Thanks for just criticizing my life, thank you bro.
Seriously, I went to college and had a job last year and I was able to keep gaming and have fun with it etc. so it's not the work load, I'd rather have you not just bring up that you think that my complaining is stupid. I'm sorry but video games were always my escape from life, sure I'm not in uni, but dammit to hell I want to relax sometimes with something I've been doing since I was a child! And to suddenly have it NOT fun, I'm very confused. I haven't be able to play games for hours on end like I used to, yet I have more time to these days, literally months ago I played Tales of Vesperia for 6 - 7 hours straight and still was playing other games throughout that day. To suddenly not have fun with video games is depressing me. I think getting salty and caring about Smash is the least of my worries right now. If I go to this I have to sort of reduce myself to playing 1 or 2 games for a whole day, I love smash, and when I'm in the mood I could indeed do it for hours, a whole day or 2 in fact, but with all this weighing on me, I dunno if I will. For all I know this may get resolved/blow over in time for the weekend.
There is more that goes into this too, you don't know me or how my life is, and I'd rather not go into my personal life about it, but let me make my damn decision myself.