We definitely appreciate everything you've done!
Who even plays Peach anymore?
I don't feel the same way. Something you have to understand, when there is a new type of hype or something one is into, they will focus on that more. And not care what started it all.
Take nintendo. So many grow up with nintendo. Then when the Playstaion 2 hit, everyone was hooked on that. Same with PS3. Then go on about how nintendo sucks, graphics not as good as PS3. Or how its a kiddy system. You gotta have the ps3 or xbox to be considered hard core and stand out to your friends. And mind you these are the same spoiled fools that grow up and were fiends for the nes, snes and gameboy.
And its not just with games, it can be in anything. Thats how life is. Now where there are a few that give me credit for what I did. That are TONS that don't. I taught a few ungreatful peach players this character and got them better. They are the ones that came to me. And not that I stepped thier game up, they come to me talking **** and calm how they are better then me. This happen to me yesterday. So I guess that could explain why all this irked me.
Im the type that likes to help others. I got this from my father. But I don't like be taken as a fool later on cause of it. Which makes me wanna stop. Cause people are selfish and stupid. As long as they stand out to the people and have fame, thats all that matters. Not how they got there. or even realize they are not as good at what they do as they think cause they too blinded by the media/community hype.
This is pretty much why when one comments on my Peach in tournaments or crappy wifi, I don't take them. cause really with my almost 5 years experience with Peach, I should not be playing the way I do. it should be much better. But I explained reason I can play to my fulliest already. I won't take praise or good comments from anyone until I get it in gear already. I do respect and greatful for the comments. But I just can't and refuse to take them.
What does keep me going as well is the lil people. I laughed at one point 2 weeks ago. This random dude comes to me on aib and ask me "are you the Dark.Pch that said "if you are not willing to work hard, this character is not for you" I told him yes and he got excited wanting to play me and teach him stuff. What made that moment golden is that he remember a quote I made on smashboards years ago and holds it. I seen alot of people use that quote and credit me for it. So it feels good.
Something I this I would have just kept to myself as usual when this happens. But going by my doc and female friends, keeping things to myself that bother me is not good. And I do that cause the results of such things lead to BS. So I am taking a gamble here. Trick is, if my mind is clear of such negativity, my depression and heavy anxiety would calm down and soon fade. But doing this can also lead to results of people being a **** and extra. which is why I use to get into alot of fights here and get banned a few times. There has not been drama here for a long time cause its been that time frame of me holding **** inside. This could have lead to my strong anxiety problem. I think I'll bring this up with my doc.
Also aleate, You was not around back in 2008. You should see something that made me a so called hero around here for a while.
http://www.smashboards.com/showpost.php?p=3980749&postcount=54
Im actually reading through this thread now. Man, what the hell happen to me between then and now....