Pain is bull****

[slave1]

I won't get along with me JUST cause he's my brother, imo he's a douchebag, I don't like him.

Also, do you know how ****ed up it would sound if a parent didn't love their child. They love their child cause its their child, it would feel weird as hell if they didn't. I see my parents differently then just blood bonds, and honestly, I won't say I hate them, but I don't love them either.

LOL on the brother.

and it is F-ed up if they dont love their own child.

what sent you down this path anyways.

and ask to see if you can go to public schools.

 

[1048576]

Have you tried sports, learning a new language, trading card games, or some other hobby?

Yuo mentioned computer animation. Mess with that.

Honestly, I went through a phase where literally nothing in life was fun. It's hard to explain. It's like you tried a multitude of hobbies and somehow nothing appealed to you. When that happened to me, I buried myself in work. If your going to be miserable now, you may as well amke life easier on yourself later.

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

My body isn't fit for sports (no, I'm not fat...I'm scrawny as hell). I'm too much of a ******* to learn a new language, if you want me to be completely honest, I really think I might be ********, iono, cause whenever I copy stuff when writing, I can only remember 3-4 words at once then need to re-look at what I'm copying. TCGs have continuous expansions costing too much money, that and I feel TCGs are too much luck based and sometimes you have to rely on a card you might not get. I used to play Yu-Gi-Oh but I lost interest. I do play NetBattle though.

 

[.Marik]

Life>Death.

Life is sacred, and can be taken from you at any given moment. You best cherish it while it's there. And be careful for what you wish for.

Sounds like your life isn't even that bad. Why would you want to end it? if you do that, then your life will never get better. You won't even have a chance for your life to get better when you're 6 feet in the ground.

Don't make excuses. Get out there and give everything your all.

Don't be a quitter. Quitters never win, and quitters are always viewed as weaklings. Is that how you want to be viewed when you're dead?

Because if you kill yourself, you will forever be a quitter, whereas if you pull your socks up, and accomplish a task, you'll be a winner, and the feeling doesn't get any better than that.

 

[Darkslash]

I copy stuff when writing, I can only remember 3-4 words at once then need to re-look at what I'm copying. .

You ain't ********. I do that as well and some times I can only remember 1 word >:[ Its just Short Term Memory.

 

[Takumaru]

Smash is all there is to me, its all I care about. So its **** when I'm not at a tourney.

We already have one of these in the world and he's not exactly the happiest person in the world. Learn something from it.

I NEVER, under ANY circumstances want a funeral when I die.

I wish to be remembered by how I was when I smashed, I forgot what its called, but when people talk about the person who died...nothing about me and smash will be mentioned. Its also where "loved" ones go to see the corpse' resting place. However I assure you, my family aren't "loved" ones to me, I like and appreciate them and can sometimes get along with them. But they don't see who I am which is why I can't say I love them. I can't say I love anyone. Another reason why I don't want a funeral for my death.

Just wondering, if you put that you don't want a funeral in your will, does that mean you won't have one?

It better...

Seriously kid, grow up. You're entire identity is wrapped up in one game and that's unhealthy for you both mentally and physically. You'd be less miserable and feel more connected to people if you put down the controller for a month and tried to be a productive member of society. Branch out a little and stop thinking in such extremes.

 

[Teran]

"Candide ou l'Optimisme" by Voltaire.
Read it, and read it again, and again, and again. All the things you're considering now, all the doubts and cynicisms you have about life. Read that book, and then you'll learn some profound things.

Quoted for epic justice. Seriously, it disgusts me that people don't read such valued and incredible works of literature. Scratch that, I'm disgusted people don't read.

Anyway, listen to what Taku said, you're obviously not going to be happy if you resent your family and don't actually strive to partake in social interactions. Believe it or not, nobody will ever love you more than your parents, and you will never know happiness unless you have people to share it with. Get to know people, have hope, not pessimism or mindless optimism, but hope. Just do that, and you'll go far.

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

We already have one of these in the world and he's not exactly the happiest person in the world. Learn something from it.



Seriously kid, grow up. You're entire identity is wrapped up in one game and that's unhealthy for you both mentally and physically. You'd be less miserable and feel more connected to people if you put down the controller for a month and tried to be a productive member of society. Branch out a little and stop thinking in such extremes.

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You better not be talking **** about M2K.

