The Unhappy Thread

[Gatlin]

In a little bit of a situation, I guess. Been cycling in and out of depression for who knows how long, mood always changing it seems, one moment I'm fine, the next it's like everything blows; and the change is very rapid. For instance, I was talking to one of my best friends 30 minutes ago, in a great mood, and now here I am in this thread. It's weird, because I don't even know the main cause. It's more of just a bunch of random negative things tossed together like a giant depressing salad which add up and make my mood unsatisfactory. Pretty sure I know one solution, but it would result in losing things which matter a lot to me, which makes me reluctant. I couldn't really imagine life without these things, and it makes me afraid to go through with it because I don't know how well I would be able to manage. Staying in contact though is obviously not doing me any good, since I actually feel motivated enough to write things out in this post. I guess it's just the decision between staying unhappy and keeping the things I care for, or sacrificing them for my well-being. The choice seems obvious, but it's easier said than done apparently.

 

[Shorts]

Let me just say that smoking marajuana if you have regular panic attacks and anxiety is a really terrible idea.

lol. I have an addict cousin (All day erryday) who worries more than I do. Someone should tell him... I guess I will.

 

[Pikaville]

I'm mainly saying it because majajuana can actually aggrivate depression, anxiety and panic attacks.

Getting stoned isn't gonna do much for your depression either.

I have smoked over half my life, when I was depressed it only very temporarily got rid of "that" feeling.

Sometimes it made it worse even.

 

[Teran]

Stop talking about drugs, especially as blatantly as you are.

Edit: You'll be left to live for now but you know what's coming if this continues. Oh and don't bother trying to argue either.

 

[1048576]

Yeah, I mean I kind of win either way. Either I don't get banned and can continue spewing my crap all over the thread, or I do get banned (despite not breaking any rules) and my hypotheses are confirmed. So really it doesn't matter to me, lol.

But yeah, life is awful. the secretary directed me to voicemail again, I can't figure out what's wrong or how to proceed to do the tasks I'm required to do. yada yada yada. That's really the worst. I'm not averse to working, but it seems like every action has the same usefulness (none) so I may as well resign myself to looking up funny pictures on the internet or going crazy since I don't want to die in the cold. Something needs to be fixed.

I edit a lot

 

[Pikaville]

I'm mainly saying it because drugs can actually aggrivate depression, anxiety and panic attacks.

Getting drugged isn't gonna do much for your depression either.

Words make such a difference sometimes.

 

[Teran]

You do not want to test my patience.

 

[Luigitoilet]

Yeah, I mean I kind of win either way. Either I don't get banned and can continue spewing my crap all over the thread, or I do get banned (despite not breaking any rules) and my hypotheses are confirmed. So really it doesn't matter to me, lol.

Who threatened you with a ban? What's the point of this little bit anyways?

 

[Holder of the Heel]

Probably the Mod that is speaking threateningly to him?

If you have problems, and you actually want help from people here other than just letting it out, do not speak cryptically. People will naturally be poorly disposed to what you say unless you elaborate better, so you seem legitimate and actually capable of helping, no one can really say anything of value to you. Though no one here may want anything said, but just to let it out, I'm merely saying.

Go watch a long series of anime, it'll give you a lot of distraction and fantasizing. Read books on philosophy, they give you a sense of desire to be strong and sage-like. Go out and play a sport or instrument, even if you care little for those, find one or two and you'll grow attached to it, and is good body and mind food. Hell, even I could lose some sports and music in my life. Trust me, there is never a reason to think drugs are the only answer, you can't think something else is going to make it right, or you'll never lose that feeling. This is all I can really say.

 

[Teran]

It was a blanket warning, stop crying.

 

[Jasou]

In a little bit of a situation, I guess. Been cycling in and out of depression for who knows how long, mood always changing it seems, one moment I'm fine, the next it's like everything blows; and the change is very rapid. For instance, I was talking to one of my best friends 30 minutes ago, in a great mood, and now here I am in this thread. It's weird, because I don't even know the main cause. It's more of just a bunch of random negative things tossed together like a giant depressing salad which add up and make my mood unsatisfactory. Pretty sure I know one solution, but it would result in losing things which matter a lot to me, which makes me reluctant. I couldn't really imagine life without these things, and it makes me afraid to go through with it because I don't know how well I would be able to manage. Staying in contact though is obviously not doing me any good, since I actually feel motivated enough to write things out in this post. I guess it's just the decision between staying unhappy and keeping the things I care for, or sacrificing them for my well-being. The choice seems obvious, but it's easier said than done apparently.

I'll talk to you about it on skype sometime tonight if you want. I'm sorta busy atm.

 

[Vinylic.]

I heard some happy noises on the other side of the wall in the middle of the night, which is right now.

And I didn't want to hear that at all as it has now ruined my sleep.

 

[Luigitoilet]

this live apex stream is incredibly annoying

and sad, when I look at the chatroom and see a bunch of guys losing their **** because a girl is playing a match.

 

[Jasou]

I am sad that my parents are forcing me to wear a jacket next week. I don't like dressing warm in winter unless it was snowing ofc. I'm such a hipster, I'd like to stick with my normal wear.

 

[Pachinkosam]

this thread.

 

[Chronodiver Lokii]

this live apex stream is incredibly annoying

and sad, when I look at the chatroom and see a bunch of guys losing their **** because a girl is playing a match.

Lol who was playing?
I thought smashers were better than that! There are a buncha girls in the scene! Yes, girls exist. Get the **** over it, dudes. XD

 

[Jasou]

Lol who was playing?
I thought smashers were better than that! There are a buncha girls in the scene! Yes, girls exist. Get the **** over it, dudes. XD

lol, this must have been funny.

