Christmas with the North Carolina Smash Family 12/18 ~ 12/19, Josh's house!!

[Ocean]

shoutouts to being stuck in a pendulum motion, not being able to stop moving my feet, leaving myself a voicemail because I forgot to pick up, and uncontrollable dancing.

 

[Dark Hart]

Shoutouts to me not knowing whether lucas or austin was on my team during those matches with emily.

Shoutouts to me not even knowing whether I was playing or not.

Did I hog the TV during that time? I feel like I did. Did I just not step off the setup?

Gahhhh never getting high again

It was me and gofg vs you and foxy for like... an hour lol

 

[Dark Hart]

and looooooooooooooooooool at high ocean

 

[DtJ SmithZzz]

shoutouts to being stuck in a pendulum motion, not being able to stop moving my feet, leaving myself a voicemail because I forgot to pick up, and uncontrollable dancing.

Ocean you're crazy.

 

[*P*L*U*R*]

I'm pretty sure I killed austin a lot. Colors blended together and I didn't even know what team I was on.

It doesn't help that pot makes all of the 'little voices of self-doubt' in my head become 'shouts of slander' so I can barely hear anything outside of my own head questioning any and everything about myself and insulting myself and worrying about what I'm doing and worrying about what people think of me or why they like me or why they should not like me and blahblahblah....

Soooo yeah.

Ummmm

Good weekend.

 

[Dr Peepee]

yeah you should stop getting green'd imo

 

[Dark Hart]

PLUR, I don't think you killed Foxy once. I'm pretty sure I killed John like once a match though... lol

shudddup kevin, greens ****

 

[Ocean]

[deleted.]

 

[Dark Hart]

if you're in a bad mood, and bad trip is bound to happen.

if you're super skeptical, you may not expect to get anything good out of it.

if you do it only once, you'll never understand it completely.

 

[*P*L*U*R*]

What kyle said. I noticed it happen everytime I've gotten pretty high(granted, drinking beforehand nullifies it). I have enough issues with doubting myself, etc when I'm sober. When I'm high it's like having a drill-sergeant yelling in my ear all the bad things about me or what I view as bad about myself. And this drillsergeant knows everything about me because (dun dun dunnnnn) he is me. So that's kinda why I tend to just curl up into a ball and not really talk at all when I get like that. Millions of thoughts running through my head at once, 90 percent of them negative as hell. Anyone who REALLY knows me(read: none of you guys in NC smash. No offense) knows that I have like really bad self-esteem and sometimes my self-doubt gets so bad sometimes that I almost go crazy.

So no more green for the foreseeable future.

And that was our episode of me opening up to you guys. Josh has probably had the highest exposure to that side of me but even he doesn't know how truly bad it gets. It's bad.


[Edit] granted, I'm getting a little better at not doubting myself so much.

 

[Bl@ckChris]

So no more green for the foreseeable future.

@plur's location: yes.

 

[Dr Peepee]

<3333 plur you good baby

 

[Bl@ckChris]

[Edit] granted, I'm getting a little better at not doubting myself so much.

psh, mm vs my fox?



didn't think so.

 

[*P*L*U*R*]

@plur's location: yes.

Lol I'd be proud of myself too if this were hard at all. It's actually really easy when you feel like you aren't enjoying it as much as everyone else, which makes me enjoy it even less.

But thanks. Lol



@money match - maybe.

 

[Dr Peepee]

I am proud of plur for being awesome

 

[DtJ SmithZzz]

PLUR you're **** man don't doubt yourself.

 

[MLEsis]

@Plur
Don't feel badly, some things just aren't for some people...and if it makes you feel any better, there were times in our doubles when I just completely spaced out, and hard too.

Sober/Clear Salt Match at Snap's tourney?

 

[lord karn]

Plur is one of my favorite smashers

For realz I'm an honest guy

 

[*P*L*U*R*]

Baby girl, we can drink instead if you like.

<3

 

[MLEsis]

Where were you when I was downin' the jello shots with the guys and showing them how it's done?

Come over to my apt when I get settled up in Greensboro and we can go to town on some Bacardi Dragon fruit and meree.

<3

 

[Foxy]

Foxy- You finally started trying. <333 Let's play more.

luououououooul



down the rabbit hole we go


and yes you need to come have trainingtimes with me
cause i saw a few things you needed to work on

 

[Dr Peepee]

That is what I'm talkin about right there.

