WHy i'm different

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

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I want it more than you can understand. I enjoy the simple fact of being alive to be and exist.

I want to train my mind to be flawless in the art I do. I want to know I can when no one esle could even begin to try. I can't stop because I would be only feet away from my goal. I can take the bashing and still be humble if claimed amazing. To enjoy even the hardest and ugliest parts. I am an uncrushable rock. THere was no one better for this than me. I want to toy with their minds controllering their thoughts and let them gash for beathe when it's to late.

I am a pichu player. I study pichu and know more flaws than most people know. Pichu has the min. amount tools needed to win.

Sheild, decent comboable attack, projectile, recovery, good movement.
This means something to me

Please say what you most because you have no choose but to.

 

[highfive]

Man Carzy Guy, your too **** legit for this.

 

[Chronodiver Lokii]

Dude, you definatly are different.
I can usually understand a lot of people's writings...but you confuse me.

Congrats. You're cool in my book. :3

 

[DaomarIsBear]

You're just like every other child trying to be an individual.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

No I would argue I am free. Can you controll yourself? Can you choose to waer a pink afro. Can you not inch your inch. I can think whatever I want and do whatever I need.

I'm just a little bit off thought. thank you for telling me i'm worthy.

random cool fitting song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUTXb-ga1fo&feature=related

 

[undyinglight]

Reading this brings to mind a few questions. What is normal? What is control? Sure one can give a dictionary definition of what these words are, but I am pondering them from a philosophical standpoint.

 

[Teran]

If you're so insane and abnormal, go see a psychiatrist.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

I don't believe in normal maybe common or a percent of the time but it isn't real if you ask me. Most people don't wonder or think of this so I geuss if there is a normal it's not to think deeper than what there is.

Control or at least inf. control no one has God is limited in control God can't just not care one day people have put pressure on God.

Perfect control would to controll EVERYTHING your thoughts other people's thoughts and everything in truth you don't even want total control of yourself.

think do you always want to think about everything from heatbeats to subcon.?


teran- If i'm insane I will stab the **** out of someone for trying to make me sane that would take away my mental freedom. That's Insaneitly, mental freedom.

 

[Teran]

Not if they stab you first.

 

[El Nino]

Just remember: You're special. Just like everyone else.

I am a pichu player.

Oh wait, maybe you are special.

Rock on, Carzy Guy.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

THat's why I would start crying (then break their neck) No to lose the one thing you care about the most would push people, I love my mind the only thing i'm really afriad in the future is me not haveing the same mind or better.

I love you people who make my life worth living.

 

[Melomaniacal]

That's Insaneitly, mental freedom.

Absolutely incorrect.

 

[HoN3Y64]

Just another sucka.

 

[Gender Offender]

You're just like every other child trying to be an individual.

He is very much trying too hard
As far as I see it
It's annoying
Like a scene boy without all the scene girls
I dislike getting attention by being "SUPER DIFFERENT"
And dislike the word "Crazy" because it gives them motive​

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[El Nino]

I dislike getting attention by being "SUPER DIFFERENT"​

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And yet your posts are all right-aligned. >_>

Or...are you just playing mind games? <.<

 

[Gender Offender]

And yet your posts are all right-aligned. >_>

Or...are you just playing mind games? <.<

Because I did it on an old site
And now it's a habit
Also, people used to think I was just spammin' pages
Because dey didn't see mah text​

 

[Pelikinesis]

YOUR MINDGAMES






I see them.​

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

It's not mindgames, it's simplely how you took it in. If you take something in so you think it's trying to mess with you your messing with your self and your just plain confused.

 

[Apollo$]

Everyone is different in their own way, go away you sane individual.

 

[Jim Morrison]

Nice, I understood your post now, with punctuation and capital letters.
Seems like a blog to state you're different because you play Pichu (didn't get much else out of it) which is alright.
Also, I don't approve of the posts on the right side, it screams attention just as much as a pink font.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

No i'm different becuase I won't give up and I want to make his metagame better.

