Damm, if you both have it then thats not good and makes things harder. Onky thing I can say is be there for one another. Think about it this way. You still have her. Its way better then not even being able to talk to her and all. I'll tell you a story that might help.
Horrible summer for both of us of 07. Her and her friends held a smashfest. Me and my crew "Imperial Era" were invited. This would be the first time me and her would meet. Me and the crew went. Her friends (Her crew) were all there, but she wasn't. Her best friend pulls me to the side and gives me a note. Saything that her grandpa died and had to go to his funeral in VA. We would pick up after she returned home the next day.
That nite she bugged her parents to go home cause she wanted to talk to me so bad. They were not suppose to leave till the next morning. Her parents gave in and said ok. On the way home they were hit by a drunk driver from the passenger side. Amber got a broken leg, arm and rips. Her mom took most of the damage.
I got this IM about what happen from one of her closest friends. When I found out I, this nasty feeling hit my body. Amber was out cold for about 2-3 days. Her mom was still out. Her dad was just..I can't explain it. Me, NinjaLink and Jash sent him all messages to hope his wife would make it and everything would be ok. She past away a few days later. She had taken to much damage for doctors to do anything.
2 weeks Amber was in the hospital until they released her. she was in a wheel chair. She was able to get on aim and talk to me with her left hand. I wanted to go and help her get better. But she refused to see me cause she did not want our first time for us to me with her in a wheelchair. At first I was upset cause I wanted to actually do something instead or sitting around. But I understood her reason. Someone you care about, right in front of you and not being able to hold them and all. So we agreed we wait till she heals fully then just pic up from the summer.
Soon as she healed, I found out she had to move to AZ. Her dad got relocated to another job. Amber kinda became distant and changed. And so did I. I still did not wanna just let this go. I refuse too. But she said it was best if we just not try to be with each other. I went insane. Took a while but I was able to just expect the fact that this was over. We are still friends and talk to each other every now and then. So I did not completely lose her. That is what is keeping me some what....fine.
We had so much in common. We both mained Peach too, heh. Our kids would have been ****. Take over the world. Only girl I ever met who put up with me when I had derpession and just tried her very best to help me. She was always there to talk. Always asked if I ate correctly, slept well, etc. Like a second mom to me. But I kinda blame myself for all of this. If I was not just an idiot back then, maybe we be together today. Ether way, I was never the same way again and this has scared me for life.
Me and her had our share of problems. Bit we were still there for each other. So do the same. Least this girl is in your life. While mines is gone.
