tall order. lemme meditate on this ****. but in the meantime how bout you tell me why youre giving me the hard question. youre toeing the line and i sense us reaching similar conclusions through different directions (this is more with the ryker half) but the possibility of you mirroring my play to work me sits in the back of my mind enough that i want a lil more insight here. ive got ideas but i wanna see what you produce without bein led
You definitely got the hard question. You also ran down my exact train of thought as far as wanting to see what you're thinking before I give you my own train of thought to spit back at me.
Okay, so first off let me run through what I think about you right now. This is Ryker and, although we've reached much the same conclusions, my process of getting here is somewhat different from Laundry's, so I'm not speaking for him right now.
I don't play Pregame. I used to, but after looking into deadlines and what I think is fair in this game, I don't. Gives town more time and makes scum have a harder time winning. If a game is balanced around X number of days per phase, that throws it out of whack. You don't deserve extra time to play. I was aiming to sit down with Alex and catch up the day the lynch occurred. This means my first REAL exposure to the game was in Twilight. My first reaction was to be furious. There was a lynch that quickly and you were championing the wagon, this could be nothing short of your fault because you're you. I stand by the fact that if you weren't around, that would've never happened, but my knee jerk reaction was much more accusatory than it called for. My first exposure involved the most active Jerkus we've seen all game and he was spouting a lot of the same reactions I was. My comment that I wanted you copped in my (Ryker) first post out of pre-game was legit. I still wanted you copped because it's a ***** to read you and more of a ***** to lynch you. Your PR direction post had me foaming at the mouth. Didn't like it one bit. It was night phase, doing catch-up work with Alex that I noticed something odd about your interactions with different players that made me think you might have a certain role. Since then, I have become less and less sure of that, but that combined with Ruy's outburst I mentioned earlier, made me go back and actually put the effort in to re-examine my read. The way I say to read you is to look at your reads, both town and scum, and examine them closely. If they make sense, you're probably good to go. If they don't, then you can burn at the stake. So I've been reading. I've been doing that. You line up with what I want from you in a lot of ways. However, I am about to dig into this game with four other people and I wanted a straight list from you. I want to see how your reads pan out and I want to see if they change from your previous reads.
That's why I'm asking you the hard question. As for your worries. My read list, as it is, has already been published. If I change something to tailor to you, you can at least look back and decide if it's not genuine.