 

[Melomaniacal]

No i'm different becuase I won't give up and I want to make his metagame better.

Go to tournaments, beat people. If you can't do that, you aren't improving his metagame.

 

[Omnicron's Baklava Enterprises]

Insanity is mental freedom?

Please.

I'm sorry, but only after 2 threads of yours, I'm kind of sick of seeing you continue to call yourself insane.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

I choose to be nuts. You won't let me choose what is that? Really this was about pichu but whatever.

 

[Melomaniacal]

I choose to be nuts. You won't let me choose what is that? Really this was about pichu but whatever.

You're not getting it.

We aren't saying "stop being insane." We're saying "you're not insane." You are different, sure. That's fine. Insanity is a mental deficiency, not mental freedom.
And don't you dare tell me I'm not mentally free. I take offense to that.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

Can you control your body with your mind, are you able to think for yourself, can you not do something you want to or do something you don't want to, are you able to think about whatever you need to think about, can you choose to stop and go?

In chess sometimes you "think" you are forced to do something like their pawn will take your queen or something. DO you have to stop the pawn? No you don't you could lose all your pieces to that one pawn if you wish. But no you will always stop the pawn won't you? Even if you don't care about winning becuase the game may be about to lose or whatever, but you will still always stop the pawn. It looks like you have a choice but do you really have a choice if you always do the same thing?

Will you try to prove me wrong and lose the queen? If so who is controlling you now? I think I am because your free will wouldn't have lost the queen But I would and you let me make the choice.

Is your mind free? Sorry.

 

[ndayday]

I like how everyone is trying to diagnose him over the internet. Although I do agree it is one thing to say you're, oh, schizophrenic and a totally different thing to be diagnosed by a professional as that. Then again, there is a ton of stuff you could say about what true sanity is etc. etc.

I'll just leave it like this; Pichu is a pretty cool Pokemon.

EDIT: and wtf people should post however they feel like. Never understood how people see posting in a different color as a cry for attention

 

[Melomaniacal]

Can you control your body with your mind, are you able to think for yourself, can you not do something you want to or do something you don't want to, are you able to think about whatever you need to think about, can you choose to stop and go?

In chess sometimes you "think" you are forced to do something like their pawn will take your queen or something. DO you have to stop the pawn? No you don't you could lose all your pieces to that one pawn if you wish. But no you will always stop the pawn won't you? Even if you don't care about winning becuase the game may be about to lose or whatever, but you will still always stop the pawn. It looks like you have a choice but do you really have a choice if you always do the same thing?

Will you try to prove me wrong and lose the queen? If so who is controlling you now? I think I am because your free will wouldn't have lost the queen But I would and you let me make the choice.

Is your mind free? Sorry.

All you described was self-control and critical thinking. Yes, I have both of those. Most people do. Get over yourself.

 

[mountain_tiger]

If you're so insane and abnormal, go see a psychiatrist.

This. That's what I'm doing atm.

I wouldn't say I'm fully insane, but I'm definitely abnormal, and I want to try and correct that, because frankly I hate it. I doubt that you are genuinely insane; you're seeking attention too much. Have you ever tried to kill yourself because of it?

 

[Jonkku]

Can you control your body with your mind, are you able to think for yourself, can you not do something you want to or do something you don't want to, are you able to think about whatever you need to think about, can you choose to stop and go?

In chess sometimes you "think" you are forced to do something like their pawn will take your queen or something. DO you have to stop the pawn? No you don't you could lose all your pieces to that one pawn if you wish. But no you will always stop the pawn won't you? Even if you don't care about winning becuase the game may be about to lose or whatever, but you will still always stop the pawn. It looks like you have a choice but do you really have a choice if you always do the same thing?

Will you try to prove me wrong and lose the queen? If so who is controlling you now? I think I am because your free will wouldn't have lost the queen But I would and you let me make the choice.

