I've lost all motivation to do much of anything.
I've somehow lost all of my smash skill. It hasn't come back in about three months. Smash overall has lost it's appeal. A three week break didn't fix this.
Everything material that I value has been stolen from me. What wasn't stolen I foolishly sold to invest in smash last summer.
I haven't lost any weight or body mass in close to 5 weeks despite eating 1k less than my bmr, doing ketosis, and working manual labor.
The entire reason why I'm in school, working, and dieting was to improve my quality of life so I can smash more often, and have the means and justification to buy cool ****. Since I've lost all of my smash skill, and as a result, all interest in the game in general, as well as having everything I've ever valued stolen from me, I don't see how I can continue. I work my *** off, and nothing comes out of it. I'm more depressed, and upset with my life now than I was when I was homeless.