lol thanks for the update john madden
Zach Hayes, this is the last insult I take from you. I am breaking my principles, because right now I am wasting my family’s resources to respond to your bull**** and I apologize to my family for that. I cannot believe you have the right to insult me like that… at the few tournaments that I have attended I always heard an excuse slip out of your ignorant mouth and eventually the excuses became a consistent john the whole I’m not trying ****. That was pathetic, ****ing childish… you were a loser. You hate on others and complain constantly and post pathetic “I suck” post that have absolutely no purpose other than to garner attention towards you. ****ing sad.
How dare you insult me; the same man that I drove to ****ing charlotte and then dealt with PATHETIC johns about my play style and preceded to sand bag. I wanted to play with you to improve and all you did was waste my ****ing time.
I’m not going to sit here and say I haven’t johned before... when I got into the game I was not mentally prepared for a competitive environment like the smash community... I had to grow up first... However my problems are not even up to par with the sad pathetic child you were and probably still are. I lost to you in SF4 and high johned I know but is that even to the degree of your ****ing bull****. You are like 10 year old playing tekken complaining about Eddie’s low kicks.
I get up every morning at 6 am and walk 40 minutes to school, then I study until I can’t . I call my mom every day that is going to leave this world soon and talk to my father to keep him happy. I work my *** off to be a success so when my mom leaves this world she will be proud of me and so I can hear my dad say he’s happy that I am his son. I use to wonder why god hadn’t taken her from us yet and why he’s making her suffer for so long but I realized she fights her illness for us. To see us grow up.. and yet I still look at my life as a blessing. I almost cried at my friend’s release party.. my friend told me her life story… I cannot stand you; you are a hater, an excuse maker, immature, and overall pathetic. I know you probably have your problems too but they are arbitrary in comparison to the blessings that most of our community members share. Your ability to hate is disgusting.
I worked my *** off to grow up this past year, delt with two suicide attempts, and drug overdoses.. it took some time and some critical observations of myself… I hope that you can do this to.. I had use to be somewhat of a hater but now all I can do is think about improving myself because I finally realized how much thought is wasted on excuses and hate.
I respect you as a player, I have always thought you had potential to be so good and playing with you had always been educational until.
This is my last board post; Do me a favor and make sure the only words you say to me are the stages you ban, and what you are striking. I will only offer to shake my hand out of politeness.. there is no implied respect.
While I am spilling my feelings here; I love the smash community, this game and all of you have helped me grow up; I would of never of had the confidence to be this honest about how I felt on anything in the past nor even post opinions. Chris, you are one of my role models. This is my last post… see you at all coming events.. When I get my car I’m not missing one.
Josh-
I meant to send this message to you josh a while back; I misjudged you several times. You are a good person you just deal with a highly competitive mindset that brings the worst out of you sometimes. I’m sorry for any negativity I have sent your way. You are a good player, and are to be feared in this state… don’t let anyone try to take that away from you. I have bad things about you, forgive me, thank you for housing me, and taking me to events. Thanks for smoking me out and hosting that party for dop
Foxy-
I had a negative view of you that was unfounded after a few events and taking things the wrong way. You are a highly intelligent person and a nice guy to be around. I hope you can deal with your confidence issues so you can compete and show everyone how good you are. Sorry for all the things I might of said behind your back. You are gifted in several ways and I’m excited to see what you do for this world
Stingers-
Same thing, you are amazing. I misjudged you at first and now I just kind of want to smoke with you all the time and chill. I am still salty though.. I’m going to beat you
Chris-
Honestly just knowing you exist makes me a better person. You really are one of my role models next to my father. Also knowing that you really want to beat me encourages me to improve so I can keep up with your talent. I can’t wait to play you in tournament. Your attitude towards life and focus on what matters is something I really admire.
I am getting out all my hate here and trying to make up for the negativity that I generated. I’m sorry to all of you whether you were unaware or aware. I love this community; it really did change my life. I don’t know if I overreacted or not but I don’t care.