Apathy
Smash Apprentice
ryan, how long have you been abusing drugs?
i abused drugs for... three-plus years. and while i wouldn't change my experiences for the world, i also recognize how thoroughly they ****ed me up.
if you're using anything more often than once every two weeks -- and that's being generous; psychedelics shouldn't be used more than once or twice a year imo; a reasonable goal for the first year of recovery is once every two or three months -- you're terrorizing your brain and body.
don't believe me? make a thread about it on bluelight. be completely honest; they don't give a ****. 170K people are registered on that site and they've heard it all. tons of people have done harder stuff than either of us and are going through the recovery now. i've been going through recovery the past year and, combined with all the research i've done and things i've learned about the brain and how the world works, i'd say i'm a decent authority.
i'm just being real with you. i really don't have anything against you. i've been the only person in the entire community who's ever accepted you, no? from day one you've been ostracized and i'm the only one who will still come over, who still treats you as i'd like to be treated even after being disrespected time and time again.
i've tried to say things here and there IRL but it doesn't feel right; it's not my place and you're a defensive individual. i'm better with text and it's easier to read the truth than to hear it.
tl;dr: you're a flake in part because you abuse drugs. they have dehumanized you. it takes a man to admit he's unhappy and needs help. most men lead lives of quiet desperation (c) henry david thoreau. don't be most men.
i abused drugs for... three-plus years. and while i wouldn't change my experiences for the world, i also recognize how thoroughly they ****ed me up.
if you're using anything more often than once every two weeks -- and that's being generous; psychedelics shouldn't be used more than once or twice a year imo; a reasonable goal for the first year of recovery is once every two or three months -- you're terrorizing your brain and body.
don't believe me? make a thread about it on bluelight. be completely honest; they don't give a ****. 170K people are registered on that site and they've heard it all. tons of people have done harder stuff than either of us and are going through the recovery now. i've been going through recovery the past year and, combined with all the research i've done and things i've learned about the brain and how the world works, i'd say i'm a decent authority.
i'm just being real with you. i really don't have anything against you. i've been the only person in the entire community who's ever accepted you, no? from day one you've been ostracized and i'm the only one who will still come over, who still treats you as i'd like to be treated even after being disrespected time and time again.
i've tried to say things here and there IRL but it doesn't feel right; it's not my place and you're a defensive individual. i'm better with text and it's easier to read the truth than to hear it.
tl;dr: you're a flake in part because you abuse drugs. they have dehumanized you. it takes a man to admit he's unhappy and needs help. most men lead lives of quiet desperation (c) henry david thoreau. don't be most men.
