I've learned the truth, I can no longer be a smasher. I must do something I felt wasn't neccasary in the past, it is.
I may still show up at smash tournaments and enter. But that doesn't make me a smasher. There is nothing notable or special about me.
I care about my passion more than anything, I wish to be great at my passion.
I will never be great at smash. I'm a scrub, not a smasher.
I do not know if this means I've quit smash but I must do what I've been wanting to do for years now but have never done anything about it.
I just want to be successful, the smash community hates me and I hate myself. I need to create my new world. An adaption of a world the way I see it.
I used to think Smash was everything to me. That I've devoted my life to Smash. I was wrong. I've devoted my life to Kirby.
I know I am not and never will and could be an inspiration to the smash community in anyway. But to Kirby fans such as myself, maybe I can. Maybe I can put a smile on their face. Something I could never do to anyone in the Smash community.
I'm just another random who joined when Brawl came out. I'm nothing special. And whats the point of living if you're not special. If you won't mean anything to anyone. There is no point in a life like that.
But I will make Kirby and fans of him proud and happy. Be an inspiration to fellow Kirby fans, light up a spark in the hearts of many. Bring emotion to those like myself.
Thats my dream.