So I'd thought I should throw this thought out thinking about stuff, now this is deep stuff: Still three years on I'm recovering from a dangerous road of "what's the point of knowing people if you can't tell stories" mentality.
My main enjoyment of living comes from telling stories to people and when you almost died of a blood infection it becomes true in how much you want to as it makes you appreciate the small things.
As I'm in the middle of fighting depression the idea of wanting to tell stories as so much and that my friends here have been very supportive of my main story is why I have not given up.
And off topic but again, again and again to a certain
Wademan94
I still owe you so much thanks for drawing my character. I haven't shown it to anyone outside of the forum except my best friend IRL but when I told my parent and a shopkeeper (who got a ****ing PS5 the other day) who introduced me to the forum idea, both were impressed.
Like "I'm glad that's how far you have made friends online" impressed.
I'll pay it back and you know it one day.
Figured I might as well give a proper answer to this.
Never actually had many friends, let alone a proper social circle and what little I have I don't even get to see due to constant lockdowns. Really gets to you after a while and makes you feel lonely. It's gotten to the point where even I'm, who is really shy and introverted, is actually craving some human interaction again. And unfortunately there's still no end in sight.
To be fair it just feels like I'm just talking to people only to feed that sort of social instinct and outside of a few people online and offline (people here know who they are) that 100% applies.
I don't have many friends either, just wished I can talk to them more and more. Feels like I can't go everyday without talking to people now or I get paranoid.
Imagine having a social circle.
I mean here is technically a social circle.