The Botanical Gardens of the Mushroom Kingdom

[z00ted]

sell your PC / Laptop.

or your wii as well as controllers.

 

[Tmacc]

Dark.Pch isn't going to WHOBO now?? But I was excited about our money match

Smoom, I don't know why...but that .gif made me crack up haha.

Also, Smoom MM my ROB with your ICs at WHOBO <3

But Silly Kyle, you'll still have Illmatic, PeachGuard, and I

And Nicole.

 

[Dark.Pch]

sell your PC / Laptop.

or your wii as well as controllers.

Dude, if I was gonna sell any of that stuff, it would seriously not be over a video game tournament. it would be on more important/serious matters. Cost of plan ticket screwed it up for me.

 

[z00ted]

sell games or something

i'm pretty sure you could make it.

 

[Dajayman]

Sell your sexy body to gay men. <3

You'll make soooooo much money! ;3

 

[Dark.Pch]

Let me paint a picture for you. You already know the hell I went through in january. I barley made it back into my place. Now I have to keep adding program fees till March. So almost all my cash goes to this place. I have to save up so when my time is up in March, I have enough to get settled into a place. Which is not a problem. Problem is kepping up with rent due to what I am making and how expensive it is to live here.

To get approved for housing ( the projects) there is a 2 year waiting list. When once I am in, I only have to pay 30% of my monthly income. So for 2 years I have to settle in somewhere. And I can't seem to find anything affordable. I have the option of getting a place to live in. The thing is, I won't have any money left over. I pretty much can't do anything. I go to work, then come home. Weekends I stay home. I have no cash to go out or do things.

Selling games is not gonna cover a 300 + tax plane ticket. Then drop 45 bucks on top of that. Thats nearly 400 bucks. I'm in no position to be blowing that much cash. I have 2 more paychecks before I move out of here. One is next week and then 2 weeks after that. I'm not gonna have anything left if I blow about 400 bucks. Yet alone it is becoming a ***** to freaking find and affordable place here.

This is not as easy as you think. I don't have it easy like about of people. I don't get rides, I dont get help to these things, I don't get support. I have to do everything on my own and bust my *** for stuff. I don't have parents to pay stuff for me. It's called being a man and living on your own. And it is never gonna be easy.I'm a prime example of that. Only person that is there for me is me. I got no one else.

Pound I could have actually made it. But I was so stupid into thinking that a plane ticket would not cost so much. So decided to ditch pound for this. Now it is to late for pound. I can't do ether tourny.

There is nothing I can do.

 

[z00ted]

Well, I'm sorry man.

That's unfortunate.

Just keep working.

 

[Dajayman]

Do work, get paid.

 

[z00ted]

disrespect *****es, acquire currency.

 

[Queen B. Kyon]

OMG That cat is amazing

 

[Purple]

Illmatic stop doing that thing with your avatar

 

[ToferTheHuman]

Lol are you talking about Ill's avi?
Cause it's a dog.
A very cowardly yet courageous dog.
A dog that goes by the name of Courage the cowardly dog.

 

[Queen B. Kyon]

Lol are you talking about Ill's avi?
Cause it's a dog.
A very cowardly yet courageous dog.
A dog that goes by the name of Courage the cowardly dog.

If your talking about me I ment the gif

 

[Dajayman]

Courage ironically lacks courage, yet he always couragously ignores his cowardly nature.

 

[Dark.Pch]

Man I seriously need new freinds for aim. None to talk to.

 

[Purple]

Man I seriously need new freinds for aim. None to talk to.

You should add new friends.

*shrug*

 

[Dark.Pch]

I would if I could. I'm about to just stop using aim all together.

 

[Purple]

A lot of people on SWF have aim y'know, just add someone.

Illmatic stop doing that thing with your avatar

 

[ToferTheHuman]

If your talking about me I ment the gif

Oh, lol sorry I didn't know.

 

[Dajayman]

If Courage was a cat then he'd be one ugly looking cat. ;3

 

[z00ted]

Roxy if you are referring to me changing it every 5 seconds, then the answer is NO.

 

[ToferTheHuman]

I haven't seen you change it too much.

 

[gantrain05]

i never check this thread anymore, but i did check the post count and ain't nobody gonna catch dark pch, he's king of this thread.

 

[Dajayman]

I don't even post here trying to have the highest post count in this thread, I just post here to flirt with Dark.Pch. <3

 

[Dark.Pch]

I'm a nervous reck right now.I can't sleep. I been under too much stress. And no one to talk to. Or even help out. Idk what I am gonna do. I know I have till my B-day but that is not a long time from now. Up for hours trying to find a place I can deal with or make up some plans. And so far nothing.

I was so close to losing it just now. I just decided to lay down and just now move. I'm taking off work to get somethings straigtened out. I honestly don't think I was ready for all this. I wish I could go back to that person I was when I was 18. And just get things done. Now I am regretting it and screwed.

