there or as I say, Dr. Drip, usually starts off the examination with an IV drip.

Since you don't make appointments in Japan for doctors, I went in at around 9. I go to see the doctor at 10:30. yeah, it was a hour and half wait with no cell phone reception. The doctor took a look at me, checked me, and I was telling him my symptoms. He wasn't even listening to me.

So he said I could go but I told him I think I have a ear infection. I get them often and I know what they feel like. He just laughed quietly and said "It's not". I was then escorted to the payment counter and had to shell out $33 bucks for a 3 minute examination and no drugs. Last time I go to the general hospital.

So at 2:00, I went to the police station to get the certificate that shows I have a parking space for my car. I start to walk to where I will meet the guy whose car I am buying. He was going to pick me up and drive us to the mechanic where he would sort out the car inspection, transfer documents, and insurance.

I get to the meet up spot (a convenience store) and I get a call from him. Apparently, he was involved in a car accident. While shaken up, the car isn't in the best of the shape. So he has to meet up with police officers and, even though it might take a while to sort out, he might have to scrap the car.

Arrgh **** my luck!

 

[ShroudedOne]

I've never heard of someone being so unlucky before, Venus. I feel like saying "I hope it gets better" will only jinx it, but hopefully it does...

And what the hell is the deal with paying 33 dollars for a 3 minute examination to have some douche tell you that you're silly for thinking you have an ear infection? That's just...

 

[Froggy]

Hell no man lol. I feel bad for saying it, but I wish for that every day haha. You're definitely not alone with that, although it probably won't happen anytime soon. Might as well live life to the fullest while you're here, right? .

I hope your landlord doesn't decide to be a ***** by the way. **** happens, but stay strong until he actually does something haha.

If he does kick me out I can't really say he's being a ****. I ****ed up. I ruined the carpet. I deserve what's maybe coming to me. It's nice to hear that someone else is feeling the sameway too though.

I think you need to find something you enjoy doing in your life then or at least people to be around that you enjoy being around. Life is more important then that, you just need to find purpose.

"Tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called present." (my favorite quote)

Well I don't really enjoy being around people, and I can enjoy myself as long as I don't have potentially life changing problems hanging around my head.

Also I don't mean to be a negative nancy but that's kind of a dumb quote if today is bad. And if you cam expect tomorrow to be bad as well.

 

[Venus of the Desert Bloom]

I've never heard of someone being so unlucky before, Venus. I feel like saying "I hope it gets better" will only jinx it, but hopefully it does...

And what the hell is the deal with paying 33 dollars for a 3 minute examination to have some douche tell you that you're silly for thinking you have an ear infection? That's just...

The bad luck all just came at me recently. I went to the mechanic to take a look at the car. I was going to buy it at a drastically reduced price but I decided against it after the mechanic said there is a chance that the hood could pop up while driving.

 

[Pyra]

Some days, I'm not good enough for playing logic games.

I feel incredibly offended right now.
.____.'

 

[GunmasterLombardi]

I'm so tired of waiting for people.

 

[Jasou]

A person I used to be extremely good friends with now ignores me all the time and isn't even very nice anymore. It really hurts considering we knew a lot about each other and even used to walk home together all the time.

 

[Teran]

Any reason for the sudden change?

 

[Froggy]

A person I used to be extremely good friends with now ignores me all the time and isn't even very nice anymore. It really hurts considering we knew a lot about each other and even used to walk home together all the time.

Is this friend male or female?

Going through a similar thing with my friend, except she's the one who feels ignored. I am going though too much and she is just too clingy, pushy and sensitive for me to deal with right now. I still love her, I just don't like being around her so much anymore.

Maybe it's something similar. Ask the person if they're ok, and if things between you are ok without making a big deal about it.

 

[-LzR-]

I know the feeling. I barely have any friends anymore. We have gone separate ways and so on. Glad I have a Smash scene here so it's not so bad.

 

[Chronodiver Lokii]

A person I used to be extremely good friends with now ignores me all the time and isn't even very nice anymore. It really hurts considering we knew a lot about each other and even used to walk home together all the time.

I hate that feel.
Actually just got a friend back who pulled similar stuff a few years ago. He apologized and it's like nothing changed. Weird as hell in a good way? xD

But I hope everything works out for the best. Maybe you should talk to them and let them know how you feel. No matter what way it works out, it'll be for the best.

 

[Jasou]

Well I don't know the reason for the change at all tbh. Over this summer I've been trying to message him and he never reads it or responds, yet ik he still logs on.

He's male.

The smash scene is a great thing. Glad it can keep one occupied as they grow older and people move around more.

Yeah perhaps I should just go talk to him and tell him how I actually feel, because he was such a good friend before.

 

[Chronodiver Lokii]

We believe in you c:
And smash scene is awesome forever <3

 

[#HBC | J]

I know your pain, Jasou, except it was with a female friend. But yeah, it's a good thing for the smash scene.

 

[Froggy]

Well I don't know the reason for the change at all tbh. Over this summer I've been trying to message him and he never reads it or responds, yet ik he still logs on.

He's male.

The smash scene is a great thing. Glad it can keep one occupied as they grow older and people move around more.

Yeah perhaps I should just go talk to him and tell him how I actually feel, because he was such a good friend before.

Unless you're ok with the relationship slowly fizzling out, and then dieing you should definitely talk to him.

I've been wondering lately about what my self image is supposed to be. I used to make so many mistakes when I was younger that I lost all confidence in myself and always second guessed myself. It got the point where it would take me a long time to make very small decisions, because I had be sure ti was the correct one instead of continuing my pattern of screwing things up. Eventually I kept making good decisions, and recently taught myself to stop second guessing myself. So I do that and what happens? I go have unprotected sex with a prostitute and put my life in danger, and I go clean the apartment carpet with bleach leaving my place of residence in jeopardy. The minute I start to trust myself I **** up. Am I just supposed to keep second guessing myself for the rest of my life? The whole thing is so stupid.

