Pain is bull****

[Lord Viper]

I have honestly learned to love pain. I was once stabbed in the leg by accident and almost crapped myself laughing. That is really the only thing you can do.

O_o

☆ Anyways, you just have to deal with pain for the rest of your life. I know pain doesn't feel like good and all, but you have to know that it's too soon to end your life over somting like that. You still can have a great time in your life then to end it so soon. Also, if you are going to do somting that insaine, at least do a ton of good deeds and really be sure if you want to do this. I don't want you to regreate killing yourself because of you don't like pain. ☆

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

Okay, first things first in case you guys don't know.

I'm homeschooled, well its computer based to be more exact...I don't have any IRL friends to talk to this about.

Two, its not that my work is too hard, trust me it is annoying but...it just takes time I suppose. But I'm about a month behind on my school and thats the real **** sucker and i'm ****ed when my dad founds out which may very likely happen tommorow (technically today).

Also Takumaru, the people that I'm close to, most (if not all) of them, aren't close to me. They love me cause of blood bonds, it doesn't matter what about me there is, as long as I share that bond, they'll love their family, not me specifically. The people who I do care about (people in the smash community) don't really care about me. Oh well...

 

[GoldShadow]

Try and get involved with something where you'll be able to make real life friends. While it's great to know that there are a lot of people and online friends I can talk to, talking to someone face to face is also very important in my experience; it provides a different type of necessary interaction.

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

I goto smash tourneys and I get along well with some of the peepz there, but unfortunately I phail at getting ridez zo I usually goto only one once a month. I'm terrible at smash now

 

[GoldShadow]

How far away from getting a driver's license are you?

 

[1048576]

This is the second person you've encouraged someone to kill themselves. You really need to stop posting.

I was merely implying that life gets better. No matter what. I don't care what you think, but it does.

I don't actually think living is ********. I was implying that your line of reasoning is faulty. Also, you have no evidence to back such a blanket statement as "life gets better." Maybe its just true for the people you know. I know several people who have just gotten progressively sicker until they finally collapsed.

Also, I believe that suicide is a rational option for unhappy people. That's why I encourage it in some cases.

Let me make one thing clear, though. This is NOT one of those cases. OP is too young, is probably influenced by teenage angst, and hasn't really settled into a lifelong routine yet.

Directed toward OP: Being behind in school really isn't the end of the world. I have a friend who's four months ahead of me in schoolwork just because of how the birthdays work out. One year or so doesn't make much difference. Go at your own pace. As long as you get there while your still young, you're fine.

 

[DTP]

Since when is it wrong to look on the Bright side. I think that's the point Xsyven was trying to make.

Yes I understand that not every thing is life will be perfect and you can't always be optimistic about everything (It's unhealthy imo), but you should at least give life a chance even if things aren't going great at the moment

 

[1048576]

You need a reason to expect things to change for the better. Blind optimism will shatter you VERY quickly.

If you expect things to go well and they go badly, you become sad.
'' ...................... badly '' ................ well ''........................... happy.
'' well/well or badly/badly '' content.

 

[Skrah]

You need a reason to expect things to change for the better. Blind optimism will shatter you VERY quickly.

If you expect things to go well and they go badly, you become sad.
'' ...................... badly '' ................ well ''........................... happy.
'' well/well or badly/badly '' content.

You have to WORK for that reason. Happiness doesn't come to you, son.

 

[DTP]

You need a reason to expect things to change for the better. Blind optimism will shatter you VERY quickly.

If you expect things to go well and they go badly, you become sad.
'' ...................... badly '' ................ well ''........................... happy.
'' well/well or badly/badly '' content.

lol I agree with that, but that doesn't mean someone should say things will never get better, because there is always the possibility that it will

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

How far away from getting a driver's license are you?

Well, I'm 15 and I turn 16 in Oct. However I'm currently unemployed and have no money. I'm prolly gonna need a few years worth of income to afford a car. Driving myself to tourneys is out of the question atm

 

[soap]

Well, I'm 15 and I turn 16 in Oct. However I'm currently unemployed and have no money. I'm prolly gonna need a few years worth of income to afford a car. Driving myself to tourneys is out of the question atm

man u r still a baby.

u r too young to be getting bent out of shape over school. It only gets harder

dont worry about that, just step yo game up.

 

[_Phloat_]

Well, I'm 15 and I turn 16 in Oct. However I'm currently unemployed and have no money. I'm prolly gonna need a few years worth of income to afford a car. Driving myself to tourneys is out of the question atm

Hey, you are getting a car before me! Consider yourself lucky.