I'm DEF hittin you up when I can bro. =)

 

[Mariabattleaxe]

Where were you when I was downin' the jello shots with the guys and showing them how it's done?

Come over to my apt when I get settled up in Greensboro and we can go to town on some Bacardi Dragon fruit and meree.

<3

Definitely outdrank everyone.

Innumerable number of jello shots, 2 whipped cream vodka shots, 3 coconut and pineapple rum shots, and 2 of Rhiannon's mixed drinks.

And still kicked Craig's *** in melee.

 

[Foxy]

I'm pretty sure I killed austin a lot. Colors blended together and I didn't even know what team I was on.

It doesn't help that pot makes all of the 'little voices of self-doubt' in my head become 'shouts of slander' so I can barely hear anything outside of my own head questioning any and everything about myself and insulting myself and worrying about what I'm doing and worrying about what people think of me or why they like me or why they should not like me and blahblahblah....

Soooo yeah.

Ummmm

Good weekend.

you should definitely talk to me sometime
i have some ideas/information around the subject to share

and i want to help my wuvvvvvv teammate plur

 

[MLEsis]

@ Maria
sooo truuuuueee.

 

[bossa nova ♪]

ya gaiz fun tymez

<333 creg

<3333 plur

 

[lord karn]

foxy lets train when I get back from the bahamas

 

[Foxy]

k k k kkz

your playstyle once you got warmed up was much harder for me to beat than adam or kevins
it's good

 

[Dr Peepee]

You must not have played my Falco enough

 

[Foxy]

yeah you only played him in 1 singles and like 3 doubles matches with me
cuz u wr sandbaygn

but im more comparing average/overall in both of your characters you played

 

[Dr Peepee]

Looooool aight then boy I'll have to show you my true power when I visit. <3

 

[Dark Hart]

yo, I want in on this Raleigh training session when Alex get's back from the bahamas

 

[lord karn]

k k k kkz

your playstyle once you got warmed up was much harder for me to beat than adam or kevins
it's good

hmmmm. I thought you were sandbagging/experimenting

interesting.

 

[Foxy]

hmmmm. I thought you were sandbagging/experimenting

interesting.

i was trying to try hard to say the very least

i never got a lead on you in any of the matches
you can be so consistent

 

[bossa nova ♪]

lol i'd **** both of you




EDIT:

additionally,
everyone please keep in mind that foxy's a giant troll

 

[DtJ SmithZzz]

Camron do you have a phone?

 

[lord karn]

i was trying to try hard to say the very least

i never got a lead on you in any of the matches
you can be so consistent

fuuuuuuuuck

I'm caught in a troll loop

 

[bushidobrown]

I remember at one of PLUR's low tier tourney's I needed to find some fire real bad so I hit up the girl that lives underneath plur's and she ended up getting us a fat sachel of green greens. When we got back from our trip we rolled a huge party blunt. God damn we had to triple wrap that *****. I'm not gonna lie I wanted to hog it all to myself. But I ended up sharing it with like 10 people downstairs I didn't even know or even played smash for that matter but I was so so sooo high I didn't even care at the moment.

That was a ****ed up night.

<3 green greens

 

[Lightsyde]

Anyone who REALLY knows me (read: none of you guys in NC smash. No offense) knows that I have like really bad self-esteem and sometimes my self-doubt gets so bad sometimes that I almost go crazy.

And that was our episode of me opening up to you guys. Josh has probably had the highest exposure to that side of me but even he doesn't know how truly bad it gets. It's bad.

I kinda do though. Believe it or not, I pay a lot of attention to these things.

 

[*P*L*U*R*]

I remember at one of PLUR's low tier tourney's I needed to find some fire real bad so I hit up the girl that lives underneath plur's and she ended up getting us a fat sachel of green greens. When we got back from our trip we rolled a huge party blunt. God damn we had to triple wrap that *****. I'm not gonna lie I wanted to hog it all to myself. But I ended up sharing it with like 10 people downstairs I didn't even know or even played smash for that matter but I was so so sooo high I didn't even care at the moment.

That was a ****ed up night.

<3 green greens

Oh my god, I remember that night. I came downstairs and saw like a thousand people in a circle and was like

O_o

Strangely though, it warmed my heart seeing everyone like that.