I can relate to the ADHD/ADD and general anxiety/social anxiety, as well as depression on some levels. At one point in my life after high school, the anxiety literally nearly kept me from leaving my house without attacks, but I had help to have that corrected. Now it's just a general feeling of constant unease. I always feel like the people around me are judging me, and even though I know it doesn't matter, it shouldn't bother me--it still does. Games are no exception. I'm a terrible competitor and a sore loser, and I won't even play with friends most of the time because I don't want to project my attitude on others. But FG 1v1.. just gives me the worst feeling. Where I stand, I wouldn't touch it with a 39-and-a-half foot pole.
I'm glad that you seem to care, and I'll probably take you up on that offer sometime. Thank you. ;v;