Also, try getting in shape? It makes everything feel.. better. I don't know whether it is the endorphins or the satisfaction, but after a good lacrosse practice I can sit and listen to music and drink water and be completely happy. This never happens at any other time.

Being in shape feels good, and running is free and you can monitor your progress. As a young man, you will be able to see this progress really fast and it really encourages you.

Your parents will probably be pleased with your choice to get in better shape, unless they are fat and want for some reason to share.. IDK.

Drink a lot more water than you do. Srsly.

 

[soap]

Hey, you are getting a car before me! Consider yourself lucky.

Also, try getting in shape? It makes everything feel.. better. I don't know whether it is the endorphins or the satisfaction, but after a good lacrosse practice I can sit and listen to music and drink water and be completely happy. This never happens at any other time.

Being in shape feels good, and running is free and you can monitor your progress. As a young man, you will be able to see this progress really fast and it really encourages you.

Your parents will probably be pleased with your choice to get in better shape, unless they are fat and want for some reason to share.. IDK.

Drink a lot more water than you do. Srsly.

mmm... ya water tastes so amazing after u do something.

thats prolly the best advice is do stuff. after a rough day, some pickup basketball makes me feel 3 times bettter.

 

[mentosman8]

Well, I'm 15 and I turn 16 in Oct. However I'm currently unemployed and have no money. I'm prolly gonna need a few years worth of income to afford a car. Driving myself to tourneys is out of the question atm

You definitely won't need a few years of income to get a car, assuming you're willing to keep a steady job so you can finance one instead of buying it outright. If you find somewhere that pays decent and get a solid amount of hours in each week, with some good planning I would say you could save up 1.5-2k within 6 solid months, and that's enough to get a good down payment on a used car. It's not ALWAYS the best idea to buy a car by financing, but in your situation I would say the sooner you can get a car the better, so it's not a bad route to take by any means

 

[II Bolt II]

Really it is. I wanna commit suicide and I swear if not for me being a ***** about pain I would've a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time ago.

Listen man, I used to be suicidal when I was 14-16.. and I'm really glad I didn't take that extra step. I'm now as happy as ever, I graduated school, I have a loving girlfriend, supportive friends, and a very active member in the Smash Scene.

Suicide is never the answer, no matter how hard it may be now, it won't always be that way in life. It will ease up, and life will pay you back with nothing but positive things. Trust me.

Hang in there man..

 

[KORNNNNN~]

I'm not really sure about what to make of this, but really, suicide is not the answer.

It's a long term fix for a short term problem.

There are several places where you can get help if you need it. The community here will also do what it can to help.

you might want to ignore him or just close the thread

Poyo is only 15, he already complain about his life sucks, don't get to go many Brawl tournaments, want to suicide.

He don't have friends. Because all he cares is "BRAWL" ..he even think his brother + dad are "scrubs" because either they don't play Brawl or they suck at Brawl.

yeah.. i don't think i ever seen anyone so dumb like this kid.




WHY did i said this ? because i know poyo...... and im not proud to know him

so whenever he make thread like this, just close the thread
it's useless trying to help him, because this kid is insane (you don't know this because you never seen how he acting in tournaments)

EDIT: ... i just saw Mod gave me 2 points that i flaming this thread.
im sorry if i said something bad.. but did you know that how many pointless threads that Poyo create

 

[Crimson King]

Was what you just typed English? You seriously have no grounds to call anyone dumb ever.

He claims he is feeling suicidal; ignoring those claims will NOT make it go away. That's how cries for help develop into actual suicidal tendencies.

 

[slave1]

I don't actually think living is ********. I was implying that your line of reasoning is faulty. Also, you have no evidence to back such a blanket statement as "life gets better." Maybe its just true for the people you know. I know several people who have just gotten progressively sicker until they finally collapsed.

Also, I believe that suicide is a rational option for unhappy people. That's why I encourage it in some cases.

your a horrible little person aren't you. when is suicide ever a rational option. ever. especially over unhappiness.

You need a reason to expect things to change for the better. Blind optimism will shatter you VERY quickly.

no it doesn't, blind optimism is awesome. you know what, i am a very very optimistic person. even when **** hits the fan, being happy makes life that much better.

 

[KORNNNNN~]

Was what you just typed English? You seriously have no grounds to call anyone dumb ever.

He claims he is feeling suicidal; ignoring those claims will NOT make it go away. That's how cries for help develop into actual suicidal tendencies.

sigh.. you don't understand

atleast you should talk to Alpha Zealot, im sure he knows lil about poyo's personality..

