May as well explain and tell everything which happened so people can relax.
Ok so I had left my house with the money my father had on his wallet (70€), some extra clothing, my Switch and some games to kill time during the trip and/or the night and of course without my phone so my father couldn't localize me. I had tried to contact my cousins (the female ones, not the male ones who made me feel like crap while watching Black Widow) to see if I could go with them, but they were unavailable and motivated me to stay home.
So I ended up leaving with either one of two objectives: either I went to the place of the island which I love the most (Tejeda) to find somewhere to stay and have at least a week of peace in the mountains... Or to die from starvation as a way to finally make my cousins (the male ones), my aunt, the Smashboards users who for all I know wish all the worst on me (Hinata, FlyBoy, Opossum, Idon, Will... Some more) and many other people on social medias Who seem to dislike me happy and free to do whatever they want to do (be It taking all my herency for their own good in the case of my aunt or feel the relief to do whatever they want to do again without having to be stressed or anxious over my presence anywhere in the case of the Smashboards users).
So yeah, I went to the main bus stop of my city at Triana and asked the people in charge for a train to Tejeda and they told me the next one wouldn't come until tomorrow... But that there was one going to San Mateo which went to a stop which did have a bus to Tejeda still available.
So I took the bus, made the trip to San Mateo and there I also took the bus to Tejeda (all together costed me less than 5€, and the rest of the night I spent It with 65€ in my bag).
When the bus driver during the trip to Tejeda saw I was the only one left in the bus, he obviously got curious and asked me about why I was going there and all that. I told him what I thought was happening in my house and what I was planning to do... And he suggested me that before doing any of that I genuiely should report my father to the police (and I did tell him basically what I told everyone on Discord and here about that idea, but he insisted the police here tends to be way more supportive), more so to help my mother and not let her alone on this. So yeah, I genuiely felt that even if my own desire to die in order to make all those people proud and happy was strong... My feelings of not wanting my mother to keep suffering with him were stronger. So I decided myself to do that before going on with anything.
I spent the whole night waiting for the police building to open, wandering around Tejeda and seeing everything closed... Until the building opened and I managed to call the two guards in charge at that moment.
They made me a lot of questions, they made a lot of calls, they even took me to urgencies at the health center of the place to see if I still had any parts hurt from that day.
At the health center, they suggested me to also call my mother to let her know I'm ok and all that, and so I did.
The rest of my time there I spent It waiting for my mother to arrive at the police office: I took out my Switch and played Deltarune Chapter 2, Tropical Freeze and a bit of Smash Bros, I drank a lot of water and I did talk with one of the policemen about videogames (he got quite interested about the Alex Kidd remake I had brought as apparently he had a Master System when he was young). At one point my pants got wet since I sitted in a place where I didn't notice there was water which fell from a leaf, so I had to put on me the yellow dress I had kept in one of my backpacks.
So yeah, my parents eventually arrived (my father was surprisingly worried and sad), and we had a peaceful conversation about everything on the way home. To my surprise my father was more ok than I expected with the dress, that was neat. My mother also explained me that I didn't have to worry that much about her and my father, as she perfectly knows to stand for herself and when to demand someone. My father was genuiely shocked at how I saw everything he did in such a dark way due to the lack of context.
... And then we all went to sleep at around 4am.
So yeah, It all was something. I feel slightly better, but I have been getting a good chunk of WhatsApp messages today and I'm kinda anxious right now due to how frequent they are coming.
And idk... I do feel kinda bad for the people who I couldn't finally make happy today. But oh well.
This post is probably gonna cause a lot to talk about with the people here, but I really don't have the energy to post much online today. So I feel I'm just gonna take the rest of the day to calm down and see how It all goes.
If anyone does want to directly talk to me to lend me a hand or anything doh, I guess that my Discord and Twitter PMs are free.
That's all, thanks to those who did read the whole thing.