Is your mind free? Sorry.

What has chess to do with freedom of mind? The strategies used there cannot be contrasted into modern society life.

Besides, one could just move the queen elsewhere, where it's not threatened, and not care about the pawn. Problem solved. Also by your logic, my proposed solution creates a paradox, where I do and don't have a free mind at the same time, because I didn't get rid of the pawn, yet my queen wasn't gotten rid of either.

Black and white reasoning* is not good. Sorry.

*(a.k.a. going from one extreme to another, and forgetting everything inbetween. Don't know if it's a known saying in English, so explaining it here before anyone even asks)

P.S.
Mental freedom has nothing to do with being insane either.

P.P.S. No offense intended.

Spoiler

(Well, maybe a little, because your insanity announcing reeks of attention whoring to me, and I hate when people cry for attention)

Edit:
Also, don't decide on your difference by flipping a coin, giving you 2 choices (different, or blend in with the mass).. Atleast try a dice instead; That already gives you 4 more choices. Then get a die that has 6.8 billion sides. Everyone is different, your difference doesn't make you an exception!

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

Just saying people sometimes seem to be forced or perrdured into something. WHen really you don't evn have to be there.

People should post the common languge in a readable way. Other than that it's cool to post on the left side, in blue or purple.

EDIT after Melomaniacal


finness-It was just an ex. Really you will always do something about it in a predicted way, that's all people will always be controled partly by habits where they don't controll them self there and normally can't or won't try to change it. I randomly mix things up. I used to have a habit of holding my bookbag one way and now I changed that so it's not a habit I will carry it with one arm, 2 arms, my arm in one hole but my shoulder is in the other loop.

I don't have many habits.

I don't wish for this to go on we both know how it will end so let's say F*** it unless I have a mental break down I can't solve. Also I have never tryed to kill myself in truth as bad as things have been for me the closest i've been to ending my life was when I couldn't pop my neck and it felt like I would have to break it to pop it.

 

[Melomaniacal]

People should post the common languge in a readable way. Other than that it's cool to post on the left side, in blue or purple.

Why should they? That wouldn't be free would it?

Do you have the mental freedom to post in an odd font and position? No you don't. Looks like you aren't mentally free at all.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

I don't understand. THey will be banned if they post like alriuoq 934 ppq5h qno5goqfh,jvka))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))hjau vc glreqp4y80g

So yes i'm right you have to right in a laungauge and it has to be somewhat readable.

 

[Jim Morrison]

They have the mental freedom, not the forum freedom though.

 

[DaomarIsBear]

You don't have mental freedom. From what I've seen, it looks like your mind is enslaved. You beg for attention over the internet. Its like you're a seventh grader who just found out about the internet, hates that he's not actually an individual in real life, and has come here in an attempt to convince people that he's "not sane".

The sad thing is, this has been done by a million people before you.

 

[GwJ]

If you're so insane and abnormal, go see a psychiatrist.

insane and abnormal do not mean bad Teran. My best qualities are ones I consider abnormal.

 

[Nø Ca$h]

a good player doesnt techchase off habits, they tech chases off reaction. a good player doesnt tech random directions, they tech in the safest direction.

habits can be bad, good, or some dont even matter. no ones gonna shoot you because the way you wear your bookbag

 

[Gender Offender]

Also, I don't approve of the posts on the right side, it screams attention just as much as a pink font.

Good thing my font isn't pink
Owait.​

 

[Teran]

insane and abnormal do not mean bad Teran. My best qualities are ones I consider abnormal.

Insanity is considered a detrimental abnormality of the mind.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

Yeah I don't tech chase off of habits much unless I can't go as far as their farthest tech tech then I just try to predict or projectile.

DaomarIsBear you should meet me one day. That's all I have to say. If you have no other comments you have no more reason to post here. Notice how no one esle has commented on your part or argeed.