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Link to original post: [drupal=4105]I'm sorry I suffer horrors of pain you don't understand and why i'm how I am (by INSANE CARZY GUY)[/drupal]
"I'm sorry I suffer horrors of pain you don't understand and why i'm how I am"I don't want to have mental scars that bleed so horriblely I swear I don't ask soju for the truth. but the glass in my skull keeps cutting deeper into my skull and I keep ytrying to carve it out so I can sleep on my head agian but I can't there's too much blood and I get dizzy and can't see. I understand we all suffer but why can I take so much more physical pain? but the mental pains are ungodly? I pulled a piece of glass out a cm. long in school and the smell of rotten flesh was so horrible and I started screaming insan thoughts and ideas afterwards because my glass was in my temple. I told soju the whole story I shivered in a fear you'll never understand begging the person I was calling to stop sending me texts of .'s but they kept coming I don't want me or anyone one esle to suffer I really don't I swear I don't I won't please please I won't. but it's not fair that I can't eat my teeth are broken it's horrible. I love my love so much. I'll try to play more smash when I can get a car to drive and i'll **** and get better. just understand how it'd be better to have an arms race in love" - INSANE CARZY GUY
For those of you who don't know, he got into an awful car accident so his teeth are ruined and he has glass in his face. And yeah he's having a mental breakdown right now and asked me to post this. And because i currently don't have the capability of rewording things (will fix later):
ICG: also tell them i'll be much better and how they asked if I was alright after my head was smashed in and out of the window and I asked with a smile psyically, emotionally, spirtually and etc.
"I'm sorry I suffer horrors of pain you don't understand and why i'm how I am"I don't want to have mental scars that bleed so horriblely I swear I don't ask soju for the truth. but the glass in my skull keeps cutting deeper into my skull and I keep ytrying to carve it out so I can sleep on my head agian but I can't there's too much blood and I get dizzy and can't see. I understand we all suffer but why can I take so much more physical pain? but the mental pains are ungodly? I pulled a piece of glass out a cm. long in school and the smell of rotten flesh was so horrible and I started screaming insan thoughts and ideas afterwards because my glass was in my temple. I told soju the whole story I shivered in a fear you'll never understand begging the person I was calling to stop sending me texts of .'s but they kept coming I don't want me or anyone one esle to suffer I really don't I swear I don't I won't please please I won't. but it's not fair that I can't eat my teeth are broken it's horrible. I love my love so much. I'll try to play more smash when I can get a car to drive and i'll **** and get better. just understand how it'd be better to have an arms race in love" - INSANE CARZY GUY
For those of you who don't know, he got into an awful car accident so his teeth are ruined and he has glass in his face. And yeah he's having a mental breakdown right now and asked me to post this. And because i currently don't have the capability of rewording things (will fix later):
ICG: also tell them i'll be much better and how they asked if I was alright after my head was smashed in and out of the window and I asked with a smile psyically, emotionally, spirtually and etc.