Poyo even rooting against his own brother in tournament... (critical Hits4.5) i never seen someone could do stuff like that.

http://www.smashboards.com/search.php?searchid=1949527 ..most of the threads he made.. were pointless

http://www.smashboards.com/showthread.php?p=6323074#post6323074 or just read these posts..

 

[boss8]

Pain Is Only Weakness Leaving The Body.

 

[Mic_128]

Well, I'm 15 and I turn 16 in Oct. However I'm currently unemployed and have no money. I'm prolly gonna need a few years worth of income to afford a car. Driving myself to tourneys is out of the question atm

I know the feeling. I didn't get a car until I was about 19, and even then I had to borrow money from my parents.

Don't stress about it too much dude. I know you don't want to wait (and I don't want to wait for what I want in life) but it does get better eventually.

 

[ChaosKnight]

Was what you just typed English? You seriously have no grounds to call anyone dumb ever.

He claims he is feeling suicidal; ignoring those claims will NOT make it go away. That's how cries for help develop into actual suicidal tendencies.

you seriously have no claims of assuming someone can type English kornn isnt from here so his grammar and typing english isnt good so you have no grounds to assume hes stupid.....

and yes we know this kid. its all a seek for attention hes been saying about killing himself because he tihnks his life is **** without this game called brawl...and he needs to get away from this game and talk to his dad instead of vent here.. because we really cant help him honestly ....

so just close this thread imo ......

 

[Flamingo]

"Don't be a statistic" is what i hear on this all the time... seriously, it's true, wouldn't it be great to live out the rest of your life being an unique individual, making friends, fighing against all the bad things life throws at you? Just think of people who have lost loved ones, don't you think that they feel hopeless too? Yet the majority has endured, and that is the way to go.

I am/have been/and will be 'depressed' for a long time, and I manage it. I still have friends and do things, I just don't have that spunk that it seems like everyone else's got, ya kno? But things always work out in the end, for better or for worse, either way I am thankful for experiencing life. I almost lost my girlfriend recently to that nasty 's' word that this topic is about, I havent ever told anyone... but I'm glad she didn't, because it would have hurt me indescribably. Just think of all the people you might hurt, and please reconsider.

P.S. Church helps me get through the hard times too, it's worth looking into.

 

[turtlecake]

Assuming poyo isn't serious, which I did before, I decided to not care.

But I can relate with being depressed and having nothing. When my dad died, I basically thought up some pretty stupid stuff. I wasted more money on material items to make me happy for the moment than anybody I think. It was bad.

I basically dropped out of school about a few months ago. To say the least, a big part of what people know me as, is completely different, and I am doing what they call, living a lie, in a way. However, I am also home schooled in a way over the internet, I have a solid amount of friends, and family members that care about me. How? I changed. I saw that if I didn't change, something would happen. It may take awhile, but that change will indeed come to you.

Poyo, I've seen posts from you, and this, coming from at a point one of THE MOST hated members of the FL smash community, is advice. You can take it or leave it. For your sake, I hope you do take it.

The posts you make are not necessary. If somebody like korn or chaos knight respond to you with flames, don't respond. Thats called flame bait, and its also spam, which doesn't help at all and only makes the problem worse. You are clearly impulsive, which would ALSO make things harder on yourself. Don't always respond, and instead, just report posts like those to the mods. This is what they're there for.

Try not to be dramatic and stuff over the internet. Nobody cares that you say you're quiting for the 10,000th time, and it does no good but make you look bad, and attract more flames, which will in the end make you feel like ****.

Suicide is not an option because you're socially inactive, or have no actual friends. Infact, start over from scratch. Make a new name for yourself. Change. You can't go to events? Too **** bad. Wait it out, save up money, and then go to the events you actually want to go to. Due to being in problems with money and such, I had to stop going to tourneys for basically half a year. before this, I was very active, or I should say as active as possible.

I played when I could, even with the closest smasher being an hour and 30 minutes away, and the average smasher being 2 hours away. It was all very hard, but I learned to get over it.

I'm always here. You can PM me for anything. Chances are, I can answer it. I've been through more hate than probably any other member here, and if it wasn't for that, I can easily say I'd be in a far more worse position that I am now.

Good luck, Poyo. I hope this topic wasn't actually just a cry for attention.

 

[JLynn943]

Kawaii, I suffer from depression and have thought about suicide way too many times. I always come to the same conclusion, though. It's not worth it. Yes things might be bad, and yeah, a lot of times things will get worse before they get better, but they can get better. You have the ability to change your life, it's just a matter of doing it.

