Klaus Nomi
Klaus Nomi
With this painting, I wanted to truly capture Klaus Nomi and the strenuous process he would put himself through in different forms every day of his life. He
had to be seen in public dressed obscurely, and while he assumed many looks, this was his most [in]famous - the look that carried him to stardom on stage as a performance artist. But, Klaus suffered strongly from solemnity, and the reluctance to assume a normal lifestyle led him deeper into this persona. He wanted to be seen beyond this cosmetic disguise by his friends and peers, but could not come to terms with himself even. He fell further into his lonely life, relying heavily on his stage act to keep him going, but even more heavily on the highly abstracted and worn obsession with his spacey "Nomi" cult, which the outfit seen above entirely personifies.
Klaus wanted nothing more than love in life, but as his ego grew, it became more and more difficult for him to turn to those who truly cared about him, eventually cutting off many important people to the success of his career as a means of finding oneness with himself. This unfortunately did not work, as he lost beloved friends due to this alienating mindset, and soon after developed a quickly growing case of the "gay cancer", which later came to be known as AIDS. Nomi died a lesser man than he began as.
With this painting, I aimed to capture this struggle with himself; this ongoing solemnity. I wanted to depict Nomi sitting in the dark makeup room reminiscent of the low-quality venues he'd play at, simply looking upon himself and his life. As seen by Nomi in the foreground, he is apparently looking at himself in the mirror, but upon recognizing the direction of his eyes, he's actually not looking at himself. He can't look at himself; he can only look to space, the beyond, and a fantasy life that this guise might take him to, to escape the inadequacies in life that he is bound to. Perhaps it is safe to say that Klaus was just not meant for the world, or inversely, the world was not ready for Klaus.
WIP Photo I
WIP Photo II
Also, sorry about the poor quality image; my camera sucks, so if I can borrow a better camera, I'll upload a new image. Thanks!
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