Tonight i was kind of bored but at this point, I am unsure how I feel as a competitive player in smash. Looking through these forums, I want to give my cgs to zekey and 4god with their names on the current ddd top 5 spots and still sticking with this game. Props to you guys, u've earned it
But yeah, I dunno, i just feel like venting right now I guess. Currently I don't really play this game too often, in fact the last time I played this game competitively was back in like november at a tourney i won. Lately I've just been busy concentrating with school and such. My grades are MUCH better than last semester so thats definately a plus. Recently I've just been swamped with exams and as time goes on been getting less connected with smash in general. I guess what this brings me too is that now that exams are over, (or for now recently) I am unsure if I want to dedicate time into this game or not anymore. I know this sounds silly, but back when I played melee as a kid, I always envied my cousin making a living off of smash. Hell chu was amazing back in like 06'. MLG was amazing. The whole environment seemed amazing. Looking back, I probably should've put more time commitment to athletics or something rather than play video games as a kid because it really hasn't done too much for me. I mean don't get me wrong, its been a fun run, but as I look at this scene with mlg gone, I am unsure of where this is headed to and what it can really do for me. I'm definately still good at this game, I played ryo recently and was playing pretty solidly for not playing since Nov. At this point, I've pretty much retired, but I guess what I'm asking you guys is should I come back? If yes for what reason exactly? This is a bit much to read I realize but meh, these have been my thoughts for the past 2 months or so. Like I've been getting in touch with hungrybox lately and have been playing a lot more melee recently as well. My point being I guess is that if I wanted to I could probally get back into this game and if all goes well prolly travel with him or something I guess since I personally have never travelled to a national and always wanted to (MLG orlando was like 2 hours away from home so technically that doesn't count, although it was awesome meeting new faces <_<) and the fact that hes more aquainted wiith ppl OOS and whatnot.
I mean ive personally wanted to meet all of you guys, but it just never happened for one reason or another. So i guess thats pretty much it, please don't TL;DR me lol