You said you'll need to get a job to afford a car, right? Well, start looking for a job. When you start working, you'll meet and be around a lot of people, and who knows, you could even make some close friends. You'll be exposed to a lot of different things, and you might find something outside the world of Brawl and video games that really interests you. It's not healthy to base your life around a game.

and yes we know this kid. its all a seek for attention hes been saying about killing himself because he tihnks his life is **** without this game called brawl...and he needs to get away from this game and talk to his dad instead of vent here.. because we really cant help him honestly ....

so just close this thread imo ......

while it does sound like he's taking Brawl too seriously, I don't think either of you are taking his situation seriously enough at all. of course he should talk to his family, but if he isn't comfortable doing that, well, at least he's talking to someone, right?

 

[1048576]

your a horrible little person aren't you. when is suicide ever a rational option. ever. especially over unhappiness.



no it doesn't, blind optimism is awesome. you know what, i am a very very optimistic person. even when **** hits the fan, being happy makes life that much better.

Actually, I'm 6'2" 280 pounds

The goal of life is to be as happy as possible. Think about it. That's ultimately why you do everything you do. If the maximum happiness you can achieve is zero (as opposed to negative; e.g. misery), so be it.

How can you be happy when **** hits the fan? When things so wrong for me my natural response is to be angry/sad about it. If I could make it so I was happy no matter what, life would be like the bee's knees. Do you get high? Seriously, share your wisdom. I know I'm not the only one who would benefit.

 

[slave1]

Actually, I'm 6'2" 280 pounds

The goal of life is to be as happy as possible. Think about it. That's ultimately why you do everything you do. If the maximum happiness you can achieve is zero (as opposed to negative; e.g. misery), so be it.

How can you be happy when **** hits the fan? When things so wrong for me my natural response is to be angry/sad about it. If I could make it so I was happy no matter what, life would be like the bee's knees. Do you get high? Seriously, share your wisdom. I know I'm not the only one who would benefit.

LOLOLOLOLOL wow you are the exact same build as me.

ok, i do get upset some times, but angry all the time when something bad happens, no, NO. i think i got seriously pissed for the first time in years a week or so ago.

secret...
no i dont get high. i have smelled pot before and it makes we want to die.(no rhyme intended)
i am not sure, possibly religion, possibly the fact that i look at thing half full. i have never really ever thought about it. life is always better when your happy.

why be pissed when nothing comes form it except misery. why be depressed when you can simply eat a chocolate bar, and experience that moment of sugary joy. why commit suicide when there is still someone out there that loves me. there is too much good in this world to be down. there are too many things that can make one happy. why spend your time in misery.

like right now. its snowing. I am not a huge fan of the snow, but i still love watching it fall. and woot i get to walk in it to class. most people might hate that, but i love walking in the snow. its quiet, and i get to cick crap around without any one caring.

being positive, and laughing about bad situations, makes life that much better. like seriously i can go on and on about time i have remained happy when bad things happen (wow i sound like those ridiculous self help books "be happy all the time" "smile even when stuff is bad") LOL

 

[Teran]

"Candide ou l'Optimisme" by Voltaire.
Read it, and read it again, and again, and again. All the things you're considering now, all the doubts and cynicisms you have about life. Read that book, and then you'll learn some profound things.

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

sigh.. you don't understand

atleast you should talk to Alpha Zealot, im sure he knows lil about poyo's personality..

Poyo even rooting against his own brother in tournament... (critical Hits4.5) i never seen someone could do stuff like that.

http://www.smashboards.com/search.php?searchid=1949527 ..most of the threads he made.. were pointless

http://www.smashboards.com/showthread.php?p=6323074#post6323074 or just read these posts..

Korn, you do realize I was rooting for Chozen, god, he's your crew mate, you should be HAPPY I was rooting for your crew mate over my own brother. Oh well...

And of course I don't want to DIE, but as some said, I often feel like suicide when I can't stand somethinf and want to give up.

 

[dawgbowl]

Honestly, when I see kids this young I wonder... how can they even complain about life? They really don't have anything to lose...

In 2008, My car was totalled, I dislocated my knee, Sprained my ankle, got screwed over at school causing me to have to go an extra semester this upcoming fall, and oh, I can go on. (08 was my worst year ever)

It's part of life, you are so young you really have nothing to lose and need to stop acting like your life is a torrent of horror and people trying to screw you over, and posting about it on a SMASHforum isn't really useful... there are websites out there for you to talk about this stuff, not here as a large portion of us can't even relate.

hold on let me find the one I think will help you.

http://forums.govteen.com/index.php

You don't have to try it, but I don't think you'll find better advice from peers.

