Greenstreet
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Only one more win away from history... now that doesnt bother me at all
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Omg yes.im afraid of my dad finally blowin a fuse and killing me
you sound like a coward. so what your not the best in the world at doin something welcome to the ****ing club called normality! the average the middle whatever you want to call it. just cause life wont be an easy road cause ur childhood dreams of stardom didn pan out and now u have to work to get somewhere deal wit it and stop takin the easy road by saying **** it if im not goin to be handed an awesome paying job that i love to do everyday then theres no poit of living.No bull**** here im deciding on one of two ways to kill myself,100 painkillers or jumping off the bridge over the motorway beside my house.
Ive decided im gonna find out if god is real as well as what dying is like,im not ****ing bothered waiting through another 40-50 years of agonising bull**** that the human race spawns day after day,just living with the fact that I never excell in anything is torture and its time to stop torturing myself.Im never gonna find out what life is all about while living,so hopefully this God chap so many people believe in will reveal all.
I love you pool room,some of the people here are great.I wouldnt post this except just in case someone might ask "Hey havent seen Pikaville post here in a while what happened to him?"Dont bother posting telling me not to do it because you dont really care about me and im not backing down.I will remain logged in forever.
Christians its time for me to test YOUR faith.
Here...
God made it so that you cant rely on yourself so that you would rely on him. i actually think its great that you have come to that conclusion because many people wander around in life thinking they can do everything by themself and all of a sudden life throws **** at them that they cant handle and they flip the switch and **** hits the fan in the middle of their crisis etc.Yes that may be true,but im not an idiot.
In life we are all alone.
No matter what way you look at it you can never rely on anyone but yourself.
Since I cant rely on even myself,I have no reason to live simple as that.
I have tried to be brilliant at all the passions in my life and come up short time and time again,Ive grown sick of hating myself for being bad at things I love.
Im just one of those people who isint meant to do or be anything special.
Im not going to find meaning to my life while im living,only God(if he does exist)will tell me.If God doesnt exist then ill sleep forever and wont have to.
Once I round my posts up to 1400 ill stop posting.
smooth either you love me or you don't>___>
This thread makes me chortle.
Smooth Criminal
Just the fat around my sides.So, I see what you mean. If I can ask, how much weight are you trying to lose?
I find the little bits of fat at my boyfriend's sides are one of the things I love the most, much to his chagrin(I can't help but squeeze them =3 )Just the fat around my sides.
I think I understand what you mean, not personally but around me. One, your depression itself is also hindering you, so you have to find a new method to get you going. Two, just cramming will make you forget most of your information, active review in quizzing is much better such as testing yourself on what you know, and if you don't just breeze and skim. Hope this helps, cheer up man!I feel really depressed and I feel like it's too late to make any kind of difference and I'm just going to be a 2.0- student in college and not get into grad school, or lose my scholarship for college before that, or something. =/
Edit: I would go into detail why my dad is amazing, but that's not the point. My friends seriously have him on the same level as chuck norris though.
The first thing you need to realize is that you can't do everything. No matter how hard how you try. You will not read everything, and you're going to have to accept that. I took a Shakespeare class last year. At the most, I read two out of the twenty plays we studied, and none of the sonnets. In my Romanticism class, I didn't read any of the poems until it was exam time. You have to pick and choose what you can read. No one is physically capable of doing all the work that is assigned.I have been a little depressed recently. I just got my grades for this past semester.
Now...ever since I started college I have been really concerned with how well I am doing. I just failed my first class this past semester. (just completed Sophomore year btw)
This is HUGE for me. It really makes me think about whether or not I can ever get my grades up or ever be successful enough in life. In all honesty, I am probably close to illiterate. I am a huge grammar freak and could probably write way better than the average person.
But when it comes to sitting down and actually reading a book...I can't do it. I don't have the attention span. I haven't started and finished a book since 8th grade I think. =/
This summer I've been trying to read a lot for fun to get my reading skills up. I really think this is what has been holding me back in college because sometimes I have 500 pages a week to read for all of my classes put together.
