there isn't a problem.
i just had to say something to quell the sickness i got from reading about how good josh thinks he's been to me.. it's not the kind of "good" i value, i guess, especially since there's so much unspoken negativity on my end, but that's in the past..... seeing that post just reminded me of the past, and i couldn't really keep it in any longer.
and maybe you're right darksyde... when i'm caught up in the adult world where money = morality, i'll start to devalue higher levels of human interaction in exchange for the importance of green ****ing paper. it'll probably goddamn happen.
and yeah man, thanks a lot for that $60 bday present, i'm serious, i really appreciated it. it sucked to be robbed $80 that weekend. i was going to pay you back, but you decided to turn it into a gift instead of a loan. maybe i shouldn't have listened and just payed you back since you're reminding me of it now.
let me know if you ever need me to throw you any bones, but i assure you, i don't need to share anything about myself or really even WANT to anymore. and that's just the way it is now.... i guess the kind of people i like to get close to are the ones that are just naturally inquisitive about stuff, not the ones i have to remind to be curious.....
<333333333333333333 my nanney