I wish I had my 2 moms right now. I don't know how long I can hold this in.

 

[¿Qué?]

I'm a nervous reck right now.I can't sleep. I been under too much stress. And no one to talk to. Or even help out. Idk what I am gonna do. I know I have till my B-day but that is not a long time from now. Up for hours trying to find a place I can deal with or make up some plans. And so far nothing.

I was so close to losing it just now. I just decided to lay down and just now move. I'm taking off work to get somethings straigtened out. I honestly don't think I was ready for all this. I wish I could go back to that person I was when I was 18. And just get things done. Now I am regretting it and screwed.

I wish I had my 2 moms right now. I don't know how long I can hold this in.

Be strong, Dark. When I say "You Got This" it's not for nothing.

I mean it, dude. You can do this. Just really try and chill out. Don't worry.

 

[Dark.Pch]

Thats easier said than done.

I just deleted my facebook. I don't wanna keep reading about people having fun, going out with friends and all that anymore. It kinda felt like I never exsisted on it. So why have it?

AIN and any of my others Instant messagings I am not gonna get on anymore ether. No point when none wanna talk or anyone to talk to. Waste of memory.

This is gonna be the worst birthday I ever had. if I even get lucky enough with a place, I wont have any money to my self. Just work then sleep. Weekends stay home all day. And repeat the process till I am dead. I'm just a number used by the city for services and get paid some cash for it. All I can do.

 

[¿Qué?]

Thats easier said than done.

I just deleted my facebook. I don't wanna keep reading about people having fun, going out with friends and all that anymore. It kinda felt like I never exsisted on it. So why have it?

AIN and any of my others Instant messagings I am not gonna get on anymore ether. No point when none wanna talk or anyone to talk to. Waste of memory.

This is gonna be the worst birthday I ever had. if I even get lucky enough with a place, I wont have any money to my self. Just work then sleep. Weekends stay home all day. And repeat the process till I am dead. I'm just a number used by the city for services and get paid some cash for it. All I can do.

I understand that it's easier said than done. A lot of people struggle like this, one way or another.

They find ways out of it, and I know you will too. You'll find a good paying job, and you'll get around easier, I promise you. Okay?

Trust me.

 

[Dark.Pch]

Don't make promises you can't keep.

Its a pain to get a job in NYC with how bad the economy is. Thus I am stuck with this crap. Just forget it. Just forget I even posted in here. I'm gonna retire from this game anyway. My last tournament is the one I am hosting on the 26. After that, I am done. I can't do this anymore. I'm gonna shut myself out from everyone and everything. Thats how it feels like already. So might as well do it for real and not have high hopes just to be brought down. And with this cursed luck I seem to have over and over and over again, I can stand for it. When things go well no matter for what (name anything, life, drawing, brawl, family) something just has to come up and ruin it all. I don't know what game god is playing but Im tired of it. Actually I don't believe in god. I stoped when I was 14. Cause of this BS. How can one have just luck like me? It's unreal. Like my freaking bike lock out of random breaking from the inside and me not being able to unlock it. All out of random. I was giving that bike by my friend. And I was happy cause I am a messanger by foot. Now with a bike I could have got things done quick and have fun riding. Then this BS happens, I had no problems with that lock for days. And now it cracks after I go to unlock it after a delivery? Are you serious? And ulsess cops did not even wanna helpout.

wonderful........excuse this rant. I'm done. go back to how this place was now. I'm gonna go lay down and just think. I can't wait to see what 2morrow and all days before my B-day has for me. Pathetic I am.

 

[Queen B. Kyon]

Sounds like life to me.

*snuggles my Guard kun* <3

 

[z00ted]

I'm just a number used by the city for services and get paid some cash for it.

Welcome to life.

Maybe you should start believing in this so called "God" that keeps on doing all of this to you.

 

[Queen B. Kyon]

^ and that's when this topic ends.

 

[Gameswithgoodies]

illmatic trying to bring the faithmatic discussion to the peach boards.

 

[z00ted]

nope.

losing faith is just stupid to me.

you either always have it or you never did in the first place.

 

[Dajayman]

I never have or will have it.

If anything, I am god.

 

[Meru.]

nope.

losing faith is just stupid to me.

you either always have it or you never did in the first place.

Disagreed.

 

[Eddie G]

Disagreed.

Then one's so called "faith" is mighty shallow. I'm with Illmatic on this, it's either one extreme or the other. If you hold a being in such high regard, he/she/it shouldn't be loved or worshiped conditionally. Just my opinion of course.

I'm currently Agnostic, undecided, etc.

Edit: #6,000 baby.

 

[Purple]

I agree with that Kbizzle, it makes a lot of sense. If you love something, you love ALL of it, not just bits and pieces.

 

[Gameswithgoodies]

i really don't think it's ALL LOVE or NO LOVE. i feel that's way to static and simple for human emotions....

 

[Purple]

Actually, humans are more likely to have extremes instead of mediocrities when it comes to emotions.