Sometimes I just feel like something is wrong with me. I have intrusive thoughts about if life is meaningless, I keep muttering/repeating things to myself, I keep looking back on previous events and thinking about what I could have done differently, I forget things constantly, etc. I dunno, maybe I’m just being sensitive. Sorry I should probably stop spouting random crap.
Hey, if it make you feel better, I do also get those thoughts from time to time.
While there isn't a 100% effective way to get rid of those thoughts, I say you shouldn't feel bad for having them at all. We all got time where we just feel like crap. Being able to share them with peoples who understands can help dealing with them, aswell as watching more positive content & doing activity that relax you too.
That, and imo, you're a cool dude who does some really inspiring stuff, I may not always give feedback, but I really respect your dedication to your works & the peoples you work with.
Finally, we can't change the past, that's a given, but we can look at it & use it to not make the same mistakes in the future, becoming better person in the process, so again, don't feel bad for thinking of some cringeworthy moment, trust me, my life is filled with those, but I got better.
mostly