 

[Crimson King]

To anyone bashing Poyo, or really anyone posting personal stuff about their lives:

Shut the **** up, or you will be warned harshly. I don't care if you know Poyo. I don't care if he does this a lot. I'd rather coddle every member who claims they have suicidal thoughts, than pick and choose, and have someone think no one really cares. If you have a problem with him - take it to PM. Any more in this topic will be, oh, I guess 3 points. A second time will be a week ban. K? Thanks.

 

[Teran]

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You better not be talking **** about M2K.

Cool it kid, even if he were talking about M2K, who cares, really, who does? M2K? He can sort it out himself.

To anyone bashing Poyo, or really anyone posting personal stuff about their lives:

Shut the **** up, or you will be warned harshly. I don't care if you know Poyo. I don't care if he does this a lot. I'd rather coddle every member who claims they have suicidal thoughts, than pick and choose, and have someone think no one really cares. If you have a problem with him - take it to PM. Any more in this topic will be, oh, I guess 3 points. A second time will be a week ban. K? Thanks.

Crimson King, if this thread is so problematic, and you want the kid to vent, and you're telling us that if we have problems we should PM, then I've got an awesome idea. CLOSE this thread, and let him vent in your giant moderator PM box. That way, he can vent, you can help, and people will be spared a boatload of infractions. If it's a horrible idea, then ban me for a week, seriously.

 

[KORNNNNN~]

you seriously have no claims of assuming someone can type English kornn isnt from here so his grammar and typing english isnt good so you have no grounds to assume hes stupid.....

and yes we know this kid. its all a seek for attention hes been saying about killing himself because he tihnks his life is **** without this game called brawl...and he needs to get away from this game and talk to his dad instead of vent here.. because we really cant help him honestly ....

so just close this thread imo ......

CrimsonKing, please read this.

-_-

and I hope AlphaZealot could close this thread.. since Poyo always make pointless thread (as i show you on page 4 last post)

 

[Crimson King]

The topic remains open because it is causing no one any harm. Poyo stated on the first post that if he wasn't afraid of pain, he'd commit suicide - that is what I am going by. He needs professional help, and as many have stated, you need to get the help, but until then, what harm is it than people who have experienced depression and suicidal tendencies listening and giving advice?

Both of the last two people are within a few points of a ban. Just stop posting, stop complaining, and get over yourselves.

 

[GoldShadow]

Crimson King, if this thread is so problematic, and you want the kid to vent, and you're telling us that if we have problems we should PM, then I've got an awesome idea. CLOSE this thread, and let him vent in your giant moderator PM box. That way, he can vent, you can help, and people will be spared a boatload of infractions. If it's a horrible idea, then ban me for a week, seriously.

The point of a thread is so that everybody can discuss it, allow him to vent publicly, everyone can help. Your idea of PMing a moderator for venting and help really doesn't make sense; that's not their job. They are not one-on-one counselors.

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

After reading some of these posts, I do realize that suicide is nonsense, however whenever I'm stuck in a situation I really feel like going by far means such as suicide to get it over with. And I feel like that often, even though later I know that I didn't commit suicide and suicide isn't worth it, the times I am feeling like **** is awful

 

[Rici]

EDIT: I take too long to make my posts and I see now that my post was unnecessarily rude.

My last advice: just get help and think about the people in this world who literally have to fight for their lives, which are WAY worse than yours.

 

[1048576]

My body isn't fit for sports (no, I'm not fat...I'm scrawny as hell). I'm too much of a ******* to learn a new language, if you want me to be completely honest, I really think I might be ********, iono, cause whenever I copy stuff when writing, I can only remember 3-4 words at once then need to re-look at what I'm copying. TCGs have continuous expansions costing too much money, that and I feel TCGs are too much luck based and sometimes you have to rely on a card you might not get. I used to play Yu-Gi-Oh but I lost interest. I do play NetBattle though.

Brawl can be luck-based too.

Just FYI... I read Candide. Maybe it went over my head, but it didn't do it for me.

I have a bad short term memory as well, but I wouldn't call myself ********. I let everyone else do that

They have yugioh online so you wouldn't have to spend any money. If you're interested I can help set you up.

Meh, as long as you have a couple of hobbies, you're okay.

 

[Kawaii Poyo]

I lost interest cause I well...lost interest I don't really like it anymore.

And if you're referring to tripping, I hacked it off

 

[1048576]

I'm referring to tripping, gordos, turnips, judgment hammer, double blind picks, and stage shenanigans.

 

[DemonFart]

suicide is never the answer, its just giving in to weakness.

 

[Crimson King]

The topic, as Azua pointed out, has run its course. Go here for further depression discussion - http://www.smashboards.com/showthread.php?t=218134