So I.E has lost Control. If I was not such an idiot this would have never happen.
I'm pretty sure word got out about what I did and all around. I have alot to make up for and to be honest. it seems my ways may never hange till my depression is done. So that I have to take care of. So until my depression is gone, I am temp quiting. I'll return once my depression is gone. I have a way to get rid of it. And I should have done this a long time ago. Family and my outside of smash friends is what will do the trick. And drawing. I hardly did any of that all cause I just wanted to get really good at this game and stand out.
So as long as I am depressed, i may pull another stunt like this again. or hurt people again. So I'll be taking care of that. it should be it may take a while. Dont know what will be the time period. but its gonna get the job done. And those cursed meds I'm done with also. They also play a role. They dont help. They make it worst.
But I dont get why people are leaving if I'm not around now. You guys can still work as a team and play witheach other. I mean in this crew I was always the problem in here with my randomness and etc. I'm out and taking care of my life before I can have some fun. Once I kick depressions azz then I'll be good. I still dont see why people have too leave. One less person and really me out of it wont mean much. You guys can still do justice.
Doc your leader now right? Arent you suppose to keep this crew stable? I have heard alot and that I.E is going nutz. But as I said, my fault. I did not look at the post in here. I dont come on smashboards. I heard from Ndelz what happened. So I thought I set the record straight. But this cant be helped.
Sorry for all that I have done since.........well......this crew was broke back by me. I did not even handle my own job right. Some leader I was. But you guys dont gotta worry about that anymore. its finally over. I'll be more focus on family, friends out of smash and my Art work. I'm gonna start my projects first season and post it on youtube so look out for that if you wanna check it out. it will be done on my Birthday hopefully. I wrote down the full seesion so I know what I gotta do.
I'll return to the smashworld with the new me soon. With no depression. I'm just down everyone is like leaving and all. I dont see a need when the problem is gone. But I'm in no postion to fight about it too so yea.....
Thats all i have to say to you all. Doc..........dont screw what is left of this crew up. Well I heard everyone is gone and you added Xivik and PH.D in. So its a three man crew now. Hmm.....well good luck with that then. We play the same so I'm sure you can help them out well and anyone else you wanna add. oh yea, Vash is still in. I think. He plays like you and me. Our style is so funny, but good.
Too luck to everyone. I'll catch you guys around soon hopefully. So far i'm off to a good start. And I may have found a girl for me. Someone I met. She seems really nice and stuff. No BF and is looking for one. I wont rush into anything but This may be my shot so I'm gonna take it easy. if I get a GF, thats half the battle right there. I dont come on this site anymore.Its like a drug this game so I stay off. So I dont "spy" on people in here. I only came in here for what I heard. and I said what I had too. So Now I'm done. laters for now. Dont get sloppy on me boys. i'll be coming back to own. So no johns if I kick your azzes
~Dark.Pch~
Let it be known..............