 

[Jasou]

Thanks for the support everyone.

@Froggy, I always did the same thing and still do a little bit. It's basically the same story, except when i'm doing things I always ask what to do first just to make sure i'm doing whatever i'm doing 100% correctly, because I disliked when I did something wrong when I was young because people would get mad at me. I think you just have to slow down your thought process before doing something. Might be easier said then done though.

 

[#HBC | J]

Having a hard day because I am trying to practice for an upcoming audition and every time I go for the high note, my voice cracks, but I'm used to hitting higher notes in the past....ugh.

 

[Froggy]

Thanks for the support everyone.

@Froggy, I always did the same thing and still do a little bit. It's basically the same story, except when i'm doing things I always ask what to do first just to make sure i'm doing whatever i'm doing 100% correctly, because I disliked when I did something wrong when I was young because people would get mad at me. I think you just have to slow down your thought process before doing something. Might be easier said then done though.

I'll work on it. For the time being I think I will try to revert back to second guessing myself(that may be difficult though)

I just learned that one of my coworkers is leaving the job the next week. I've kinda isolated myself from my team at work and this coworker was kinda my best friend here. She looked out for me a lot, even convinced another coworker to drive me back and to work everyday. I'm gonna miss her.

 

[#HBC | J]

Has anyone ever wanted to just...immensely pummel someone until they couldn't do anything annoying anymore? I am seriously about a little close to snapping on my brother's friend who is obnoxious and spending the week with us (while we are in a hotel). He is rude, inconsiderate and just annoying.

I am trying to sleep for a big thing tomorrow that I have been working on for about a month and he keeps on turning on the lights in the room because "Hey, sorry, but I just REALLY need to find my phone." or laughing/talking way too loud or just grrr! >_<"

Obviously I may be being a bit unfair because I'm annoyed and cranky due to being woken up this late when I was sound asleep but honestly, all I asked was for one night of quiet and they can't even do that.

 

[Jasou]

Your not being unfair. I've gotten that feeling a few times before as well. This generation of kids honestly needs to be raised better. (I'm definitely not saying that for everyone, just most kids I've seen.)

 

[#HBC | J]

It's the fact they are both 17 (the friend) and 16 (my brother) so they should be more responsible/considerate at that age.

Oh well, hopefully I can get some sleep soonish.

 

[PsychoIncarnate]

It's the fact they are both 17 (the friend) and 16 (my brother) so they should be more responsible/considerate at that age.

Oh well, hopefully I can get some sleep soonish.

16/ 17 year olds are responsible?

At 21 me and my friends were drinking and blasting music at a hotel at night

 

[#HBC | J]

Haha okay, maybe I expect a little more. I do agree that at my age, I don't really do responsible things 100% of time but it's just my aggravation talking now. xD However, I'm feeling better now and may try sleep in a couple minutes.

 

[Holder of the Heel]

A wise man said today is history and tomorrow is a mystery.

Today is a mystery and tomorrow is history.

I have no idea what that means, but it sounds way wiser because of that factor.

There really should be more individual decision making in regards to what we learn, not just in the later years of college. Wouldn't it be more productive to give the children more control over what they were learning about? I know personally that it's way easier to learn about something I'm vaguely interested in (writing, history and art)as opposed to something that makes me want to kill myself (math).

Totally agree. People are right that math helps you just plain think, but after like the first half, it should become more focused. And honestly, the things that help you think, could be replaced by classes like Logic and Philosophy. Still passionately think people should take some mandatory classes in those areas before college, the social state of today's society has too many pockets of anti-intellectualism. It's cool to be fun, and to not think too much, and to be imperfect and human because that is beautiful. And no one wants to be alone and think, or be quiet because that is boring, and since no one else cares about logic or philosophy, you can't because no one else wants to think or talk like that, so now you will be boring. And I bet in most group's of people, if you were to correct someone or say something philosophical sounding, most people would think you are pretentious and trying to be llike that; the same thing can happen when people are overreacting from emotions and you're in control and they think you don't care or you look down on them. Not to mention, our humor is almost entirely based on stupidity/mistakes/etc. By the time people go to college, they aren't going to want to take such classes, and its already too late in their development for them to really take a lot from it either way.

Not saying that those who care about those things aren't fun and the like, but that is how it is perceived by the masses it seems a lot of the time.

 

[#HBC | J]

Nerves and anxiety suck when waiting for a call/e-mail or any info whatsoever. >.<"

 

[Dooms]

I hope it went well J! ^_^.

(I'm assuming that you auditioned today/yesterday. Band makes me lose track of days xD.)

 

[#HBC | J]

Yeah, the audition was today. Thanks! I think I did really well, it's just you never know how you did because directors give no feedback and just are like "We will call you if we want to see you again/give you a part."

 

[Dooms]

That's great to hear! Make sure you post in dgames social when you get the good news! (since success doesn't really seem appropriate for the unhappy thread )

 

[#HBC | J]

Haha alright, I'll make sure to post it there and the happy thread if I get it.

However, there is still a high possibility I may not get it.

 

[Holder of the Heel]

Finished the third Phoenix Wright game, and its one of those ones that leave an empty space in your heart when its over...

That's when you know when something is beautiful or not.

 

[#HBC | J]

Omg! I am so happy you finished that one! Isn't it just amazing?

 

[Dooms]

I felt the same way when I finished 999. "What am I going to do with my life now that I don't have 999...?"

Same with Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Time. That left the biggest space in my heart and I was so sad for like two weeks after I finished the main story line. Soo good @_@.