 

[Vinylic.]

Lol who was playing?

I think it was kiwi. The other, idk.

 

[frotaz37]

I thought smashers were better than that!

Where have you been the past 10 years?

 

[Jasou]

That time when somebody keeps saying they didn't deserve something and that they did a horrible job, even though you know they deserve a good job for their work. It got annoying after the first hour of being upstairs as I was waking up, so I moved downstairs. blarg. I mean, I understand if somebody says their own work was poor, but after you do it for an hour it really gets on my nerves.

 

[Chronodiver Lokii]

I go back to school tomorrow
I mean, I'm kind of excited for my classes, since I love my major...and I do miss a few of my friends.
But honestly, I prefer being home. When I'm at school, I'm always on edge, since people at my school kill my patience (including my friends). I'm just happy I'm coming back next week for the long weekend and the Ohio State/Michigan State hockey game.

And the worst part, after seeing my boyfriend almost everyday for 3 weeks, now I won't be able to see him until the end of the month for his birthday....or even later if I can't get home then
We have phones and we talk everyday when we're at school...but it's still tough, since we've been together for almost 2 years, and have been best friends for even longer.

 

[Jasou]

I go back to school tomorrow
I mean, I'm kind of excited for my classes, since I love my major...and I do miss a few of my friends.
But honestly, I prefer being home. When I'm at school, I'm always on edge, since people at my school kill my patience (including my friends). I'm just happy I'm coming back next week for the long weekend and the Ohio State/Michigan State hockey game.

And the worst part, after seeing my boyfriend almost everyday for 3 weeks, now I won't be able to see him until the end of the month for his birthday....or even later if I can't get home then
We have phones and we talk everyday when we're at school...but it's still tough, since we've been together for almost 2 years, and have been best friends for even longer.

Long distance dating is hard. I've been there before , but I'd be willing to do it again if I find a person I love who loves me.

Anyways, I hope that time flys for you somehow. The month may go by fast

 

[Chronodiver Lokii]

Thanks
I hope! XD it's not like this is new stuff, since weve been in school for a few months now....but it's still tough shiz

 

[Ice Prince]

While I'm quite thankful all around, there are things that make me unhappy.

Having to deal with guys, who actually seek people like myself, who are constantly flakes just annoys the ever loving piss out of me. Then, come to find out, one of the only straight guy friends I have made a move on me last night.

It's kind of odd--I always knew there was an attraction there, but I never really wanted it to be acted on. I enjoy his company, he enjoys mine, and we just always have a fun time together just chillin and hanging out when we get to.

Bleh, just a rant mainly--but it puts me in a sticky situation that I'm not happy about.

 

[Pikaville]

Does he know about you at all?

If not then yeah that is pretty sticky :/

 

[Ice Prince]

Oh yeah, he knows all about me. He knows I'm a guy that just has a fem edge haha.

We're chill on everything--I was just really surprised when he made a pass because I enjoy our friendship as it is.

 

[Pikaville]

That's more interesting then especially since he is straight xD

 

[Teran]

Wow people today are so confused!

 

[Pikaville]

I know right.

Maybe it's a good thing?

 

[Teran]

Not really, I like my guys to know what they want, personally. :x

I like them emotionally destroyed but that's a different story.

 

[Pikaville]

I like them emotionally destroyed but that's a different story.

Bah hahahahaha!

<3

 

[Jasou]

My feet still look like "hell" as my dad and the doctor said since winter break and I'm going to slowly go off my migraine medicine. A little nervous, but otherwise everything is good.

 

[Ice Prince]

Wow people today are so confused!

Haha indeed! I know fem guys are an acquired taste, but some guys like that I suppose. Most gay guys typically don't, that I know at least. But those bisexual and straight curious ones seem to flock to the idea.

@Jasou: Gee whiz that does suck. I hope you get better boo!

 

[Jasou]

Haha indeed! I know fem guys are an acquired taste, but some guys like that I suppose. Most gay guys typically don't, that I know at least. But those bisexual and straight curious ones seem to flock to the idea.

@Jasou: Gee whiz that does suck. I hope you get better boo!

Thanks! :D

 

[Teran]

Haha indeed! I know fem guys are an acquired taste, but some guys like that I suppose. Most gay guys typically don't, that I know at least. But those bisexual and straight curious ones seem to flock to the idea.

Well it's a no brainer really, gay guys do like their boys to look like boys I mean they are gay. XD

 

[Gaogao]

Lol at the current topic* well I have headache! ...no..that's it actually

....ow wait..nobody to play go with i is so sad

 

[Jasou]

Those feelings you get when you feel invisible. I hate them and they make me sad. Yet I don't understand why I am sad right now considering the fact that i've been annoyed by drama lately. Am I being a hypocrite then?

I just hate being ignored when I try to talk to people and it's happened a lot lately.

 

[Gaogao]

Those feelings you get when you feel invisible. I hate them and they make me sad. Yet I don't understand why I am sad right now considering the fact that i've been annoyed by drama lately. Am I being a hypocrite then?

I just hate being ignored when I try to talk to people and it's happened a lot lately.

No that is understandable, makes you feel not respected enough for at least an acknowledgement. I hate that. Pushs my buttons too.

 

[Jasou]

Thanks for the understanding. It does push my buttons.

 

[Chronodiver Lokii]

Don't let those people bring you down!
If certain people are repeatedly being rude, make sure you confront them in a non-threatening way. Just let them know how you feel.
If they still act like jerks, then they aren't worth your time!