I used to be quite humorous here. Weren't those good times?
I've got nothing to say anymore, nothing funny, nothing informative. I hate how I made this place so depressing for myself and for others.
You should all put me on your ignore list. You shouldn't want to ever see me again.
If you do want to ever say anything to me at all, then just start up a conversation with me. There's no point in me staying here anymore anyways, I don't want to hurt you guys any further. Shantae for Smash!
Dylly, take this message in a good way ok? (please). I want to explain a few things. (And I'm far from being upset, or anything like that)
Listen very carefully, ok?
We are not affected by your down side as much as you think. Do you know why? Because we take our own matters in our own hands, and don't let others bring us down. That's a little overgeneralized, but I really want you to understand, to know, that you do not have influence over us as much as you think. Just be yourself and stop fretting about how you're affecting others. We want to have a good time, or talk things out, smash or otherwise.
That said, it's getting out of hand to post so much
from about your insecurities in this thread. Do you need someone besides me to talk through some things in pms? I'm sure there's someone else that wouldn't mind. I'm offering to help you with some of that because I want you to feel better, to understand a bit better, as well take it out of this thread because it doesn't really belong here. That's not a jab against you, that's just being true to the intentions of thread discussion, at least a little more.
We can talk things more in pm. And let me know if you want to know about something, instead of assuming the worst and thinking you've done something horrible or worse, ok?
Breathe in, and then out, and trust that things are bit better than they feel or how you think sometimes.
(Also: I know there's much more to you, and you do have a fun side, even if you're not always connected to it, at least in how you feel.)