More or less.
I can't handle certain sounds, partially due to autism. Basing, singing, high pitched sounds, stamping, sudden clapping. And since home is like "my safe space" I'm a lot more sensitive to it. My family is like "you choose to be sensitive at home" and it pisses me off.
And by the way, when it gets to a certain point I really lose control of myself, so I tend to scream and shout uncontrollably.
My brothers don't give a **** and they would have done on purpose in the past. I can't ever go into a car with them again cause they blast music and have caused me to snap my phone in two and they were like "grow up!".
Wanna know what basing and loud music is like to me? Like getting a mattress pushed against me or someone pushing me. In fact maybe I'd maybe be on better terms if my brothers attended a damn class on autism and learnt that if affects everyone differently cause it's like half the reason why I broke away from them.
Even hurts when you still have to share a house with them still and they don't even reply to something as simple as "hey I'm going out, do you need anything" or "Good morning". Again I dread the day one of my bio parents die, cause I'll have to be in the same room as my older and my sister who's just as bad in there own way.
Had to rant again.
Wow, homophobic much?
I really don't get those kind of people.