I'm sorry, but I cannot stand people like yourself. You always think there's nothing I can do for yourself, and play the victim. We'll that's wrong.
Let me share some knowledge with you, that my dad told me. He told me this about two years ago when a friend of his had committed suicide.
"Only the weak take their lives. The strong find a way around it, even if things are tough at the time."
Your not weak, your not helpless. You can find a way, I don't see why you seem so down on yourself. And in another quote, relating to your final sentence,"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
"The time" is 45% of my life. That's the problem. If it was one bad season or something, then yeah don't dwell on it, but ****, everything is always so hard and I can never find the solution to any of my problems.
I'm sure there's some way I can get around one best friend and one younger brother dying on me. That's easy. I've moved on. My laptop broke five times since I started college two years ago. No biggie. I'll just take a little more time out of my sleep schedule to use the library facilities. As for Java, I guess I should have saved all my assignments on my flash drive, but for now I'll just have to absorb the dip in my GPA. All of my classes are hellishly difficult. I can't pass the classes, so I have to change my major. The problem there is that I have no special talents, and, because I spent all my time studying, my resume is extremely thin, so either I try another hard major and have the same problem, or I get an easy major and fail to land a job upon graduation. Solution please. I can't find one.
Cliches should start arguments, not end them. I don't know how you can consider some quote your dad gave you any more valuable than "get confidence, stupid."
You can't control whether you give consent to feeling inferior. If someone ***** you, you'll probably feel pretty bad, or you'll enjoy it. Either way, you don't gget to choose. The mind and your genetics and your social environment dictate everything about you, and you can't change those things.
I don't mean to go off on you, but you make it seem like I don't even try to find a way around my problmes before I complain about them. I assure you nobody does that. You're like my math teacher when I went to his office hours:
Me: "Can you walk me through X. I did Y, but I don't know where to take it from here"
Him: "Try writing down what you know, and using it to find what you don't know."
Me: (Oh thanks, I was just writing down random numbers, but you've shown me a better way. How will I ever repay you for allowing me to gain some of your vast wisdom?) "Okay, but I don't know how to do that. Can you tell me what I can discern from Y?"
Him: "..."
Edit: If I wasn't so squeamish and cowardly (attributes usually associated with 'weakness", no?) I would have solved all my problems by now. God**** I can't get over how ******** some of these quotes I hear floating around are. Honestly, any knowledge gained from one line of text usually has so many gapind exceptions that it can be pretty much discarded as useless.
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