I feel really depressed and I feel like it's too late to make any kind of difference and I'm just going to be a 2.0- student in college and not get into grad school, or lose my scholarship for college before that, or something. =/
You sound like an ***.you sound like a coward.
There are not enough sages in the world these days, lol.People are horrible at giving advice.
For the past few months I've been wondering about who the heck is going to fix me, too. What the heck am I doing? I've been sitting on my rear-end doing absolutely nothing worrying about what's going to happen. Nothing is going to happen if I sit here like this.
I know my God can fix me. But even if He didn't go out of His way to find me, I'm going to find Him. I know I'll find Him.
He's the only sort of truth or clarity I've ever had. I might as well go with that. Wish me luck, everyone.
Idk, I think my advice a few posts back was pretty good.People are horrible at giving advice.
For the past few months I've been wondering about who the heck is going to fix me, too. What the heck am I doing? I've been sitting on my rear-end doing absolutely nothing worrying about what's going to happen. Nothing is going to happen if I sit here like this.
I know my God can fix me. But even if He didn't go out of His way to find me, I'm going to find Him. I know I'll find Him.
He's the only sort of truth or clarity I've ever had. I might as well go with that. Wish me luck, everyone.
You aren't the only one who has that problem. Hell, I'd be surprised if you weren't the only one on this page that has this problem. Find something that stimulates your mind, that excites you, something that makes you want to be better at something or work towards something. This is usually (from what I've seen) a first step in refinding yourself and your motivation.Lately i've just been doubting myself. I am fully aware that doing so is rather trivial, but I am anyway. This may be due to my grandmother's surgery tomorrow (and that my household has been rather...tense), that the extra stress hasn't been doing so well for me.
First off, I don't really feel like doing anything anymore. I've noticed that I haven't been drawing lately, playing games, or even paying attention to this site as often as I used to. It seems I have no motivation anymore, which worries me since I have two weeks of school left and finals are quickly approaching. I don't want to destroy my grades now.And even recently i've been looking at art I have done and could only throw it aside with a 'why bother' attitude. In all honesty I have been wondering why I even try anymore.
I guess i'm just really concerned about that.
People are horrible at giving advice.
For the past few months I've been wondering about who the heck is going to fix me, too. What the heck am I doing? I've been sitting on my rear-end doing absolutely nothing worrying about what's going to happen. Nothing is going to happen if I sit here like this.
I know my God can fix me. But even if He didn't go out of His way to find me, I'm going to find Him. I know I'll find Him.
He's the only sort of truth or clarity I've ever had. I might as well go with that. Wish me luck, everyone.
Don't think too hard, and don't care too much, or you'll miss the simple things in life.I don`t have Halo 3, I don`t have an Xbox, a 360, or a PS3,
so that stinks lol.
Don`t respond to this if you are meaning to turn it into a religious debate,
but I have a serious problem., and it will drive me crazy if I don`t fix it.
I think part of me is evil, and doesn`t beleive in anything.
I believe in god and the Bible and everything, and I want to stick to it,
but part of me says not to believe it, but my other part knows it is true,
so there is turmoil inside of me, and what if my good side only thinks
out of cowardice, that I don`t truly believe? Well, that doesn`t make any sense,
because that means I would still believe in god, but, nevermind, I am confused.
I try my hardest to believe.
Maybe it is that I have been turned down so many times in my short life,
I have a hard time believing anymore...
I don`t go outside much anymore, I have a hard time concentrating,
I don`t draw as much, I am usually mad, and I am a coward,
and I don`t understand anything! I want to get out of it...
The only way I know is to not think of it, to play games...
I try to be nice, but I am so bad at everything I can`t even do it,
I have been a jerk to Sky Angel, Falcon1.0, Teran, my brothers, EVERYONE.
I say I will be nice, but then I go and do something stupid, just to try to be right.
I need serious help :O
When they say "may become pregnant," they mean in the near future, lol....This doesn't really bother me as much as it makes me wonder...
You know how all those commercials about medicine and stuff usually warn that "women are are nursing, pregnant, or may become pregnant" shouldn't take them right?
Well... doesn't that apply to every woman that hasn't gone through menopause yet?
...heehee... I just wanted to get that off my chest! ^_^
Then use three.Condoms can break