Most of the kids are your age going through the problems you are probably experiencing. It's not a clinic. It's a website that will give you more valuable info than people that just want to scream at you and complain about metaknight (I still hate him). At this point I'd say this is one of the WORST places you should be seeking information, you don't go to an arcade for psychiatric help, right?

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

Smash is all there is to me, its all I care about. So its **** when I'm not at a tourney.

I NEVER, under ANY circumstances want a funeral when I die.

I wish to be remembered by how I was when I smashed, I forgot what its called, but when people talk about the person who died...nothing about me and smash will be mentioned. Its also where "loved" ones go to see the corpse' resting place. However I assure you, my family aren't "loved" ones to me, I like and appreciate them and can sometimes get along with them. But they don't see who I am which is why I can't say I love them. I can't say I love anyone. Another reason why I don't want a funeral for my death.

Just wondering, if you put that you don't want a funeral in your will, does that mean you won't have one?

It better...

 

[NintendoMan07]

Wow... Poyo, you're considering a quick yet drastic fix to what will be, in retrospect, an incredibly small problem.

I'm sitting in a horrible position in life right now, I'll admit, but I'm not giving up on it yet. It kinda scares me that you obsess as much over Smash as you do, since I'm the same way. The only thing is, I've got other accomplishments and hobbies to fall back on if my Smash career (well, I don't really have a career yet, but just roll with me here) crashes in flames.

At any rate, I'm having to put with college AND Smash at the same time. The thing is, Smash has taken an unnecessary priority in my life. I have no idea why, but I'm starting to put more importance in digging myself out of scrubdom and possibly coming across as a opponent that... well, anyone could play Smash with w/o getting bored (getting a legit win in the game would be a nice plus, too). I realize it's completely unrealistic for me to have these insecurities about playing a VIDEO GAME, yet it's somehow come to the point where I won't play if it means coming across as a complete joke or a fool.

Despite all this ridiculous stuff with Smash I'm having, I STILL know there's other things to turn to if Smash just doesn't work out. I know I'm an awesome student (ok, so in reality grades don't matter as much as they do, but again, roll with me here) and I enjoy videogames in general. So, as others said, find something else that you can be proud of doing in addition to Smash. And, geez, don't discredit your family. I don't know what kind of situation you have going on with your family, but I know it really doesn't help you to turn against them over Smash. So what if your parents/uncles/cousins/whoever are scrubs? Why do you feel the need to make that a public deal? Really, I know mine are (heck, they barely keep track of the videogames I play), but that doesn't change how I treat them.

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

Cause they see me as their family and love me due to the bonds of blood. It doesn't matter if I was a completely different person, they would love me due to blood bonds, not who I am. Its not just smash they don't acknowledge, they don't know anything about me and don't really give 2 ****s either. As long as I'm my dad's son, he'll love his "son", now who he is.

I don't get along well with my brother honestly.

There's no one that I can say is really close with me...**** I need a GF

 

[1048576]

That would be funny if they read the will for the first time at the funeral.

Do you want to know how to die painlessly?

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

Honestly, I don't want to DIE, but I feel like it whenever I can't stand something and want to give up on the current moment. And even if I knew, I'd prolly still ***** out.

 

[1048576]

Oh, that's good to hear.

I think lots of people feel overwhelmed about life. It's a tradeoff. You can either be productive all day and half the night and live in a house or you can not feel overwhelmed and live in a cardboard box. Some people are happier with the latter, although they are few and far between.

 

[slave1]

Cause they see me as their family and love me due to the bonds of blood. It doesn't matter if I was a completely different person, they would love me due to blood bonds, not who I am. Its not just smash they don't acknowledge, they don't know anything about me and don't really give 2 ****s either. As long as I'm my dad's son, he'll love his "son", now who he is.

I don't get along well with my brother honestly.

There's no one that I can say is really close with me...**** I need a GF

one your logic is bull. your parents love you more than you might know. stop bringing up this blood line crap. they love for who you are. and if they dont know who you are, tell them. your living in secrecy from them.

having a GF could and probably would make this situation suck even more. if you live for smash, find something else. step outside your comfort zone. its gonna be hard but worth it.

stop making excuses, start changing. figure out how to get along.

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

I won't get along with me JUST cause he's my brother, imo he's a douchebag, I don't like him.

Also, do you know how ****ed up it would sound if a parent didn't love their child. They love their child cause its their child, it would feel weird as hell if they didn't. I see my parents differently then just blood bonds, and honestly, I won't say I hate them, but I don't love them either.

 

[=ArtH=]

You should fap and forget about everything.