I don't know why i some times need some pain to keep me in check. I usually dig my nails into my hand and that makes me happy for some reason...
DO I NEED HELP?!?!??!?!?!?!
I am not emo and most people know me by my laugh. I don't think i'm a Masochist either, because i need the right pressure and too much will hurt. Plus its just compulsive. Maybe its because of the eczema i have, and its an alternative to scratching it.
Or you're just a kinky mother****er.
Uhh... odd things about me. Hmm. Without trying to sound 'special' or anything, I'm an eccentric. Some odd habits of mine are:
-- I hate sleeping in beds. I prefer the floor to beds. No idea on Earth why.
-- I much prefer to sleep with a humming sound in the background. I find them soothing. Total silence is unnerving to me when I try to sleep.
-- I also try to go to bed at 12 or 1 on school nights. I prefer school to be a sort of blur. ... Yeah, I'm not often fully awake.
-- I'm clinically depressed. Only time I'm really in any sort of zen is when on stage. Fun days, no?
-- On the subject of depression, I've tried the old suicide once or twice. Always balls out or decide something is worth hanging on for.
-- I have trouble socializing with anyone who isn't a close friend. To friends, I'm very talkative and bouncy, to anyone else I'm silent and shy.
-- I can't drink milk. Even the thought od doing so makes me ill.
-- I didn't talk till I was aged 3. Apparently I got up onto a little stand and suddenly annouced "I'm talking now!". ._.
-- I CAN believe it's not butter!
-- I'm entirely straight, but prefer to make everyone think I'm gay.
-- Amazingly, I've never taken drugs of any sort. Not that I'm adverse to them, of course.
-- I spend WAY too much time having full conversations to myself. On ANYTHING I can think of.
... Oh, and I'm also known for blurring fiction with reality. Hmmm!