Michael the Spikester
Smash Obsessed
Things just aren't gonna be the same tbh. My friend's death was just totally unexpected, out of nowhere. I went to his memorial yesterday and I still can't believe he's gone. He was one of the most positive people I knew, knew him for 12 years.
I'd been planning a BBQ for a while now and its made me more determined to do so in his honor so my friends and I can think about all the good times and memories we had with him.
I wanna cry, I really do but all I feel is being numb. Unless its family, I don't seem to cry when it comes to people but when it comes to animals like dogs especially my dogs Molly and Sophie (Who to me are my daughters) I do. Makes me wonder if I'm being a bad person, because I'm just as sad when something like this happens whether friends, family or animals. Then again I tend to be more emotional when it comes to animals like dogs being the animal lover I am...
I'd been planning a BBQ for a while now and its made me more determined to do so in his honor so my friends and I can think about all the good times and memories we had with him.
I wanna cry, I really do but all I feel is being numb. Unless its family, I don't seem to cry when it comes to people but when it comes to animals like dogs especially my dogs Molly and Sophie (Who to me are my daughters) I do. Makes me wonder if I'm being a bad person, because I'm just as sad when something like this happens whether friends, family or animals. Then again I tend to be more emotional when it comes to animals like dogs being the animal lover I am...
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