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    Happy Birthday, Aidan!
    (it is your birthday, right?)

    I hope its an okay, drinking with buds or having fun being mad on xbox live good day for you :3
    I hate you so much right now. :mad:

    And new MP DLC is coming out soon! (Free!!! Adds new maps, characters and weapons, alongside new equipment.) Still waiting on the "extended cut" DLC btw. (At the Cerberus HQ mission right now.)
    It takes me about an hour and a half to get enough credits from playing silver matches with randoms to get the points...(29,000 - 31,000 per successful silver match)

    You spent actual money on ME3?!?!? (Just like ODIN.) Did you get anything good?
    Ah, I see. I'd love to play some ME3 MP with you one day! I'm quite the sniper w/ my Quarian Infiltrator class. =) (Those premium spectre packs take some time to get tho...99,000 credits...) :mad:
    Do your friends use your account? I tried inviting you yesterday but then you went offline. (Or appeared offline.)
    Oh, I'm in no hurry.

    However, I think I've found someone, not really sure.:applejack:

    Oh, and have a nice trip! I'll chat with you later. :D
    I don't have a problem getting to know people, but yes, I do have bit of difficulty being myself around people I don't know.

    The reason I feel bad for rejecting them is because "liking" somebody doesn't feel like enough for me. I don't expect or believe in "love at first sight", but I am really evasive of casual relationships. I feel as though potentially anything we could do as friends, we could do in a casual relationship, so what's the point of me even trying?:applejack:

    I'm nearing 17 years of age. If anything good happened for me, I'd heavily hope that it happened sometime soon. I can't take it anymore. Not trying to sound impatient, but I despise how it's taken me almost 4 years to be open enough to be with someone casually, and that was only because we both didn't want things to end. Because of that, I felt more devastated than her bringing everything to a close.

    I don't know if college would help too much. Having some bros to assist by giving me either subtle nudges or blatant set-ups wouldn't change too much about me, which I still fail to see how anyone could like.:(
    I know I'm not likely to find someone I really like in school, but I still feel like a jerk friendzoning people because of my uncertainty. It not ****ing necessary, just because I'm insecure and tentative, someone that really likes me has to pay the price. It's so unfair, that I can barely look in the mirror anymore. I don't know who I am. I feel estranged from my identity.

    I'm sorry to use "pathetic" to describe myself, but it's all I could think of. I gain all of my joy from entertaining others, and being a genial optimist for other people. I don't even hold grudges anymore. But when it comes to myself, I... I just don't know.

    As for the girls, I figured that much, but I still want to give everyone a fair chance. Though, at the same time, I don't give anyone a chance at all. I haven't been in a relationship since the eighth grade, and after I broke up with her, after everything I said about us, I promised myself I would never let myself do such a thing ever again. I became bashful, and talked to little more than my circle of friends; this is when I got into the internet more. I like meeting people online, the only thing that hinders me is anonymity/not really knowing people. It can be a good and bad thing, as I can talk a lot more about potentially anything if I'm anonymous, whereas it's be detrimental when looking for a date.:applejack:
    Well, sexuality is denoted by attraction to a sex, or thing, right? As of recent, I haven't been the same. There are girls at my school that I know like me, but I don't like them. I don't know why. I had to friendzone a girl in April, and I haven't been the same since. And honestly, based on my experience, I am beginning to view all girls the same. I am trying to stop with my broad opinion of females, but so many that I have come across fit my opinion precisely.

    I think there are one or two guys that like me, but I find my male friends to be more like brothers. I feel compelled to resist any urge I may have to ask them about anything regarding any feelings I may had for them, and it brings me to understand that I must not be gay.

    I don't think I'm bi; I feel as though I tell myself that to give myself some meaningless hope for future relations. But I already know nothing would work for me. I'm an introverted, mysterious teen that can't look anyone in the eye for longer than a second anymore. I am pathetic, and I give up rather easily. I am over-analyzing, and I can't bring myself to casual dating.:applejack:
    And I can't wait to be done with school. x.x It's exhausting. I shouldn't mind work if I like my hours, wage and such. I would love the liberty.:applejack:
    YOLO.~

    I will try to be a bit more open, but my life's just at a standstill, I suppose. Hopefully things spice up when I hit 17.:applejack:
    It's just bland, meh. Nothing's really happening for me right now (that I'm willing to tell you, at least ~). It's fine, though, I anxiously await a summer of relaxation.:applejack:
    I don't know his name yet, but I'm trying to communicate with him a bit more.:applejack:

    Wish my life was going well. :V But I'm glad you're doing good. :3
    Lucky you! I get my permit and everything this month, I'm going to be seeking work, and I'm trying to talk more with someone I like, but I'm still awfully shy. :c

    Though I am excited as **** myself, for the potential results of all of this. <3
    :applejack:
    It's been swell, though I'd like to ask how anything else is going for you. :3
    :applejack:
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