No, **** it.
I told myself I wasn't going to worry about this game, because, bottom line, if I get lynched D1 by a bunch of ****ing ******* that won't even argue you with you badly let alone actually know how to string together a logical train of thought, then it's not on my head. But **** it.
I really want to just write this game off right now, because it has been a **** experience for me top to bottom. I don't know why ever even bothered trying not to flip out because it has just made it worse. I came into this game really
really hoping
that this would finally be the game where I get along with other players and don't have to constantly bang my head against the wall because they're being ****ing ******* again.
No, this isn't just differences in playstyle, i'm not going to be polite about it. You guys can go and suck a ****, because, bottom line, you can't put an argument together for two ****s. That's fine and all, because despite your utter lack of any sort of skills in this department, everyone will read you as town and so you'll be at worst a distraction.
IF YOU ACTUALLY THINK THERE IS A DAYCOP IN THIS GAME
YOU CAN DIE IN A FIRE
I CAN CONFIRM
YES, CONFIRM
THAT THERE ISN'T
Now, given this, there is one good reason for Zen to insist that he has a daycop. It's because he's super-confident that I'm scum.
WHAT THE **** DO YOU WANT ME TO DO IN THE FACE OF THAT?
I tried ****ing not blowing up for the sake of it, because, seriously, what good does postponing my lynch for a couple days do anyways? It's just another gogdamn game where everyone is constantly suspicious of Kary not least because he can actually string a thought process together and actually reads people's posts.
Zen you're not a ****ing daycop and every time you say you are it makes me want to wring your ****ing neck; I don't give two ****s whether you're scum or not- in reality your play is somewhat better if you are scum, because apparently people are following you down this piss poor path that you have chosen.
In a perfect world i'd be scum right now so I could ****ing turn this on your head and hang you up by the utterly bull**** things you're trying to lynch me on. But no, you probably are town. You probably are just another ****ing ****** town. Remember ERB where you mislynched your way into the ground, and thought myself/J was scum because of our UTTERLY CONSISTENT set of scumpicks?
Because I don't mind that you're flighty and confident and you do your own thing. What does my ****ing head in is that you don't ****ing listen. You don't ****ing pay attention to anything most people have to say, and in particular, anything I have to say, ever. I don't even care that you're incapable of reading me down to a tee, but that you can't ****ing pay attention to what's blindingly obvious makes me want to drive nails into your face with extreme prejudice, then maybe pour in some basic critical thinking and conversation skills.
Dear Bardull
I have come to the conclusion that you're a ****head in mafia games because you're a ****head in real life.
I don't think I ever want to have a conversation with you again
Goodbye
Right, who else is on my waggon? I don't really care. Bottom line, what do you get from my lynch? Not a ****ing lot. With ****ing hyper Ran/Soup/Zen flying around, this game will no doubt descend into even more of a ****storm than it already is, with everyone doing their own ****ing thing and not using their ****ing head. Whoever is scum will just lurk or fencesit as you dig yourselves an early grave.
To the few people in this game who I actually like/respect, i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm playing like **** and throwing all these curse words around. But the lunatics have got out of the asylum and there's not a lot I can ****ing do. My gut says to just shoot them in the head but they're people after all.
Here's the short 1-2
#1 why am I scum? Because I sure as **** haven't been 'backpedalling' or 'imitating Ran' or 'joking things off' as people claim.
#2 what have I been doing this game? Trying to ignore the torrent of utter bull**** being sprayed in my direction, and actually generate some kind of content. Of course, I have more or less failed spectacularly, because every time I come into the thread I have someone else being a ****** in my direction, and I can't bear to look at the thread anymore because it's a ****storm I don't want any part of.
I wish Ryker/July/someone with their head screwed on would come back so I could actually talk things.
AND I AM SICK OF BEING ****ING IGNORED
ZEN; THE FIRST ****ING THING I asked in this game, 'why exactly am i not being nonchalant' you INSTANTLY turned round and asked at me, because you have ZERO interest in actually playing ball with town, and are ONLY interested in doing your own ****ing thing.
That it has come down to this just makes me ****ing sick, and I know you won't ****ing learn from this, but I really hope you ****ing do. You're a ****ing liability, and I looked up your Catherine playstyle. I thought Ryker did a really good job of turning you upside down like mario flipping a koopa. It's what you deserve every game, because i'd always rather have you with your legs waving in the air so that you don't cause any ****ing trouble.
But answer me this, just this.
How many times have you actually been right when you've been this confident?
Or, when are you going to ****ing learn?
I don't mind if you throw this game, I really don't. Beyond this eff off post, I don't think there's anything I can really do. I suppose I could find where you live, travel there, and knock some ****ing sense into you. But at least in making this, perhaps I can communicate some measure of my utter ****ing frustration at how ****ing stupid you're being.
So yeah, this probably is my last post. Why would I come back to a game like this?
Oh, and yeah, obviously replacing out is a good idea. Except for the poor ****ing sap that has to pick up my slot. Uh, no. I'll quite happily prod dodge or otherwise not do anything this game, and not have to burden anyone else with being in this game. Congratulations on misreading me on this, as well.
J > Nabe > ? for a lynch order, but probably NL today.
don't **** this up.
